[rylndgrce]

. ⌒ 𝐀𝐔𝐆𝐔𝐒𝐓 — nineteen. trans ftm + he/they. in love with everything ryan gosling. bug enthusiast. mdni. courtland gentry’s whimsical boyfriend. anti-ai. millipede personified. #1 iced lavender latte drinker.

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[larsandthewritergirl]

Letting afab Henry fuck you for the first time and he's thrusting into you with the strap on, above you as your hand slide over his body, gripping his ass, kissing his neck and pulling him closer to you as you moan into his ear and gently pull at his hair while he sniffles and cries and tells you how lucky he is and how pretty you are 🥸🥸🥸..... yeah....

[pontifikado]

anyway, um. imagine Professor!Ryland accidentally calling you "sweetheart" — he's been calling you that in his head for months — it just slips out one afternoon where you come in late to his office to hand in, perhaps, the lab reports from the class you supervised that day. you pop in and give the stack to him and he goes, "thank you, sweetheart" like it's the most natural thing ever. you kinda freeze there and he realizes what he just said, too.

it'd be so awkward for Ryland (and for you, but let's be honest, that made your heart jump a little); he doesn't dare look up from his monitor afterwards because he's so mortified. you turn him into such a wreck. you take your leave, and once Ryland is alone, he's burying his face in his hands and slapping himself because he just addressed you with the petname that he's gifted to you in his head.

[rylndgrce]

me when a blog i really admire follows me back 😣😣

[larsandthewritergirl]

EX HOLLAND NSFW ALPHABET! 🚬

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

Holland NEEDS to hold you after sex. He needs to be near you, he needs to know that you still care for him. He doesn't care if it's you falling asleep on his chest, or his head on your chest as you whisper talk while you run your hands through his hair while he smokes, he needs some sort of connection and intimacy that isn't sexual after. A purely romantic intimacy.

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Holland loves his ass, he knows it looks good in his tight pants. They smooth over his plump cheeks perfectly, and he likes the attention from you.

Holland would say he loves your everything, your face, your hands, your lips

But come on

He whimpers and moans into your ear like he's a girl every single time he fucks you. He cries in your ear about how you're so tight, that you're so wet and you're pussy is perfectly made for him, that that is why another man will never touch you, because your pussy was made for him to fuck and him only.

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically)

Well, Holland is filthy.

He will not clean your cum from his mustache after going down on you before bed

Or what he usually does, quickly licking his cum out of you because he was to lazy to use a condom and too stupid to pull out

So his mustache has remains of both of you, he'll whisper to you and ask for a kiss but you shake your head at the sight

He'll kiss you anyways, yanking you forward

And then rub his mustache clean or just knock out with it still there.

Prince Charming!

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Holland loves getting his ass touched. He loves when you squeeze it, when you slap it, he likes when you grip it when he fucks you.

He likes when you pay attention to it, because he knows that he's got a little extra back there that most men don't, and he likes to flaunt it

It feels good, it turns him on, and he hopes you get the hint...

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Considering you are high school sweethearts, none. He didn't have any experience before you because you met as teens. He had to learn by you either telling or showing him what felt good, or by going off what made you cum the quickest or moan the loudest.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying)

He loves when you ride him

He likes to see you fall apart on him, using him to take full advantage of your pleasure

He loves when you use him as your own personal toy, just some assistant in your pleasure almost as if he's not real

He also loves missionary, he's the classic white picket fence dad with dinner on the table at 5, lights out by 8, he loves missionary.

He likes being close to you. He says he can feel your love stronger that way. He likes holding your hand and pressing himself to you.

But he also likes whenever position he can manhandle you into, especially if you're in some sort of argument

He'll cover your mouth while fucking you from behind and won't pull his hand off until you agree to tell him that you love him, and that's also the second he cums... inside of you... with cuck heading to your apartment. Holland makes it with thirty seconds to spare and shoved himself inside of a random old ladies apartment to avoid cuck on the stairs, he then gets beat with a cane. Holly has to bring him a bandaid.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

Holland can get a little goofy, trying to make you laugh, or accidentally making you laugh which results in the mood being ruined, him laughing, or falling off the bed, you having to take him to the ER which he screams about his "cock being broken"

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

It's the 70's, Holland is fully bushing it

He's wild down there, untamed

Unruly you could say

But it feels good against your clit, and of course he's a clean nice guy so there's no complaints

Beside, you both like some hair.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

Holland is always a romantic, he's always telling you how much he loves you, how you're so perfect, how you're made for each other no matter how rough he is. Even during your separation he'll sob into you while he's balls deep, big blubbery sobs while he tells you how much you mean to him.

He relies on the intimacy. He can't live with just a sexual partner, he can't do hook ups, any of that. That's how he knows you two are meant to be.

He needs romance, he needs love.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

Holland loves getting caught

During the separation he'll sneak in and wait for you to get home and once you want into your room you see him laid out, stroking himself

When you're in the same house, together, he likes spicing it up, kissing your neck and jerking himself off to wake you up, cumming on your tits as you wake up or having you finish him off

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

He has a biggg breeding kink

He'll whisper into your ear constantly that he wants to fuck you so good that he'll get you pregnant

The bump turned him on, he liked cumming on it, kissing it, licking it

When you're with cuck he tells you constantly how he wants you get you pregnant, how he wants to fill you up with baby after baby until you can't have any more.

You are a little worried, since you have a boyfriend but you also know that you're still in love with Holland and would love to welcome another beautiful baby with him, just not when your family is still broken. :(

When you were postpartum he couldn't get enough of your tits

He had to make sure sweet little baby Holly was snoozing away in her nursery before he would come to bed

He would fuck you while you were pumping, something about the milk made him rock hard

And he loves your nipples, playing with them, licking them, kissing them, sucking them

He would always pout and kiss them when they were red but he could never tell if it was just postpartum or from him constantly being on them

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

He loves to fuck you in the shower

He likes the water keeping him warm and beating down on him while he thrusts into you, it's a cozy environment, and honestly... it's hot.

He also likes to fuck you in his car, the risk of getting caught is so thrilling to him since there's no top

He also just likes the classic bed, more room which means he can spread you out

In your early to mid twenties there was a lot of sex on the floor, however that happened, but Holland claims he can't do that now with his knees and his back even though he is still young, really he just likes to complain.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Oh literally anything

Watching you cross your legs

Hearing your breath jump

Watching you apply lipstick

The way your breath hits the back of his neck

How you slide your hand in his back pocket when he pulls you in to hold you

But he especially likes it when you pull his tie and lead him by it

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

There's not many things Holland wouldn't do to you. Once he ordered a sex swing but you swatted him in the head for it and he just never called the guy to install it because the last time Holland personally tried drilling into the ceiling (a canopy for Holly's bed) he almost cause a serious electrical fire.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

Oh holland loves oral

He calls it his prayer time

It's like when you confess to something in the Catholic Church and are sent to do hail marys

That's his version

Getting on his knees for you or he's on the bed with you as he laps at you, licking up and don't and sucking at you just right

The noises that come out of your mouth is enough to get him off, and it's happened before.

Usually where you were a bit younger, like late teens are early twenties Holland would be able to get off from just eating you out.

It still happens now, just not as often, he has to give himself at least a few touches.

He loves to go down on you, he likes pleasing you.

Typically that's also his way of apologizing to you if he's been annoying or getting on your nerves or pissed you off

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

Holland can be anything

Typically when you've annoyed him it's fast and rough, annoyed with you or trying to give you some sort of punishment for even letting cuck kiss you

Other times he wants to be slow, make love to you, kiss you softly as he touches you gently and whispers to you how much he loves you and he's doing so much better

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

Holland loves a quickie. He loves to fuck you fast and hard in the car while you're on lunch at work or switching weeks with Holland, waiting for a friends parent to drop Holly off . He loves knowing cuck might catch you. He loves seeing you try to walk away and act normal like his cum isn't dripping out of you and like he didn't just fuck the life out of you.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

Oh absolutely yes

He likes to fuck you knowing cuck is near

He likes to fuck you in his car

He likes the risk of getting caught

Taking Polaroids, leaving his tie or something at the foot of your bed

Just little breadcrumbs

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last)

Holland wants to go all night long. When he gets you all to himself, no disruptions, he wants you for hours. He makes sure to get you water and a little snack, placing it on your nightstand as a silent way of telling you to prepare for the night.

He wants you gasping, sweating, spread open for him.

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

Holland loves toys

He likes using them on you just as a possible glimpse into how you'd use them if you were alone, during phone sex while you're separated

During your separation he'll bring your vibrator out and hold it to the base of his dick like you used to

Not that you ever stopped really being together

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Oh he loves to tease, but what starts out as him teasing you ends up with him just teasing himself.

He'll either slide his hand down the front of your pants and tell you'll have to scurry off to go do something, get a call from cuck, something of that nature, of you'll just leave him high and dry.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

Oh Holland is LOUD!!!

it's hard for him to be quiet

To literally have to smack your hand down onto his mouth and clamp it over it if Holly is near because there's no way she wouldn't hear

He lets out loud, breathy, high pitched moans

One time Healy came over while you two were busy in the bedroom and noted to Holland that he couldn't tell who was who

W = Wild Card (Random headcanon)

Condescending calling each other "mommy" and "daddy" during an argument will definitely get Holland off

He's not sure if it's the fighting he likes

If it's calling you mommy or you calling him daddy

He's not sure exactly what it is or how to pinpoint it but when you're arguing between gritted teeth, hoping Holly or Healy or nobody is in ear shot, and if they are you still use the names to make it seem like some parental disagreement since you still use those names to refer to yourself and each other for Holly

He thinks it's everything really.

Seeing you be an assertive, sexy, especially when you are in a disagreement about Holly, he likes that you are such a good mom, and he likes seeing you get a little rialed up about her if he let her stay at Janet's house or something.

Holland also loves to take dirty pics.

Pics of himself to give to you, pics of you to keep for himself.

Pictures of the both of you

He keeps one Polaroid of him half inside of you in his wallet incase he needs to quickly get off.

Let's just say, his Polaroid is working over time, but also his best investment ever.

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants)

Holland is packing

Duh

About eight inches, maybe Eight and a half

Enough to where he has to really work you up for you to be fully ready for him without some sort of lube or tears.

But he can work you up to dripping down your leg in the matter of minutes so typically he doesn't have any problems sliding in.

He just has quite the sensitive tip.

When he adjusts himself while sitting if he accidentally touches it his knees are knocking together

When he gets worked up he's almost to tears as his tip is red and leaking everywhere

One time you dry humped for about ten minutes and it looked like someone spilled a glass on water on his lap.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

Oh if ex holland is anything he is a yearner

He always wants you

There's not a moment he doesn't

He could be the saddest he's ever been or the most angry he's ever been and if you tell him you want him he is right then and there balls deep inside of you, bending you over

Z = ZZZ (How quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Unfortunately, Holland is not safe! He will fall asleep directly after sex! If you try to escort him out and push him out of your window because cuck is coming he will try to ask if he can just sleep on Holly's floor or something beside he's tired

He'll fall asleep on you, under you, beside you, he gets so sleepy he just can't help it, he give you his all

[s4turnsb3st]

Fucking driver while he’s under the car-

Like? He’s on one of those scooters to help him lay underneath the car. It’s a night where he’s all alone in the shop, working on a personal project.

You had brought him dinner since he was going to be out so late, but quickly you got bored. The image of his legs stretched out underneath the car, his jeans dirty and just seemingly waiting for you to pounce while he’s stuck.

First, you tease him, running your hands up and down his thighs, not saying anything. He jolts, realizing you’re up to something, but he just doesn’t say anything.

Finally, you manage to scoot him down just a bit further, allowing you to fully sit in his lap. You grind down a few times, hearing a grunt come from underneath the car.

Next thing you know, you’re riding him while he’s underneath the car, his T-shirt riding up and exposing his tummy.

He had given up on trying to work on the car during your antics, opting to instead hold onto the car in general to keep him in place while he tries not to cum immediately.

He’s practically blindfolded, not being able to crane his neck downwards to see all your movements, instead making him focus on the scent of gasoline and the feeling of your pussy around his cock.

From then on, if you come in the room while he’s underneath a car, he struggles trying to not pop a boner right then and there.

[larsandthewritergirl]

Grinding against afab!drivers packer while you're making out and he's so into making you feel good 😞 his hand is on your ass as he helps you move your hips against him and he keeps giving you the most sickly sweet kisses that only make you rub against him harder HELLO!!!!!

[thisroomboring]

“my lov” im gonna kiss u sloppy style. also a fic…. im gnawing in the bars of my enclosure rn im trembling with excitement

come over here and kiss me right on my hot mouth. im feeling Romantical. mmmmmmgwah

[rylndgrce]

caught that reference so fast !!!!!!

[thisroomboring]

dont ask for a crack if oyure not prepared for it kitten.😈

[rylndgrce]

i’m giggling ily

[thisroomboring]

“my lov” im gonna kiss u sloppy style. also a fic…. im gnawing in the bars of my enclosure rn im trembling with excitement

come over here and kiss me right on my hot mouth. im feeling Romantical. mmmmmmgwah

[rylndgrce]

caught that reference so fast !!!!!!

[rylndgrce]

OH SHITTINGS YOURE NINETEEN NOW I FEEL LIKE YOU WERENT NINETEEN THE OTHER DAY SO HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY UNLESS IM STUPID AS FUCK!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU

mart

IM CRYING MARTIE IVE BEEN 19 SINCE FEBRUARY 😭

[valentine-blue]

Court using toys on you when he’s exhausted from sleepless nights

You’re laying on top of him, his arms around your center as he fucks two fingers into you. His muscular torso flexes under your arched back “Mmph…fuck…Six…” you moan as he pulls his fingers out of you, spreading your juices around your clit.

He reaches over to your side drawer, pulling out your vibrator that he bought you for when he was away for work. He doesn’t turn it on yet, but he coats it in the juices soaking your clit. “Want you…” you whine out, slightly disappointed. “I know, baby, I know. Too tired tonight,” he whispers to your ear, breath sending a shiver down your spine.

You’re not complaining much longer before he turns it on, rubbing it around your clit. Your back instinctively arches with a moan before Six pushes you back into his chest. He wraps a gloved hand around your neck, pushing two fingers inside you mouth to keep you quiet from Fitz. “Shh…sweetheart. Can’t have Fitz hear you…” You moan against his fingers, reaching over your shoulder to grab a fist full of his messy hair.

You plead for him to increase the speed as you let out muffled moans. He kisses and softly bites on your neck, soothing over the marks with his tongue, whispering soft praises into your bare skin. “Doing so good for me, princess. Just a little more, I promise,” he says before finally turning up the speed.

You try to arch your back again, but Court’s grip around your waist prevents the action. His other leather gloved hand reaches your entrance, pushing two fingers inside. The added pleasure has your eyes rolling back, head resting against Court’s shoulder as the coil in your stomach threatens to burst.

With a few more praises, “C’mon baby, almost there,” he sends you over the edge. He turns up the speed again as you ride out your climax. He has to shove his fingers deeper down your throat to muffle the loud moan you let out.

After coming back down to Earth, Court puts the toy back in the drawer before massaging your sides. “Did so well for me, princess. So good for me,” he says as he plants kisses along your jaw.

After you’ve caught your breath, he helps get you dressed in some panties and one of his many black shirts. He holds out your panties for you, your legs still trembling as you step into them, holding onto his toned shoulders for support. He changes himself, wearing black boxers and a white shirt that does nothing to hide his toned body.

He carries you back to bed, laying you down before settling beside you and throwing the blanket over the both of you, kissing your temple as he finally gets to rest.

~~~~~~~~~~~

a/n: can you tell i have a thing for gloves?🤭 anyways, this turned out way longer than expected.

[prudejudee]

Reader who zones out looking at ryland while hes fucking her so good, and ryland slaps her a little bit to get her to pay attention again... I want him to be the meanest sweetheart ever, yknow

This is a request, if its somethinh youre cool writing, hope you see it cause I love your writing! im low key stalking this account to see what you post cause its my favorite lol

-🍃anon

OH MY GOD YES IM BRINGING SLAPPING KINK GRACE BACK LETS GO,

cw for well — slapping ;)

Ryland had you pinned to the mattress in the dim apartment, his body moving with that steady, relentless rhythm that always left you breathless. His cock drove deep on every thrust, hitting exactly where you needed it, the wet sound of skin meeting skin filling the room.

You felt yourself slipping, eyes going soft and unfocused as you stared up at him—his sharp jaw, the way his hair fell across his forehead, the intense concentration on his face.

The pleasure built and built until your mind drifted, lost in the sight of him rather than the feeling.

A sharp slap cracked across your cheek, not enough to hurt but enough to snap you back. Ryland's hand stayed there, thumb brushing the spot he'd just struck, his expression equal parts concern and irritation.

"Hey. Eyes on me, sweetheart. You zoning out again?"

His voice was low, rough, but there was that underlying softness he couldn't quite hide. He didn't slow his hips, still fucking you hard and deep, but his free hand cupped your face tenderly.

"Pay attention. I want you right here with me when I make you cum."

Another light slap followed when your gaze started to wander again, this one paired with a kiss pressed to the same cheek.

"There you go. Good. Stay with me, baby. You're taking it so well." He leaned in closer, forehead against yours, thrusting harder now. "I know it feels good, but don't you dare check out on me. I need those pretty eyes locked on mine while I make you feel good."

[rylndgrce]

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[rylndgrce]

in honor of project hail mary coming to streaming on prime im watching it again

[prudejudee]

if you kissed Colt and you both had tongue piercings would it sound like a sword fight

Colt yanks you onto his lap the second the door shuts, mouth crashing into yours like he’s starving. His tongue pushes past your lips immediately, the cool metal bar of his piercing sliding against yours.

You feel the studs click together as he twists his tongue around yours, locking the bars for a second before tugging them apart with a wet sound.

He groans deep in his throat, rutting his hips up so you feel how hard he already is. "Fuck, that sound.." he pants against your mouth before diving back in. This time he sucks your tongue between his lips, rolling the piercing over the bar of yours, flicking and teasing until spit drips down both your chins. Your hands fist in his hair while his grip bruises your hips. Every time the metal catches it sends a sharp little jolt straight to your core.

Colt keeps chasing that feeling, tongue fucking into your mouth slow and filthy, bars clicking and sliding, pulling and releasing like he can’t get enough of the way they tangle together.

[oofiri]

good boy

[larsandthewritergirl]

Luke or Driver being really into mutual masturbation and when they finally get you to do it you're whining because your fingers don't feel good like theirs "baby, can't even finger yourself?:( I don't think they're long enough. Mine feel better huh?" 🚬

Also the second you touch yourself Luke has to grab your hand and lick your fingers bc he needs to taste you