RUIN'S APPROACH

[ruinsapproach]

#RUINSAPPROACH ━━━ private, selective and unaffiliated low activity blog for original warrior of light character — NERISSA VATHANA from final fantasy xiv with alternate verses to come. established december 2024. as written by phoenix (30, she/they, queer).

this blog and everything to do with it is a wip. currently dash-only. multiship, multiwol, original character and cross-over friendly.

WARNING first and foremost, nerissa is written as a complex and complicated character who struggles with severe mental illness and the consequences of trauma. i keep it to an extent that allows for collaborative writing and i will always be happy to discuss their interactions with you. i find it important to state that muse and mun do not share the same ideas or opinions.

secondly, this blog contains mature themes and references, including war, violence, blood, alcohol and drug use, child abuse / neglect, human experimentation, severe mental illness, sexual literature / references, murder, death & similar subjects. as such, please do not interact if you are under the age of 18 or uncomfortable with the above subjects. for my own personal comfort, i do not interact with those under 21.

carrd . guidelines . thread tracker . interest check . dynamic call . prompts . other blogs. @paintedmemories please note the carrd linked was originally made for in-game rp and hasn't been edited for tumblr rp just yet!

credits: banners by freerps, icon + divider set & psd by edenfelled.

[shadowstrides]

#SHADOWSTRIDES ━━  DESPITE EVERYTHING, IT'S STILL YOU.

ind. priv. & sel. unaffiliated original character VESSHIA 'VESHA' KRAHVE. main setting based in final fantasy xiv as the warrior of light. alternate verses to come. crossover, multiwol, multiship & original character friendly. 21+ only.             penned by phoenix (she/they, 30+). est. may 2025. 

[ruinsapproach]

hey, small heads up !

i will not be moving to a multimuse as i originally planned. i'm going to be limiting what original characters i write on tumblr, and as such, am limiting myself to three who will have their own separate blogs.

additionally, i will no longer be writing a wolverse for nerissa. i had a long, hard think about what i was feeling for her, and i felt like i was trying to smush her story into a wolverse instead of it fitting organically and i didn't like it. i will, however, be continuing to write her main verse here, on discord, and in-game for those who rp there too! this means there will be some rearranging to come in the next few weeks and i'll be reaching out to find out if people wish to continue threads from earlier this year.

marielle's blog ( @paintedmemories ) is yet to be set up, and ultimately, while i have plans to do so, it's not my top priority right now, but as things stands, the blogs where you can find me at for roleplay are:

here - @ruinsapproach vesshia - @shadowstrides

my general ffxiv blog is still @enkindlephoenix

[shadowstrides]

#SHADOWSTRIDES ━━  DESPITE EVERYTHING, IT'S STILL YOU.

ind. priv. & sel. unaffiliated original character VESSHIA 'VESHA' KRAHVE. main setting based in final fantasy xiv as the warrior of light. alternate verses to come. crossover, multiwol, multiship & original character friendly. 21+ only.             penned by phoenix (she/they, 30+). est. may 2025. 

[ruinsapproach]

i'm gonna be very slow in getting it set up but for anyone hoping to continue interacting, my multimuse will be over at @conflagraticn

[ruinsapproach]

i'm considering coming back but also... I might just make a multi-muse with the preface that my activity will vary wildly by muse.

[ruinsapproach]

also i'm sorry i disappeared, school got really hectic and then i got very sick.

[ruinsapproach]

i'm considering coming back but also... I might just make a multi-muse with the preface that my activity will vary wildly by muse.

[ruinsapproach]

anyone wanna do my homework for me so i have more time for creative hobbies???

in other news, i'm finally starting to get into some semblance of a routine (give it up for week 3), so i'm hopeful that i'll be able to get to replies soon.

[ruinsapproach]

hey apologies that i'm a little MIA. life's a little stressful and there's a heatwave here where I live atm that is just draining any energy I have leftover.

I'm hoping to be around a bit later in the week when it cools down for a few days to do a few replies and the like! disc is available for mutuals but i'm also reachable through tumblr ims.

[ruinsapproach]

follow up on the above: i'm sorry i'm still kinda MIA - the heatwave and some other stuff made me real sick and then classes have started this week which means i'm back to being a full-time student. i'm coming to the end of the class week now and planning to post some replies this weekend during my downtime.

i appreciate the patience y'all show. i know i'm sporadic as hell but i'm still alive and kickin', just trying to get through my first week back in study after dealing with some health stuff!

[ruinsapproach]

hey apologies that i'm a little MIA. life's a little stressful and there's a heatwave here where I live atm that is just draining any energy I have leftover.

I'm hoping to be around a bit later in the week when it cools down for a few days to do a few replies and the like! disc is available for mutuals but i'm also reachable through tumblr ims.

[ruinsapproach]

follow up on the above: i'm sorry i'm still kinda MIA - the heatwave and some other stuff made me real sick and then classes have started this week which means i'm back to being a full-time student. i'm coming to the end of the class week now and planning to post some replies this weekend during my downtime.

i appreciate the patience y'all show. i know i'm sporadic as hell but i'm still alive and kickin', just trying to get through my first week back in study after dealing with some health stuff!

[ruinsapproach]

hey apologies that i'm a little MIA. life's a little stressful and there's a heatwave here where I live atm that is just draining any energy I have leftover.

I'm hoping to be around a bit later in the week when it cools down for a few days to do a few replies and the like! disc is available for mutuals but i'm also reachable through tumblr ims.

[ruinsapproach]

bless @edenfelled for getting me into this silly little idling game that helps my productivity by ridiculous amounts.

also please admire my trashnuki. i love him.

[songs-of-light-xiv]

His gaze meets hers almost at the same time, when she begins packing her things. Xadai feels his jaw set, but he holds his ground, waiting patiently for her to address him completely. Though his brow lifts slightly at her inquiry, he bites his tongue and simply holds up the damp sheet of parchment in his hand with a look of 'you already know the answer to that' writ plainly on his face.

Her request for privacy does earn a slightly interested quirk to his features, though; but they are quick to set back into his neutral expression as he steps back and turns to unblock the doorway for her.

"If that's what you want." He answers, his tone flat and uncaring as he nods toward the exit. "I'm already soaked from the rain anyway, so going outside ain't gonna change much."

Despite his words though, it was taking him every ounce of self control to not immediately bail. He needed the money, and it wasn't her fault she was so.. No. That was in the past, and he didn't need some stranger sensing that there was something so very wrong and broken with him right out the gate. He was here to do a job, and he couldn't afford to back down now, not with the reward being what it was.

Silently, he sweeps his arm out to gesture toward the door, bidding her to go first. Though he had to wonder why she required a bit of privacy for what appeared to be a simple job. Maybe there was more to it than he originally thought - and if that was the case, then all the better he take it. Anything, especially if it meant that he would be busy and not bored, would be preferable to just sitting at home doing nothing and going insane all day.

[ruinsapproach]

Nerissa is quick to note the set jaw, the tenseness to the man, the slight snark to his actions when he shows the wet parchment. She’s too vigilant to not notice every movement, every look, every word used. Always analysing the people and situation to make sure she’s safe and that operation continues the same here, though she can’t help the small huff of amusement that escapes from her nose. He looks like he wants to run, and well, she can’t exactly blame him. She’s been told she’s too direct, too blunt sometimes but if it makes the conversation easier to navigate than false platitudes and small talk, isn’t that easier for everyone? 

“It is.” The raen replies, amusement laced in her tone as she steps past him into the drizzling rain, not even nodding her head in thanks for letting her go first. It doesn’t take long to guide them to a bench still within the city but far from anyone scurrying around, especially given the rain that begins to dampen her clothes that keeps most from venturing outside to begin with. Despite wanting somewhere to talk, she can’t hold back the grimace, not enjoying the way the way cloth begins to stick to her, but it’ll suit for her purposes. Thankfully, it’s covered by an awning that protects them from getting too drenched. There’s a moment of consideration lended towards sitting upon the very same bench she’d brought them to, but she thinks better of it. The movement is good for her and so she begins to pace as she talks, even better in that it allows her to avoid looking at him whilst doing so, given what a distraction trying to analyse his body language constantly would be.

“You seem the type that’s suited for the job I need you for. Not one to squirm away from something that many are wary of, or so that’s my hope at least.” Nerissa's steps near pause as her attention flickers back to him to look for any adverse reaction, even as she continues speaking barely a minute later as though she’s on a tangent now. “I need to gather a herb that’s been outlawed in one city-state, but as far as is within my knowledge, is not yet outlawed in others. It’ll be dangerous to gather, given that there’s monsters, treasure hunters and all other kinds surrounding the area and whilst I would love to send you on your lonesome to collect it — you look quite capable after all — description alone won’t help you to understand what it is you’re looking for, so I need a guard to accompany me instead.” The pacing finally ceases as she turns back to face him, stare almost too intense.

“Will that be suitable? I am willing to pay more than stated on the parchment and all travel costs, including food and all else you may need for the journey will be paid for.” There’s a pause, nose scrunching as she she tries to think if there’s anything she forgot, “Oh! I almost forgot to mention, we will need to go to Dravania for it.”

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.

( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )

❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜

❛ i’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ❜

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. ❜

❛ here, give this a try and tell me what you think. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜

❛ how is it you always know what i need, huh? ❜

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜

❛ you know you can always talk to me. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ so, what do i owe this pleasure? ❜

❛ ah, so you aren’t heartless after all. ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜ 

❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. i won't break. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜

❛ we can't keep doing this. ❜ 

❛ you look like you've got something to say. ❜

❛ just relax and let me take care of you. ❜

❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜

❛ i had it under control. you didn’t need to do that. ❜

❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜

❛ you treat all your ladies like this? ❜

❛ well? how do i look? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ do you mind if i smoke? ❜

❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ how long has it been since you've slept? ❜

❛ you are losing my interest, and that’s very dangerous. ❜

❛ i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight. ❜

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ i’ve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜

❛ i want you to forget this ever happened. ❜

❛ i'm here for business — not pleasure. ❜

❛ if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. ❜

❛ you'd look better down on your knees. ❜

❛ fine, keep acting like you hate me. ❜

❛ kiss me again. ❜

❛ are you asking me out on a date? ❜

❛ just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜

❛ i'm not drunk enough for this. ❜ 

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ i was wrong about you. ❜ 

❛ the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. ❜

❛ you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? ❜

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜

❛ books mean more to me than people anyway. ❜

❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜

❛ how about a kiss goodnight? ❜

❛ i don’t have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

[memepocalypse]

Soft Touch

Trying my hand at some actions here! Let's have some tender moments, huh? Some of these could be construed as a little... risqué. Add reverse to flip sender and receiver!

[trail] for sender to run their fingertip along receiver's jaw.

[tilt] for sender to gently tilt receiver's chin up.

[tuck] for sender to tuck a strand of hair behind receiver's ear.

[cup] for sender to cup receiver's cheek.

[drift] for sender to let their hand trail from receiver's shoulder to their lower back.

[hold] for sender to slide their hand into receiver's.

[thumb] for sender to wipe away receiver's tear with their thumb.

[scratch] for sender to slowly run their fingernail down receiver's spine.

[trace] for sender to run their fingertips over the bones in receiver's hand.

[grip] for sender to wrap an arm around receiver's waist.

[nuzzle] for sender to tuck their face into the crook of receiver's neck.

[breathe] for sender to trail a thumb over receiver's lower lip.

[rest] for sender to trail a thumb over receiver's eyelids.

[whisper] for sender to trail a fingertip down over receiver's neck.

[gasp] for sender to press their hand against receiver's neck.

[ruinsapproach]

I was planning to write today but it's been a rough day and I'm feeling very overstimulated and overwhelmed so I'll hopefully be around later tonight or tomorrow.

[steadfvsthearts]

TUTORIAL: using discord webhooks to get tumblr notifications in discord

hello everyone !! i’ve been using discord webhooks to get notifications in a channel of a personal server when i receive a new reply, ask, mention, or follower on any of my rp or personal accounts. you are also able to read the received asks, replies, and mentions you get right in the discord channel.

as someone with a fair number of separate tumblr accounts, it’s been a great feature to avoid having multiple windows or tumblr sessions open at once while still being aware of new activity on all my tumblr blogs.

it’s super easy to set up and requires only very basic knowledge of tumblr and discord !! the tutorial walks you through every step and shouldn’t take longer than 5-10 minutes at most to set up ( depending on how many blogs you are linking ).

not sure if this is something you’re interested in ?? examples of this in use are at the bottom of this post !!

written 06.16.22. last edited 02.23.24.

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