Anastacia @ruiningmylifesblog - Tumblr Blog

Sw: 70kg

CW: 62.3kg😭😭

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UGW: 55kg

bibibitchery

i wish i hadn’t grown bitter

i wish i hadn’t grown angry

but i have grown

yes, i have grown

moon-chasing

I thought I was getting better but it's getting bad again, I wanted to stop cvtting but now I crave it so bad

please just let me have one good week for fucks sake

nagichi-boop

I think I’m too angry, needy and selfish for friendship. I should just give up cuz I’m clearly not good at it.

burned0utstar

I didn't mean to hurt you.

I promise all I ever wanted is for you to be safe.

I'm sorry that this almost killed you.

I never ment for you to hate me.

nagichi-boop

Didn’t think I’d feel this bad ever again, but that’s the illusion being happy for a while gives you.

werewolveswithdiaries

starryvomit

i was taught from a very young age that the world is not safe.

iota-andromedae

themadornithologist

“The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

angelic--doomed

i hate this disorder. the fuck you mean just because peers bullied us and all our mental needs were neglected we now have even more neglected needs?? fuck this. i can’t even remember half of it because the headmate with our worst memories is in hiding as has been since fucking forever.

stars-and-branches

Why is the answer to "why am I doing that" always ptsd. Villain origin story

jellyfish-sadist

Stop implying mental disorders are easy to treat and if someone online has a mental disorder they just need to "touch grass" or go to a therapist and boom everything's easily fixed

Stop implying it's their fault for not "trying hard enough to fix themselves"

Stop shaming people who don't want to recover

Stop shaming people who won't go to therapy because they can't access it or they have trauma with therapists