i just wanna make you scream

[rvyoungmi]

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AOA - 날 보러 와요 (Come See Me)

[rvyoungmi]

eunjirv·:

eunji held nothing against the other members of harmony. really! as much as she had wished she’d been the star of the show when they’d debuted, liberty had been the one to mislead her, not the other girls. and it was probably better for everyone that she had left– eunji worked best alone, when all the attention was on her, and sooner or later that was going to hurt someone. eunji knew herself well enough that she knew her ambition would be the downfall of their friendships. so in order to preserve that, she’d left– and that by no means meant she didn’t still want to be friends with the other members, even if she saw them a hell of a lot less. “oh, thank you– i didn’t think i’d be right for that role, but i guess i’m a better actor than i gave myself credit for,” eunji answered (totally oblivious to how conceited she sounded, but that was par for the course). “it really took a moment to hit my stride, but i like it. i’m happy. what about you– your last comeback was so good! i made yuji watch it with me a few times.”

“we both know you’re good at everything you do, eunji.” youngmi couldn’t help the wide smile that spread across her face at the compliment. as a veteran of the industry, she was no stranger to the pressure that came with each comeback, the frantic preparations that the members hoped to every god in the universe would bring results, the lack of sleep they had to power through every day. harmony was a staple in the kpop scene -- at least youngmi thought they were -- but they didn’t have the massive success girl groups like juliette or reign did. come see me had been their first comeback with only 5 members, so the pressure had been amplified times ten -- especially considering the fact that they’d lost their best vocalist. “really?” she didn’t mean to sound so unsure, but her voice betrayed her. “i mean, that’s a huge compliment coming from you. thank you so much.” she blushed, much to her chagrin. “i’m working my ass off -- trying to pull off some of your old lines is stressful.”

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srvlgi·:

“I can see that,” Seulgi said with a laugh. If she wasn’t constantly practicing her own sorts of noise while waiting for her group mates to arrive, she probably might’ve gone crazy as well, and not just mildly annoyed at the off-tempo metronome. “Your phone was almost dead at ass o'clock? Were you playing games in your sleep or something?”

youngmi laughed, shaking her head. “i’m not much for mobile games, to be honest.” she occasionally did a crossword or even a game of sudoku, but most of the time she spent on her phone involved scrolling social media, texting her friends, or reading. “i had a lot of schedules that day, so my lesson was at like 5am.” she rarely missed a day of vocal training -- liberty had her with a trainer 5 days a week.

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rveunhye·:

Eunhye wasn’t doing much; just trying to sleep one of her free days away with all the personal stuff going on in her life, she felt a bit overwhelmed and was getting much needed rest. The sudden ding of her phone lifts her from her dazed trance, brown orbs squinting to read the text before she shifted herself up before setting up her stuff in the bathroom. ofc !! the usual spot?? i can be there in 20 mayb 30 depending on traffic ?? Youngmi was talented girl with a bright future and the spotlight singer was proud to call her her friend, no matter how many people thought they weren’t a good match.

youngmi grinned when eunhye’s response popped up on her phone right away. she could always count on eunhye to be there for her. sure, they were a strange match -- youngmi’s vocals and oversexualized image were constantly criticized, which likely put eunhye at a disadvantage in the press. but still, she never hesitated to spend time with youngmi or talk her through a sticky situation. she was eternally grateful; she just wished there was some way she could express that without making things awkward. i’ll have a drink waiting for you, she typed, grabbing a jacket and a face mask before heading out. 

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rvmisaki·:

“that’s what izumi practiced with me, though,” misaki insisted. she trusted iz– why would her friend lead her astray? “she’s just trying to protect me…”

youngmi didn’t know if it was her place to question izumi’s motives -- after all, she’d never even met the girl. still, though, something didn’t sound right about this situation. “is she, though? if you talk to people like that, they’re going to assume that you’re rude and maybe even a little entitled. i’m not saying izumi knew that when she practiced with you, but kindness and humility would serve you far better.”

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@rveunhye​

youngmi sighed, picking her phone up and setting it back down several times before ultimately deciding to just type the damn message. as the years went by, it had gotten more and more difficult for youngmi to ask for help, at least in some areas of her life. vocal lessons? that was no problem -- she’d been working with a vocal coach since before she’d even debuted with harmony. but when it came to feelings or acknowledging that she occasionally had them, a knot formed in her gut. she knew, though, that eunhye would respond. she always did. had a shitty day. drinks?

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@eunjirv​

it had been a while since youngmi and eunji had seen each other. there was no ill will between them -- youngmi understood completely why eunji had left liberty. she was a little surprised by eunji’s shift from singing to acting, but she supposed it made sense. some of eunji’s vocal parts in harmony’s older tracks had been shifted to youngmi, which. well, to say that was nerve-wracking would be an understatement. people already doubted her vocal abilities; comparing them to eunji’s would only make it worse. “how have you been?” she asked, genuinely curious. it wasn’t like she was asking because that was the polite thing to do. “i saw your last drama, by the way. you were great, as always.” 

[srvlgi]

“I’m not saying I’m not happy that the leaky ceiling has been fixed in the building because it was super distracting,” Seulgi said, then pausing for a bit, assessing how stupid the next thing she was thinking was. “But it had a pretty interesting  rhythm going on for a while there. It could’ve been a good beat.”

[rvyoungmi]

“oh, god,” youngmi started, shuddering at the memory of that fucking leak. “i had a vocal lesson last week and my instructor was almost 25 minutes late. my phone was almost dead, it was ass o’clock in the morning, and all i could hear was that dripping.” she’d made sure every day since then that she carried a phone charger in her purse. “if they would have been 5 minutes later, i may have actually gone insane.”

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rvmisaki·:

misaki frowned. izumi had been right to warn her against talking to youngmi– she seemed mean. “no, but she does want us to debut together, and is worried about my poor korean and saying something i shouldn’t in front of seniors,” she retorted. 

“fair enough,” youngmi conceded, cheeks growing slightly pink. perhaps she’d been a little too rude right off the bat, but lord knows she’d gotten enough crap in the past to warrant a little defensiveness. “for what it’s worth, though,” she started, choosing her words carefully. “i think most seniors would rather you try your best with korean instead of opening with ‘you should go.’“ 

[rvmisaki]

“listen, it’s nothing personal,” misaki said quickly. “izumi just told me i shouldn’t talk to you without her around. i know you’re just trying to be polite, but you should probably go…”

[rvyoungmi]

youngmi narrowed her eyes at the other girl. she wasn’t sure if her reputation had preceded her or if the trainee in front of her was really that subservient. she quirked an eyebrow before speaking. “does izumi tell you when you can go to the bathroom, too?” she shook her head. “you’re a grown woman and you can talk to whoever you want.”

[rvyoungmi]

hello, friends! it is i, megan (25, est, she/her) back at it again with another muse. this is chae youngmi, the visual/lead dancer/rhythm guitarist in harmony. a lot of people in the industry have never taken her seriously, partially because they think she’s untalented and partially because of her history with a sponsor. i talk more about that in her BIO. please be warned before you read it that it does contain triggering topics re: sexual abuse, grooming, and manipulation. she’s worked very hard over the years to improve her skills and is actually a pretty good vocalist and dancer now, though harmony’s concept tends to focus on her body and sex appeal instead. she’s a total sweetheart and has a lot of love in her heart, but she rarely trusts people enough to show them that. 

she needs every kind of connection imaginable, so please don’t hesitate to reach out to me via tumblr messaging or discord (megan#4978) if you want to plot!! 

[rvliberty]

CHAE YOUNGMI

age: 94 liner company: liberty records position: harmony’s visual/lead dancer/rhythm guitarist traits: (+) thick-skinned, loyal, articulate (-) guarded, pessimistic, unstable played by: megan

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