Rusty Piano Keys

  Selective roleplay account for one James Buchanan Barnes, aka Bucky from Marvel, the darling TJ Hammond from Political Animals and possibly others, once I get back on my feet.  Please be sure to read my rules and backstory, I have also adapted TJ a little bit so reading it is a good idea. Don't hesitate to talk to me if you want to write with Bucky, TJ and I, even though I need to be selective I still love meeting people!

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So I just got back... and I have to take a hiatus. Hey bonus to me, I'm actually saying something this time! So, things in real life are not good. Like to the point my brother might kill himself on drugs, not to mention he's currently homeless and my mother is a mess and horribly depressed because she feels useless. I myself was already feeling completely gone, to the point I've been considering leaving my job and focusing on myself. Now that this has come up, I'm even more of a mess. I need to focus on my family right now and despite wanting to write, I can't get it done with this. Especially when one of my characters is a drug addict... I just can't do it. I'm sorry for the constant fucking around... I think my real life just doesn't want me here :( I'll be back when I can <3

[enjoy-the-life-baby]

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-stares at people I used to write with-

...

-coughs and goes to hide in a corner- I’m such a chicken oh my gosh xD

[octoberinspo]

                     SAINTS ROW IV SENTENCE STARTERS.

“You sure this isn’t a set-up?”

“We’re three minutes behind schedule, we need to move.”

“You’re a real people person, aren’t you?”

“What’s past is past. We’re working together now, let’s focus on the job.”

“Now, now. Not so fast.”

“I’m going to have fun breaking you.”

“Couldn’t leave well enough alone, could ya?”

“Fighting back is pointless, my friend.”

“You will be able to get me out of here, right?”

“On my list of priorities, that doesn’t even make my top five hundred.”

“If I was wearing that, I’d ask you to shoot me in the head.”

“What can I say? I’m good at my job.”

“Oh, is something the matter?”

“Oh, fuck you.”

“It wasn’t your fault.”

“Thank you. I mean it.”

“You’re not wearing pants.”

“Look, I’m just saying don’t get your hopes up.”

“Well, this has been a productive day.”

“I can kill a lot of people with a computer.”

“Oh, ___. We’re gonna get along famously.”

“You’re really making a big deal out of nothing.”

“If your aim was any worse, you’d be shooting yourself.”

“Look at us, killing everything in sight. Is this what being a sociopath feels like?”

“You’re remarkably calm right now.”

“Hey, sometimes your exes try to kill you, you know? What can you do?”

“Wanna party?”

“You’re lame now. You used to have fun.”

“You’re a terrible person.”

“You don’t have to convince me. Just yourself.”

“We’re talking about this later.”

“Nobody tells me anything!”

“You ready to get outta here?”

“Hey baby, I could show you a good time.”

“No one loses to me.”

“That’s far enough.”

“You know me too well.”

“Don’t you dare confuse duty with self righteousness!”

“Oooh. Sounds serious.”

“Let’s do this without drawing attention, yeah?”

“So an evil version of me is your worst nightmare?”

“_____. I thought you knew me better than that.”

“Why would I hide when I can kill your friends in front of you?”

“I’m not gonna give you the satisfaction.”

“Oooh, I love it when you talk tough.”

“Focus. On. The job.”

“Don’t like talking about your past?”

“Yeah, we should probably get out of here.”

“I have a feeling we’re about to disagree.”

“I can forgive a few punches.”

“You are really starting to piss me off.”

“______, what the hell happened?”

“It would seem your reputation doesn’t do you justice.”

“Can we just get to murdering already?”

“Whatever the plan was, it went out the fucking window. We need to focus on surviving.”

“Quit fucking around and get in here!”

“We had a deal, my friend.”

“Now what am I supposed to do with a naughty little boy/girl like you?”

“I’m trying to save your life!”

“I’m giving you a choice.”

“Get away from me!”

“Quite the entrance.”

“I figured you had a flair for the dramatic.”

“I’m really gonna miss these bonding sessions when I kill you.”

“Well, at least you’re honest.”

“This ain’t pride. This is wrath.”

“Hey _____, you wanna fuck?”

“You have to wait until I want it.”

“Been a hell of a ride, hasn’t it?”

“You’ve changed so much.”

“You’re not very convincing, you know.”

“Glad you didn’t find it awkward, but not really in the mood right now.”

“I really thought I lost you.”

“Look, I gotta tell you something.”

“Just shut up, I have to tell you something.”

“Nothing ever made me feel alive like you did.”

“I’ve been cooped up for way too long.”

“I need to stretch my legs and kill some things.”

“What’s on your mind?”

“Despite everything I’ve done with my life, apparently that’s what I’m known for.”

“I’ve done the planning part in the past and it’s boring. I rather just get in there and get shit done.”

“Look, I’m sorry you had to go through that, but I’m here now. Alive and kicking! That counts for something, right?”

“We’ve had some good times together, haven’t we?”

“You still wanna have a go?”

“Can I help you?”

“____, I respect you too much to bullshit you.”

“You don’t respect me.”

“What do you want?”

“I’m willing to forgive and forget if you are.”

“You ain’t getting close enough to shank me.”

“Give us a minute to recover from last time, yeah?”

“I don’t want things to change between us.”

“You never know if you can have something unless you ask for it.”

“It’s okay, say what’s on your mind.”

“I know you want to, but I don’t.”

[best-life-wisdom]

kitties

[horrifying]

[townterrorarchive-deactivated20]

SHOUT OUT to the people who write muses from LESSER-KNOWN, SMALL FANDOMS OR “UNPOPULAR” pieces of media: old movies, obscure comics, little-known games, forgotten manga, literature no one’s touched for years, short-lived TV shows, and all the like. The fact that you like it enough to pick a character, and be creative about it from it is great!  Good on you!

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Questions for the Mun

☯ Is there a muse you've always wanted to play?

♣ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?

♧ Is there an RP partner(s) that you credit for becoming a better writer?

♥ What's your favorite ship with your muse?

♡ Would you ever write a poly ship?

♦ What's an AU that you've always wanted?

♢ What's an AU that you think just won't work with your muse?

♔ What's your opinion on teacher/student verses? Do you have any of these as threads?

♕ Do you like magic!anons? Why or why not?

⚜ What is the best time to write for you? Why?

★ What type of historical AU would you like to do one day?

☆ What type of fantasy AU would you like to do one day?

☄ Do you think your muse would have liked going to high school sports games? Do you or did you go to high school sports games?

☾ Do you like writing smut? Why or why not?

☽ Do you like writing angst? Why or why not?

☼ What's an FC that you're dying to use? Why?

☀ What's an FC that you desperately want to play with? Why?

☁ What's an FC that you refuse to play with? Why?

☂ How does your muse spend a rainy day? How do you spend a rainy day?

☃ If your muse was cartoonized, what would their FC be? Why?

☺ What's a character that you desperately want your muse to play with? Why?

☹ What's a character that you refuse to play with? Why?

☢ Are there any ships that you would like to write for one day? Any that you wouldn't?

☣ What's one thing that will make you drop a thread?

♨ What's a muse that you wished had lasted, but didn't?

❀ Do you like reblog karma? Why or why not?

✿ Do you have a mun FC? If so why did you choose that as your FC, and if not who would you choose?

♪♩♫ Does music inspire your muse? What's one song on your playlist that reminds you of your muse?

✂ Do you like to format your posts? Why or why not?

✆ Other than RPing, what's a hobby of yours?

✉ Do you RP on any other platforms?

❤ Have you or are you currently in love?

❥ Has something ever happened for you to hate a ship? Why?

ツ Who has been your favorite muse to play so far? Why?

回 Which muse was the worst to play? Why?

✘ People come in a group. If I were to look on your blog, who would I see you interacting with the most?

ღ Do you have a personal blog? Do you share it with your followers or do you keep it private?

▼ Do you keep your character in character even if they are one of the worst people in the world?

▽ Why did you create this muse?

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@highcstofkings: you should write with all these people!! Me: I'm good in the corner thanks people scare me

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Sponsors ; Eliot and TJ

TJ was nervously pacing around the bar of his closed club. He wasn’t sure why he’d volunteered to be a sponsor. What was he thinking? He couldn’t do this. Granted he did work in a club, constantly trying to help people who dragged drugs into his bathrooms.

This was a stupid idea. What was the kids name? Eliot. That was it. He groaned and sunk into a seat, burying his face into his hands. He could not do this. He was not capable of helping someone else, not with something he still found difficult.

Deep breaths, TJ. In, and out. Calm down.

You can do this.

A sharp knock on the door made him wince and he glanced up, quickly getting up to answer the door. “Eliot?” He asked, voice sharper than he meant it to be. He tried to soften it with a smile, standing back to let him in.

This was an absolutely terrible idea…

@highcstofkings

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Just Leave Me - TJ and Adam

Pain. Heaviness. Scorching light. TJ sat up, coughing heavily and pulled at the tubes currently attached to him... everywhere. Fuck, fuck, fuck what was going on. When he finally managed to crack his eyes open, stuck from tears and sweat, he saw white. Oh god. Not a hospital again. No no, not again. Then he saw Dougie, moving forward to press TJ back and calm him down. He let him touch him, press his shoulders back. He let out a shuddering breath. He didn't remember this time, didn't know what had happened. He tried, groaning when sharp pain shot through his temple. "Wha' happened?" He croaked, shifting in the bed to lay down again. Doug looked crestfallen and sat down slowly. "You overdosed." He whispered. "Again." It sounded disappointed, almost to the point of boredom. Of course, why would anyone ever have any faith that he could be clean. The reminder came back to him. Coke, in the club. Where had Adam been? Normally if he needed to be calmed down... oh. He'd been avoiding him. His mother wanted to meet him even more now and the idea terrified TJ. He'd had to be at a function and the people.. he'd sent himself over the edge. Oh holy fuck. He'd made a huge mistake. He took another breath. "How long have I been here?" "A week... you're in a private hospital in New York." Of course he was. He swore under his breath. "Does Adam know?" He glanced up at Doug, frowning ever so slightly. "TJ... We believe it would be best if you cut ties with him. At least until you get back on your fe-" TJ cut him off, voice angry. "I was going to. Give me my fucking phone." He was snappy, angry and alone. He took his phone with a sigh and gestured for Doug to leave. "Get out." He glanced up at him and flicked his wrist again. "Get. Out. I'm not going to do anything except call him." He didn't call him though. He sent a voice message, like a coward. "Hey Adam... I'm sorry I've been avoiding you. Mum wanted to meet you and I just... I couldn't let that happen to you. Anyway I um... I overdosed again." He took a small breath. "I got drunk, I... I made a mistake. I kissed some guy. I don't know who he was, I didn't... I don't think I slept with him. But I um... I'm in hospital. Somewhere else. I won't tell you where because... well... my family... I don't think we should see each other again, I think it's time I let you go. You can do so much better Adam. You can find someone who isn't a mess. I'm sorry I wasted your time..." He hung up the phone and turned it off, throwing it to the side of the room, ignoring the smashing sound as he curled up into the white blankets and took a shuddering breath. @morecomplicatedthanuniverses (I'm not sorry)

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moodboard 1/? - OTP dreaming of piano keys

[winter-seance]

“I’m all good. I swear.”

[rustypianokeys-blog]

Erm...

Hello. Well um.. yes hello. Ugh I don’t know what to say, I keep disappearing. I keep hiding. I need to stop. I want to come back. I want to write again, I want to write with you guys again. I want to write Phoenix and TJ and Pietro and all of them again. As we all know I can’t manage multiple blogs so I might try setting up a multimuse account again.

I don’t know how to say sorry enough. I left because I wanted to concentrate on my novel but it turns out my creativity needs to feed off something and it came from writing with all of you. I learnt from you, I developed my characters with your help and I need that again.

I’ve grown a lot in the time I’ve been gone, I’m a calmer, more balanced person. But lately I’ve been getting jumpy, fidgety and I think it’s because I haven’t had a place to write.

If you guys can find room to welcome me back… even though I don’t deserve it… I’d really love that. I’m sorry for all the times I’ve run away. I’m gonna stop. I’m not a quitter anymore. I’m not. I’ve grown.

So anyway, I’m sorry.

[rustypianokeys-blog]

Erm...

Hello. Well um.. yes hello. Ugh I don't know what to say, I keep disappearing. I keep hiding. I need to stop. I want to come back. I want to write again, I want to write with you guys again. I want to write Phoenix and TJ and Pietro and all of them again. As we all know I can't manage multiple blogs so I might try setting up a multimuse account again. I don't know how to say sorry enough. I left because I wanted to concentrate on my novel but it turns out my creativity needs to feed off something and it came from writing with all of you. I learnt from you, I developed my characters with your help and I need that again. I've grown a lot in the time I've been gone, I'm a calmer, more balanced person. But lately I've been getting jumpy, fidgety and I think it's because I haven't had a place to write. If you guys can find room to welcome me back... even though I don't deserve it... I'd really love that. I'm sorry for all the times I've run away. I'm gonna stop. I'm not a quitter anymore. I'm not. I've grown. So anyway, I'm sorry.

[indieteen]

[best-life-wisdom]

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