I wanna cut myself realllll bad bro! I don't even know why!! I mean I learned that u can never get rid of a neural pathway once it's formed so I guess in a tiny way the urge will always be able to return??? I'm not going to cut myself bc I have self control but the itching in my arm and the thoughts r So Annoying like. We get it I wanna self harm lol.
Anyway I think I'm gonna make myself an impromptu wristband for tomorrow's workshop bc I feel like that wld fix it?? Plasters also would but I don't wanna look suspicious or waste plasters so I'm just gonna make a floral wrist band out of some fabric I have. We craftingggg !! Better hope no on gets suspicious lol
Also, someone advise,is using alternative self harm techniques like melting ice on it wrists relapsing?? Bc ur still harming urself?? And will it fix these cravings ??or will it make it worse ???
