Dear Self,
I want to sincerely apologize to you for the sabotage of you for so long. For not believing in you enough when you most desperately needed it. I should have pushed you more in your moments of weakness and doubt because i know you are capable of everything & more. I should’ve been so much more stronger for you than I have, and I am so so sorry for not being that for you! I apologize to you for subjecting you to people who weren’t worthy of the love & time you invest, for letting you deal with people who made + make no real attempt to appreciate the ever loving and sweet being you are. Making you deal with people who only give half of themselves to you while you serve yourself in full to them. Sorry for having you deal with people who are afraid to truly show to whatever case just how much they love & appreciate you. I’m sorry that I’ve let you feel so undervalued by some of the ones who are closest to you, more so by me because I am who you need the most! I know of what you deal with, I know of your struggles & fears, and I know how much you search in everything for the happiness and validation you need from me. From this moment forward, I promise to be right there with you through everything. To never have you count on anyone but, me. I promise to help you through & through, build you up and be as strong as needed. More importantly, I promise to love you unconditionally, give you the love that you so deserve that lacks in your life! I love you, and I am so sorry for the lack of.
With you forever,
Me, Myself & I.