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I am a Locus fictionkin with a strong connection to source. I'm glad there is still a sign of a kin community. My confession is that I almost feel guilty that I am still extremely interested in The Meta and Agent Washington. I want to ask them questions, but it's clear that I come off as invasive and suspicious when I try to approach the few existing Freelancer kin I find. I guess that sort of thing comes naturally.

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Hello memelancers if youre still out there! I love you all very very much!! Im doing better now, and I've grown up a little but your little brother loves you all. -Theta 🎇🎆✨️

Hey there, Theta. Snagging this one from Mod Simmons and giving it a more personal answer since, well, I'm one of the Memelancers. Going to put it under a cut though, since it is a personal reply from canonmate to canonmate.

-Mod Siris

I'm really glad to hear you're doing better, and that you haven't forgotten all of us!

It's really nice to know you're still out there and doing well! I can't speak for anyone but myself, but I love you too and I'm really happy to know you're doing better and still think of us sometimes. You were the best out of all of us, and the brightest and most wonderful part of the Memelancers. I'm not exaggerating. You were my first friend in the RVBkin community and the RVB fandom as a whole, and I still have all of your art saved. I know everyone in Memelancer loved talking to you, and were sad to see you leave the chat when you had to, but we all wanted you to do what was best for your health and take care of yourself. I'm truly glad that it seemed to work. 💙

I'm sorry to say that the Memelancers pretty much all fell out of contact years ago, so I apologize if this is the only reply you get to this. :( It's nothing you caused by leaving. There was a fight, and those of us that remained after it just kind of drifted apart. Heh, kind of the same way it went back in the Project. Fate's pretty unkind like that.

I do hope at least one of the others replies to this, even if it's an anon ask or a comment left by a throwaway account or something, but I think there's a lot of twofold painful memories related to Memelancer and RVB as a whole for all of us, so it's possible this is the only reply you'll get. I'm really, truly sorry if that's the case. You deserve better, little brother.

If any of the other Memelancers do reply, and reply via an ask, I'll leave it to Simmons to post, so none of us have to worry about interacting with each other even indirectly.

~ Maine

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hiii, i just wanted to say thank you for running this blog <33 you are appreciated !! :D

thank you! and of course - ive been slacking a little but once again, the red vs blue kin community means a lot to me, and honestly this blog lowkey changed my life when i was a teenager (which is crazy to say btw). so im more than happy to pay it forward and run this blog as long as i can either physically manage or until asks dry out for good (which is never, right? :’D)

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epsilon (and grif) fictive here to poke literally anyone at all with a stick. hi. miss you fuckers. lemme send ascii art of dicks on your HUDs again

ε 🗝⭕️

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now see whats weird is that i'm a factive of someone from rooster teeth itself (and you might be able to glean who i introjected off of). and yet here i am over here with as a very intense caboose kin. like i wouldn't say i am him irl but he's deeply part of me. i guess synpath or id-kin would work?

i just find it funny.

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why did we let junior run around in broad daylight and when i wanted to run around church would yell at me. he bit me once.

-caboose btw

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sorry for making yall wait a bit and ty to mod siris (if you do reglance at this blog occasionally) for taking over for a night lol

our irl has been busy but this is definitely not a dead blog and im committed to running it even if asks come in once a dirty blue moon!!! i love you rvb kin fandom, never die.

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Oh, yeah, confessions. Not just saying hi across the bar. Uh!!!! Caboose is my bestie and I miss him very very much. He just got it. I wanna have a slumber party with him and watch Mean Girls and bake cookies and be matchies w our pjs -“Duncan” Donut

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Hey, I know those guys! <- Donut, in cahoots with those big strong men (Washington, Church). I’m fresh off the presses but I’m here infiltrating their asks, hi

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Hey, I know that guy (I found your ask, Wash). -Church

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Don’t worry Wash I’m sure there’s a few of us still here. I am- signed a Doc, Grif, O’Malley and surprisingly Temple

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Helo i am Caboose irl irl caboose smiles

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*Enters room with carton of milk.* Hey guys, I'm back! Uhh, where is everybody? Hello?

- Washington

(seriously, is there anyone left?)

Based on the email notifications I still get, we just haven't received many submissions recently. If there's still an active RVBkin community out there in the tags, here's a gentle reminder that this blog exists and would love to hear from you!

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I think it's a little bit funny and a little bit fucked up that a friend who's known us for... Idk probably around 12 years now, with off and on contact, recently learned we were a system. They looked at our Simply Plural and immediately said "why is Church not listed on here? WAIT WHY IS WASH ALSO NOT ON HERE?!"

Like, bitch?? We don't TALK ABOUT THAT!!!!

We didn't know we were a system until like 4 years ago! There's no way we can COPE if we acknowledge The #1 DiD Guy of All Time in the back of our head. That's a hydra we don't need to poke, thanks!!!!!!

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yoyoyo!!! a noncanon RvB kin here comin atcha live from the vast nullity!!! >..D

'names Agent Indiana, Indie for short, i didn't talk much, and was a TANK compared to most other freelancers.

white armor and purple highlights. also had black-tinted out visor to myself from flashbangs.

t'was an innerestin' "storyline."

nyways.

the main reason i wanted to share this is. uh. well, i died...then came back from the impossible.

my uh. head got blown off by a sniper.

i couldn't take cover in time. think my oversheild upgrade malfunctioned or somethin'.

the last thing i yelled, accordin to someone who remembers me, was, “I'M FUCKIN INVINCIBLE!!!”

that was ironic as hell.

...paraphrasing here, but some essentially said;

no one's ever seen an AI scream in rage and send that many robotic soldiers in one direction at once.

after a bit, i came back somehow, don't remember how of what happened. but i remember that i came back...

anyways, thats how i got my irrational fear of sniper weapons / snipers!

-brokennexus

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I’m a Simmons fictive who’s been influencing/cofronting in this system for over 15 years and I’ve gotten a lot more time to myself as of late. With it comes a near painful yearning for a certain dumbass.. I wish I had more time to process everything… Maybe make a better choice..

Regardless.. my time shared with my team.. with the dirty blues.. with everyone… It will always be a formative part of me. I miss you stupid assholes. 🚩❤️🦾

- Rich Simmons

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kinfession: for awhile i had a serious problem with grif there on chorus. that attitude changed over time, believe me (this isn't in any way meant to be a callout literally at all), but i did. at first i didn't care much one way or the other about him, and then i just grew to feel like he couldn't give less of a shit about any of us, our planet, the war, any of it. what sucked more is that i absolutely couldn't blame him, how could i? these weren't his people, this wasn't his problem. still, the disgust was there. and it felt so terrible watching the other rebels fall all over themselves trying to get near these guys, especially matthews and especially with the way grif treated him. i can't even say anything beyond that cuz i fed into the bad treatment too, but it just feels different when it's an outsider picking on one of your people, like they haven't earned the right to do that yet. but things changed, things grew from there, and i outgrew the bad blood. grif could go on and on about how carefree and lazy and too cool for it all he is, but his actions said different and i guess actions were what mattered most. i miss him, i really do. i feel like a background character in his story, but he's not one in mine and that sucks, but whatever, i can feel some type of way about it and still deeply, deeply miss him. i just try to remember the actions, not the words, and it makes me feel a bit better -a bitters introject

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