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[ruinedhim]

𝐈❜𝐌 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐍𝐄𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐄

#𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃𝐇𝐈𝐌  is  a  highly  selective  &  mutuals  only  blog  for  𝐓𝐘𝐋𝐄𝐑  𝐑𝐀𝐊𝐄  from  extraction.  𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐃  𝐀𝐍𝐃  𝐏𝐔𝐓  𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓  𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋  &  𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓  𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄.  His  main  story  will  still  be  the  same  and  is  not  changing.  Head  canon  based,  &  runs  on  the  queue.

𝐀  𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘  𝐎𝐍:   becoming  a  weapon,  suicidal  tendencies,  hating  oneself,  being  erased  from  society,  not  a  hero  complex,  not  a  victim,  a  survivor,  fighting  to  hold  onto  humanity,  living  with  traumatic  events,  once  a  soldier  -  always  a  soldier,  fighting  back  and  taking  back  whats  mine.

There  will  be  some  dark  dark  content  and  mature  themes.  This  blog  is  21  only,  no  minors  allowed.   sex,  death,  gore,  blood,  body  horror,  etc  will  be  found  here.  Please  curate  your  own  space  before  following  me.  𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄  𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇  𝐌𝐄  𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄  𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒  𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐋𝐘. The mun is of age, 40, female, central standard time, slow activity.

𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓  𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐒:      𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃   ,      𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒     ,      𝐈𝐍𝐁𝐎𝐗    (𝗕𝗟𝗢𝗚 𝗜𝗦 𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗥 𝗠𝗔𝗝𝗢𝗥 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗦𝗧𝗥𝗨𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡)

𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋: @violentnatured, @sacrilegicus 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐃  𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇:

𝐑𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄𝐒:

[nobodyssoldixr]

@ruinedhim continued from here.

tyler rake was not an easy man to work alongside, but boy, did he know how to get shit done. though he might have been quicker to act than she was, natasha had learned she could actually depend on him when it mattered. still, neither of them had walked away from the situation unscathed. she could already feel the bruises forming beneath her skin, the cuts and scrapes along her arms and cheek serving as reminders of the fight they had just somehow made it out of. she was far better off than he was, though.

natasha's brows furrowed, her gaze examining the wound as closely as she could while he made his protests and excuses. "just because you can talk through the pain doesn't mean it isn't bad," she pointed out, voice even but leaving little room for argument. "if you don't let me clean it up, we're going to have to turn back. i'm not dragging your dead body out of here when you inevitably get septic."

she crossed her arms over her chest, giving him a pointed look. her expression was all knowing regarding these circumstances. they were always fine until they weren't. "your choice," she added, letting the decision be his, though the look on her face made it clear she already knew which answer she expected.

・・・・・

[ruinedhim]

𝐇𝐄  𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐒  𝐎𝐔𝐓  𝐀  𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘  𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐇  that  expels  from  his  lungs.  Which  only  causes  the  pain  to  radiate  through  his  back,  and  he  bites  back  the  pain.  He  had  almost  caught  a  bullet,  thankfully  it  only  grazed  his  shoulder  leaving  a  nasty  gash  to  deal  with.  He  felt  the  warmth  of  his  own  blood  on  his  skin,  wet  and  sticking  to  the  fabric  of  his  shirt.  His  jaw  clenches  and  he  avoids  her  stare.  He’s  used  to  this  kind  of  pain.  It  ran  with  the  risks  of  the  job  that  he  took.  Tyler  waved  a  hand  dismissively  at  her  as  she  tried  to  examine  his  injury,  visibly  irritated  with  the  action.  If  he  had  it  his  way  he  would  have  done  this  alone. 

He  worked  better  alone,  less  distractions  and  he  could  get  the  job  done  a  lot  quicker.   He  has  done  this  countless  times.  He  knew  Nik  sent  Natasha  in  with  him  because  she  was  worried  about  him.  It  was  clear  that  he  was  being  closely  watched  so  that  he  didn’t  do  anything  reckless. Suicidal  mission,  is  what  she  called  it,  knowing  full  well  that  he  would  find  any  reason  to  get  himself  killed.   He’s  too  stubborn  to  admit  that  she’s  right.  He  finally  raises  his  gaze  to  meet  hers,  blue  hues  hardened  at  her  statement.  “If  you  want  to  turn  back  because  of  a  minor  injury,  be  my  guest  but  I’m  not  going  anywhere until  the  job  is  done.”   His  tone  was  firm  and  harsh.  She  was  stubborn, a  lot  like  him.  It’s  no  wonder  that  they  butted  heads.  She  was  only  looking  out  for  him,  but  he  couldn’t  shake  off  the  idea  that  she  was  only  sent  here  to  babysit  him.  He  respected  her.  He  wouldn’t  lie  about  that.  She  was  good  at  what  does,  damn  good.  He  had  to  remind  himself  that  if  they  were  both  getting  out  alive  he  had  to  let  her  stop  the  bleeding.  That  much  he  could  let  her  do.  He  sat  in  silence  for  what  seemed  to  stretch  for  too  long  before  he  spoke.  “Fine,  do  it  but  make  it  quick.”

[ruinedhim]

Maybe send in some memes?

[ruinedhim]

The carrd is now up and on my pinned post. Please, read the rules before interacting with me :3 Also, parts about Umbrella and Murkoff are still being worked on but everything else is done.

[ruinedhim]

" You're bleeding through your shirt. Don't tell me you're fine. " (from natasha )

𝐈𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍  𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐃  𝐇𝐈𝐒  𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐖.  He  could  argue  that  it  was someone  else’s  blood,  but  he  knew  that  she  would  see  right  through  that  lie.  They  had  made  it  out  alive,  not  without  having  to  fight  their  way  out.  He  was  always  the  one  to  dive  head  first  into  the  most  dangerous  parts.  It  may  have  seemed  reckless, maybe but  it  wasn’t  like  he  had  anything  to  lose.  They  came  out  unscathed  with  just  a  few  cuts  and  bruises.  His  blues  eyes  narrowed  in  her  direction  at  her  observation.   He  hated  how  much  she  paid  close  attention  to  him.  “I’ve  had  a  lot  worse, it’s  just  a  scratch.”  He  said  in  a  rough  voice  which  caused  his  accent  to  come  thicker  than  usual.   He  had  been  through  a  lot  worse,  which  should  have  been  his  end.  Yet,  here  he  was  still  breathing.  “Don't worry about me. I'll be  fine.” 

[ruinedhim]

Slowly working on the carrd, but feel free to send things to the inbox. I'm going to make something to eat real quick. I will be slow for the time being but I will answer things! Thank you to everyone that has followed so far. You guys are awesome.

[beheworthy]

there is something about him being such a ruthless killer, absolutely brutal and merciless. and then being so soft with children, especially considering what happened with his babyboy.

[ruinedhim]

Maybe send in some memes?

[whumpypepsigal]

Extraction 2 (2023): “It’s pretty difficult to let someone you care about die.”

[whumpypepsigal]

Extraction 2 (2023): “Multiple gunshot wounds. Airway’s secured.”

[ruinedhim]

Imagine that the two most corrupted companies to ever to exist. Umbrella Coporations, and Murkoff Corporations had a baby and birthed something that even made the Nemesis look like a kitten. That's Tyler, a bio-weapon with a new strain, yet more intelligent, faster, and stronger, but still human.

[ruinedhim]

You don't like the person I've become. Fine, if I'm honest I don't like the way it turned. Fuck this, barely even here so let me look inside. Not another way to do or die, you made me this way.

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  i don't believe you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't have anything left to give you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to stop loving you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know if i hate you or miss you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to act around you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't love you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't need your pity.  ❜ ❛  i don't need you to save me.  ❜ ❛  i don't recognize you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't think we can fix this.  ❜ ❛  i don't think i can survive losing you again.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to see you again.  ❜ ❛  i don't want your apology.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to be your second choice.  ❜ ❛  don't ask me to stay.  ❜ ❛  don't ask me to be okay with this.  ❜ ❛  don't come back to me just because you're lonely.  ❜ ❛  don't leave me here alone.  ❜ ❛  don't lie to me again.  ❜ ❛  don't love me only when it's convenient.  ❜ ❛  don't make me choose between you and myself.  ❜ ❛  don't make me hate you just so i can let you go.  ❜ ❛  don't pretend you're the only one who suffered.  ❜ ❛  don't say you love me unless you mean it.  ❜ ❛  don't tell me what to do.  ❜ ❛  don't tell me this was all for nothing.  ❜ ❛  don't touch me.  ❜ ❛  don't turn this around on me.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare hold my past against me.  ❜ ❛  you don't deserve me.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to decide when i'm done hurting.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to hurt me and call it love.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to mourn me after killing every part of me that loved you.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to rewrite what happened just because you regret it now.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to pretend you missed me.  ❜ ❛  you don't know how many times i waited for you.  ❜ ❛  you don't know what i gave up for you.  ❜ ❛  you don't understand what you did to me.  ❜ ❛  you don't understand how tired i am of being strong because of you.  ❜

[mythshire]

✦ ⋆ 𖤓 ⋆ ✦ 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐕𝐄 ··· a collection of injuries tended in silence, pain worn like armour, the intimacy of being seen at your worst. genre: hurt and comfort, angst, romance, drama.

• You're bleeding through your shirt. Don't tell me you're fine. • How long have you been walking around like this? • I'm not going to hurt you. I just need to see how bad it is. • You should have told me the moment it happened. • Hold still. I mean it. Hold still. • This is going to sting. Bite down on something if you need to. • You've been hiding this for days, haven't you. • Who did this to you? I need you to tell me who did this. • Stop being brave for five minutes and let me help you. • I've seen worse. I've also seen men die from worse, so let me look at it. • I found the bandages in the trash. You want to explain that? • Don't you dare apologize for bleeding on me. • Your hands are cold. That's not a good sign. • I'm not angry. I'm terrified. There's a difference. • Come into the light. Let me see your face. • You should have stitches. I know you won't go. So sit down and let me do what I can. • You're white as a sheet and still trying to stand up straight. • I could hear you in the night. I didn't say anything. I'm saying something now. • Don't look at it if it makes it worse. Just look at me. • It's not weak to let someone see you hurt. • You came to me. Of all the places you could have gone, you came here.  • Lay back. You're not getting up until the color comes back to your face. • I'm not going to ask what happened. Not yet. First let me fix what I can. • You've been holding your left side since you walked in. Think I didn't notice? • This is going to leave a mark. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. • I've patched up a lot of people in my time. None of them scared me like you do right now. • You could have died out there. You could have died and I would have been the last person to know. • Sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up. I'm not going anywhere. • You're allowed to make a sound. Nobody's watching. • I need you to stay awake for me. Just a little longer. Talk to me. • You're lucky the cut wasn't deeper.  • Stop apologizing for needing help. Stop it right now. • I've seen what it looks like when someone's used to this. That's what scares me most about you. • Tell me your name. Tell me what day it is. Stay with me. • You're going to be alright. I promise you.  • You went back out there after this? With this? • Nobody takes care of you, do they? That ends tonight. • I've been gentle with you. I need you to be honest with me in return. • You're safe now. You're here, you're safe, and I've got you. Just breathe.

[hollowprompts]

` * 𝐈𝐍𝐉𝐔𝐑𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐃 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 : a mix of dialogue and action prompts. sent "+ reverse" to reverse the roles.

𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 :

➔ you're gonna be okay , just keep your eyes on me. ➔ don't move - you're going to make it worse. ➔ it's not that bad. ➔ you saved me once before , now it's my turn. ➔ you fucking idiot , you weren't supposed to take the hit for me. ➔ i told you not to do that! now look! ➔ you're lucky that i know basic first aid , or you'd be dead! ➔ stay with me, okay? stay awake. ➔ i'll be as gentle as i can be , i promise. ➔ you're bleeding - oh my god , you're bleeding. ➔ you told me it was a scratch , this is not a fucking scratch! ➔ there's so much blood. ➔ next time you want to play here , just don't. ➔ stop fighting me and let me help! ➔ you're banned from doing anything remotely dangerous. ➔ you could have died , what were you thinking? ➔ if you die on me , i'm going to be pissed off. ➔ you didn't have to be so reckless just to prove a fucking point. ➔ the wound will heal but you'll have a scar.

𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 :

[ carry ] sender carries receivers muse to safety after finding them injured. [ stitch ] sender stitches receivers wound. [ hand ] sender holds receivers hand during a painful procedure. [ wound ] sender cleans receivers wounds with gentle and shaky hands. [ panic ] sender panics while trying to stop receiver's bleeding. [ patch ] sender patches receiver up using makeshift materials (i.e. torn shirt). [ fire ] sender drags receiver out of a burning building. [ pressure ] sender puts deep pressure on receivers wound while yelling for help. [ mouth ] sender gives receiver mouth-to-mouth resuscitation. [ change ] sender helps receiver change out of bloodied clothes. [ wash ] sender helps wash dried blood off of receivers face. [ shower ] sender helps receiver shower after an injury. [ broken ] sender tries to stabilize receivers broken limb with rope and sticks.

[mcflymemes]

"I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP!" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for both sides of the argument, adjust as necessary.

for the "i don't need your help" one

you can get lost.

i thought i told you i had this under control.

you never listen to me.

i was taking care of it.

leave me alone.

are you happy now?

you just stepped in and ruined it for me.

that was completely unnecessary and you know it.

i had it under control.

you didn't need to show up.

can't you let me handle my own shit?

i would have appreciated it if you asked first.

i had it handled!

you didn't need to do all that!

what part of "i don't need help" do you not understand?

they were about to give it to me before you showed up!

i had something going and you ruined it!

what, you mean you don't trust me to handle it myself?

you trained me better than this.

you can't just show up every time and save me.

what's the point in putting me out here if you're not going to let me do it on my own?

i thought you trusted me to take care of this by myself.

you taught me this.

i'm never going to forgive you for this.

that was uncalled for.

what happens when you're not here one day and i have to take care of things on my own?

how am i ever going to learn if you keep stepping in?

i'm not you.

for the "i'm just trying to help you" one

i heard you struggling.

i was just trying to help you.

and this is the thanks i get for trying to help?

things were getting out of hand. i had to step in.

you never would have done that by yourself.

it's okay to ask for help.

it's not that i don't trust you. i don't trust [them].

a minute longer and you'd be dead in there.

i had to make sure you were okay.

of course i trust you. this was never about trust.

i'm not going to risk your life like that!

i should have been there sooner.

if i'd only reached you faster.

a simple "thank you" would suffice.

you could thank me for saving your ass back there.

sure didn't seem like you had it under control.

things were getting out of hand, and i stepped in.

i'm in charge here, not you.

i'm not going to put your life at risk like that again.

we're done here.

i'm not arguing with you.

i saved your life, and this is how you repay me?

i just wanted to make sure you were okay.

maybe i crossed a line back there, sure, but i did it for you.

it's because i care about you.

of course you're capable. that was never up for debate.

you're not ready.

next time, let me handle it.

clearly you need more time before i let you do that alone.

we'll try again tomorrow.

[rpmemes-galore]

random dialogue prompts … sentence starters

“I’d keep you safe.”

“You’re nothing to me.”

“I wouldn’t advise that…”

“I wish I had your courage.”

“Anger makes you careless.”

“You can do it. Just don’t die.”

“A hero’s work is never done.”

“Do I really mean so little to you?”

“I’m not going to make a deal with you.”

“Everything is an illusion. Trust nothing.”

“You’re not as bad as they say you are.”

“You aren’t the person you think you are.”

“Do you learn nothing from your mistakes?”

“Don’t go rushing in. You’ll end up like them.”

“You have a lot of bite for someone so small.”

“Nothing I do will ever be good enough, will it?”

“Do you think redemption can really be earned?”

“I don’t need your forgiveness. I did nothing wrong.”

“I don’t need you to apologize. I need you to do better.”

“You think you have to prove yourself to me. You don’t.”

“If you don’t come back, I’m going to be very, very upset.”

“How can you possibly sleep with all this on your conscience?”

“You’re not a lost cause. Not enough people have told you that.”

“Have I ever given you a reason to doubt me? Don’t answer that.”

“There’s nothing to be said. Everything I could say, I already have.”

“I’ve been nothing but truthful with you… so, why won’t you trust me?”

“Considering the stories I’ve heard, I was expecting someone scarier.”

“Haven’t I given enough? Haven’t I lost enough? Haven’t I fought enough?”

“You never seem scared. You’re never caught off-guard. How do you do it?”

“I’m not the one for you. I’d only make your life worse, and we both know it.”

“I’m making us tea/coffee/hot cocoa, and then you’re telling me what’s wrong.”

“Can you just… just stop! Stop for a second and think about what you’re doing!”

“Something’s clearly going on. Keeping me in the dark about it won’t help anything.”

“I don’t need to justify myself to them/you. I know what I have to do. And I’m going to do it.”

“Keep chasing everyone away… and there’ll be no one there to have your back when you need them.”