Rutabaga

Diary of a 妖怪/Yao Guai/यक्ष

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♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ﾟ. Hello Im Ruta I'm looking for music moots ♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ﾟ. i like: radiohead, steely dan, sade, jazz, jaco pastorius, lianne la havas, sasami, pinkpantheress, david bowie, portishead, weyes blood, 33emybw, jeff buckley, jobim, britney spears, magdalena bay, the beatles, interpol, talking heads, yves tumor but also this blog is mostly just a diary. music talk wld be in dms bahaha xoxo

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I hotbox my bedroom w intense vibes.

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D.E.B.S IS SO GOOD ONFG AHAHAHAH. ITS SO GOOD. WHY IS IT SO POORLY RATED. yea th cinematography is bad but who cares

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every time u look up steely dan lyrics to sing and its a bloody phd word count and u just give up, thaaaaas meeeee

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A little taste of some I was like boo saafi booo

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something about his personality made me misread this as 'Liam Gallagher calls Oasis Hall of Fame induction a REAL HORROR'

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I feel like this is the first time in my life im experiencing a crush and its so weird, because i think of them as such a singularity. like: 'i could search the whole world, and look at millions of photos of people on the internet and never find anyone just like u, or as beautiful as you are.' and i feel so weird to even feel this way towards someone.

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♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ﾟ. Hello Im Ruta I'm looking for music moots ♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ﾟ. i like: radiohead, steely dan, sade, jazz, jaco pastorius, lianne la havas, sasami, pinkpantheress, david bowie, portishead, weyes blood, 33emybw, jeff buckley, jobim, britney spears, magdalena bay, the beatles, talking heads, yves tumor

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God allows everyone one delusion

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so relationally broken that i'm just trying to work on sitting and existing with ppl but they always end up asking if it's romantic even though ive gone to get coffee with them twice idk what i'm doing wrong. i dont have braincells, emotional bandwidth, or emotional solvency to even think of anything beyond just sitting/walking somewhere and talking about things

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“You are not a reflection of the people who can’t love you.”

— Caitlyn Siehl

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yea ik billion of ppl died in the hundred years of humiliation and the cultural revolution, but what about me ???? lets talk about me

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my sexuality is: whoever-will-pick-up-pretty-rocks-and-flowers-while-theyre-out-in-the-world-and-gift-them-to-me-sexual

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u know how victorian women keep little wooden boxes that open and have shell and butterfly collections. id have that to keep all their gifts. and id want to be buried with it. i wld never tell them tho

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my sexuality is: whoever-will-pick-up-pretty-rocks-and-flowers-while-theyre-out-in-the-world-and-gift-them-to-me-sexual