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I love them so much you have no idea

AUGH

My only justification for this is I wanted to draw myself in the Team Tragedy fit okay

ANYWAY!!! MAY THE BEST TEAM WINNN!!!

#artfight #team tragedy #digital art #my art

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but the doctor down the street who gives me my T shots in a clinic so small that it's just two rooms was excited for me when she said my voice had dropped yes, India made legal gender change impossible but the receptionist who could see that I was a man didn't bat an eyelash when I asked to see the gynecologist and called me sir when he asked how I wanted to pay yes, India made legal gender change impossible but the barber cuts my hair exactly how I want it and never gave me strange looks for being in a men's salon not even back when I didn't pass as one

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but my friends have always gendered me correctly and stick to it even when it confuses other people and my friend's little sibling calls me older brother in Kannada yes, India made legal gender change impossible but my dog learned my new name quicker than the humans and she runs to give me a kiss when she's told to without being confused about who's being referred to

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but I can feel the Adam's apple growing in my throat and my muscles getting stronger, and my smile more real and I'm growing a beard, and I talk more freely

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but I'm here, and I'm alive, and so are you and there are good people, people who care and don't let them make you forget that-- you are not alone.

weirdly-specific-but-ok

So I just got another shot from the doctor down the street, and she noticed that my voice has dropped even further, and when she mentioned it she sort of gestured to me, like all of me in general, and said, "It's a wonder, no?"

Like holy fuck that was such a Moment. Yes the world is going to shit but she's right. It's a wonder. I'm becoming more happy, more myself, and I'm able to.

It's a wonder. We are wonders.

#it's so nice to see since that legislation was so awful #like yes live your truth as much as you can #trans people will be around forever

Well I was trying to do something and failed, so just have this. Lucifer is the best I love them <333

#digital art #my art #lucifer lucifer #fanart #lucifer

Vampire woman mmm

#digital art #original character #art

So I've been listening to Centipede Legs, YEAYEAYEA and Die Anyway on repeat to keep me sane during school.

So I'm

Yea

I love her

#luluyam #nikoli luluyam #art wip #I have no clue how her centipede legs work help

Wearing a binder again and I forget why I ever stopped.

#like damn #I should wear it more often really #even if being perceived as a woman isnt really a big deal to me #it just feels better #nonbinary

The future is plural in that I hope it becomes safe to be plural, to live amongst singlets without judgement or ridicule, to live without syscourse and hatred, to be able to simply be.

I might not be well versed in plurality but I would very much like a future where it is not looked down upon to be plural both within and outside of the plural community.

#plurality #ramblings

Writing 29 words over two and a half hours is crazy MIND YOU this is research and background info I'm not even doing the freaking writing-

BUT 29 words is better than 0 so I'll take a win as a win

#writing #progress is progress #writers on tumblr #writblr

Im in tears

Asking the ai if the stars get lonely

I love this

#your ai slop bores me

So a friend of mine shared a mario font logo generator.

...

heh.

#lesbian #wlw #sapphic

Lotta plural posts been showing up on my feed recently.

God bless.

#my feed is healing #plurality #all my affection to all of you

Y'all listened to Hearken yet? I almost cried.

Anyway I was inspired to make my own project. Whether I'll actually make it a thing or not or whether it stays as a half baked concept is yet to be seen.