Perspective

an insight of my thoughts,feelings and life. Instagram: waddupkimm

[rozieramati]

[amargedom]

I am not an option, I am a priority :)

[04k96]

[runningthoughtsofk]

I’m just not finding myself happy as I use to be.

One moment I am, the next I’m not.

I keep asking myself if I am genuinely satisfied with the way life is being and treating me.

Should I stay and suck it up

Should I leave and be happy in whole but leaving everything I once loved + cared for

[itssjanedoe]

[runningthoughtsofk]

I feel like I lost touch of who you are.

As of lately, I’ve been just so mentally exhausted but you don’t see that unless I’m on my phone. You pay attention to these things since when…

I feel like I can’t be as open or as free of my thoughts / emotions.

I’m walking on eggshells everyday just trying figure out how to stop walking on them.

You’re just so different compared to how I fell in love with you.

I’m just losing touch to the person who I first fell in love with. Where is THAT person or was that not you…

[runningthoughtsofk]

There’s always that time of the year that makes you feel literally everything that you tend to just isolate yourself for a good minute while you’re overthinking. When you overthink, you end up just feeling like you’re crashing out.

[runningthoughtsofk]

Sometimes I look back at this blog and remind myself how the good times were.

Everything was just a learning process of becoming a full on adult.

This was a part of me where I had fun and socialized with those I didn’t meet personally. More of “hi my name is ____!”

I’m glad I’m able to still see some of them, updated versions of them and how they’re doing especially the ones I would non stop talking to back when we were all teens.

I’ve learned lessons on lessons that it’s crazy to even realize more than 10 years had passed by and I’m able to still look back as if it’s a highschool yearbook.

Even though I had I was in rough mental state back then, I’m still managing myself mentally, physically and emotionally.

Hope everyone is well.

Love K.

[runningthoughtsofk]

Some jokes aren’t meant to be joked. Trauma takes a long time to cure and I feel like I won’t be able to forget it.

[runningthoughtsofk]

Constantly thinking of things that seem like I’m not worth it. I know it’s the beginning of the year and I’m sulking but certain words trigger you. The word I hear is unattractive and I immediately think I have to change. Change because I feel like I have to not because it’s for me and I want to. What am I doing wrong or are these thoughts of depression.

[aidashakur]

I just hope i have a happy ending with this life.

[naturaekos]

[amargedom]

“When you do something noble and beautiful and nobody noticed, do not be sad. For the sun every morning is a beautiful spectacle and yet most of the audience still sleeps.”

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[minuty]

[amargedom]

“The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole life fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.”

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[amargedom]

[amargedom]

“I love to lose myself for a good while…”

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