KENNEDY, L:

𝒲ᴱ𝐋𝙲Ȯᴹ𝕖ㅤㅤ 𝕷𝔢𝚘ᴺ﹗

[ruhkie-aa]

this blog has been archived!! over on @ruhkie now!

[ruhkie-aa]

HI. so. i wanna bring this blog back. not sure if i'm gonna archive or what, but i miss leon. it's been years. i think i'm ready to finally return and say sup bitches.

[ruhkie-aa]

revamp era incoming, im back

[ruhkie-aa]

lol hey!

[thelvadams]

RESIDENT EVIL 4 REMAKE (2023) dev. Capcom

[ruhkie-aa]

independent leon s. kennedy of capcom's resident evil. developed by tegan. originally created in april of 2019, reestablished in december of 2023. canon compliant but headcanon influenced.

very old carrd!

[colonelpipsqueaks]

of course it had to be the first gifset i’d do and i won’t apologize.

[luthienne]

…is this night one / more thing you’ll try to kill in you to live?

Frank Bidart, from Half-light: Collected Poems; “Poem in the Stanza of the ‘Rubaiyat’” (via luthienne)

[shesnake]

Steven Yeun in Burning (2018) dir. Lee Chang-dong

[vfollia]

“The Korean word for “hearing” is a homonym for the word “possessed,” as in possessed by a ghost or spirit; a homonym for “visiting” or “dropping in” at your own or somebody else’s house; and a homonym for “holding” something in your hand. So the same word is used for actions involved with the ear, ghost, house, and object. Which is to say, we hear things as if we are possessed by a ghost, then we hold something in our hands and let go of it as we enter then exit somebody’s house. While I was writing these poems, I was probably possessed by a ghost, listening to death, then I held death in my hand and entered the house of death. In Berlin, the angels in Wings of Desire do the “hearing,” and in Seoul, it’s the ears within poetry.”

— Kim Hyesoon (김혜순) in an interview with Don Mee Choi, 5 December 2017, on Autobiography of Death <죽음의 자서전>

[ruhkie-aa]

remolds​:

                    “      THIS   LIFE      …      WITH   ALL   OF   IT’S   HORRORS      …      ”             ethan   starts   coarsely ,      his   eyes   not   meeting   theirs   and   was   instead   focused   on   his   hand .      he   flexes   it   every   once   and   a   while ,      to   watch   the   blood   flow   through   the   pale ,      ashen   skin .      it   brings   no   warmth   that   he   could   feel   anymore .      just   cold   and   numb .      “      is   this   all   it’s   gonna   be ?      how   did   you   survive   it ?      ”

          @ruhkie​.

❝  i didn’t survive that night in raccoon city.    the guy who got out of that city wasn’t the same one from the day prior.  ❞    a rare confession,  his lips pressing themselves together.    how do you survive the events they’ve gone through?    the trauma riddling itself between their ribcages,  blooming like a spring flower.    (you don’t survive.    the events are a parasite,  plaguing your life forever;  a broken record of all the memories.)    moments pass before he picks up the glass in front of him,  downing the remainder whiskey inside.    the liquor dances down the back of his throat as his head turns in ethan’s direction.

❝  if you’re looking for a pep talk,  i’m not your guy.    ran out of motivational speeches a few years back.  ❞

[luthienne]

paramore, “interlude: i’m not angry anymore” / martha gellhorn, selected letters / adonis, selected poems; “rage” (tr. khaled mattawa) / anne carson, plainwater: essays and poetry / carole maso, the art lover / jade bird, “furious” / carmen maria machado, in the dream house

[bunnieresources]

resident evil: village writing prompts.

“ there’s nothing wrong with my memory. you’re just being paranoid. “

“ it’s not paranoia if they’re really out to get you. “

“ in life and in death, we give glory. “

“ you shouldn’t be out here. it’s not safe. “

“ i’m not used to relying on other people. “

“ oh, so gauche. what do we care for bread and circuses? “

“ quiet now, child! adults are talking. “

“ my decision is final, there will be no argument. remember from whence you came! “

“ you’re still alive? impressive… “

“ oh, you didn’t think i’d let you get away, did you? “

“ anyone who is anyone has heard of the likes of you. “

“ i haven’t cut open a man in a while! “

“ taken alive? dead? which would you prefer? “

“ i need blood. warm, wet, bright red blood. “

“ they will pay for what they’ve done… “

“ i would have sliced you to ribbons if they hadn’t stopped me. “

“ rest while you can because i will hunt you and i will break you! “

“ go ahead, do your worst! “

“ like i’d ever let you get away. “

“ running will get you nowhere! “

“ you’ve ruined the hunt! “

“ you will not get away! you’re my prey… mine… “

“ so you finally came to see me! everyone falls for me in time. “

“ stupid manthing! you won’t live long, even if you run! “

“ flesh, bones, i will devour all of you! “

“ like hell you’ll kill me! “

“ not enough blood! more! more blood! “

“ come now, don’t be shy. show me your terror! “

“ how can a man be ‘almost’ dead? that’s a question for the wise. “

“ what kind of sick medieval shit is this? “

“ it’s only a riddle if you don’t know the answer. “

“ you don’t have to trust my words, but do you have any better options? “

“ ____! come with me. there’s something i have to tell you. “

“ everyone leaves me… even you… “

“ i didn’t want to keep it from you. i didn’t want to lose you again. “

“ don’t leave… i can’t let you. “

“ you are never going to get out of here! “

“ ____… i’ll make things right. “

“ oh, ____… if it’s for you, i’d do anything! “

“ i gotta say, i’m surprised you made it this far. it’d be a shame if something happened to you now. “

“ you’ve got fight, i’ll give you that, ____. “

“ i’d kill you if you weren’t worth the trouble. “

“ you’re the real deal, ____. well done. “

“ quit hiding, asshole. i’m not letting you get out of this. “

“ i am not a weapon. “

“ the strong will destroy the weak. that’s the way of the world! “

“ you can hear it, can’t you? someone’s waiting for you. “

“ i told you to leave it alone, ____. “

“ just give up. flesh and blood will never win against me! “

“ i’ve spent a lifetime creating this moment… and you try to take it away from me? “

“ i will take what is due. “

“ my desires will be fulfilled! “

[ruhkie-aa]

the death & life of john f. donovan (2019)   /   revenge (2017)   /   black mirror: bandersnatch (2018)   /   a quiet place (2018)   /   superbad (2007)

[ruhkie-aa]

theysimmer​:

           BROOKE'S   FACE   IS   COVERED   IN   BLOOD,   but   for   now,   the   tragedy   seems   to   be   over.   another   place   she'd   been   sent   to   by   terrasave…   another   day   of   trying   to   make   sure   no   one   else   goes   through   what   she   did.   even   though   with   the   state   of   the   world   it's   impossible,   but   it   doesn't   stop   her   from   trying.   however,   she   seems   to   notice   that   the   other   man   also   might   have   sustained   some   injuries,   &   the   short   girl   approaches   him,   green   herbs   in   hand.   ❝   here.   you   might   need   them   more   than   i   do.   ❞

              (      @ruhkie  .     )

&   the cycle continues:   bloodshed   &   gore being brought to his doorstep.    salazar’s castle was a never ending maze   &   classified as a death sentence inside leon’s mind.    danger lurks in every corner   &   awaits for the perfect moment to strike.    [it’s already struck ashley,   it’s only a matter of time before it strikes the two of them.]

a moment of quietude was available for them;   the courtyard garden had just been cleared,   the scent of gunpowder still swirling throughout the air.     the smoke began to clear,   the bodies of los illuminados’ becoming more visible.    it was a chance for them to breathe   &   gather their composure,   cleaning off the blood that paints them both.    [can you tell whose blood is whose?]    at her words,   he glances up   &   an expression of gratitude is spread across his face.    ❝  thanks.  ❞    the herbs are taken from her,   bloodied dights picking the leaves apart from the stems.    no time is wasted as he presses the herbs into the wound,   pain surging through his body as he winces;   son of a bitch.    

inhale,   exhale   —   he rises to his feet from the concrete slab he’d been perched upon,   neck craning in brooke’s direction.    ❝  we can’t stay here.    salazar probably has more of his men coming   &   we’ve gotta’ find ashley before he does.  ❞    [did you also forget about the parasite squirming throughout your body,   leon?    tick tock,   the time bomb clock!]    eyes scan the courtyard for any sign of exit,   gesturing towards the clearest pathway.    ❝  you good to go?  ❞

[ensavaged]

crowdsourcing for a black lesbian in an unsafe environment

hi, this is river, or dove as some of you know me. i’m in a bit of a bad spot at home that’s building off the back of years of abuse. i’ve come to terms with the fact that i cannot ensure my safety long term in my current living situation, and so i’ve created a gofundme to help me gather the funds to move out, pay a few months rent in advance, and try to start my life elsewhere. hopefully between the money i raise here, and the little money i make at my job (and hopefully a second job in the future), i can amass enough money to be financially independent outside of my household. 

the gofund me link is here, my cashapp is $unwraith, my venmo is @ archethype

any amount helps, and sharing this post / reposting my gofundme across platforms such as twitter and instagram would also help me tremendously. thank you.

- river 

[ruhkie-aa]

in a weird way, i want to focus on writing leon being haunted in a sense by all the ghosts of his past. raccoon city, operation javier (i take a darker approach to what happened to manuela after everything and believing the government 100% have kept her in their custody/have been running tests on her due to the t-veronica virus since 2002), obviously all the los iluminados stuff, etc etc. the list is endless of these ghosts leon has haunting him and i want to take a deeper approach into that, because i feel i never really have? i kinda always blab about his trauma + these types of things to various people, but never really implement any of my blabber in a meaningful way throughout my writing so i really want to try and start doing that more often. :~)