Ryohei commited suicide.
2013, 6th of August - 10;08 am
He gave up on living and decided to end with his life.
The blond haired bassist went to his boyfriend's place to celebrate his birthday but he told his lover he doesn't want to continue living and said he will end his live today with or without his lover.
Since his lover said he wouldn't be able to stay alive without Ryohei, they decided to commit suicide together.
They took in pills and drank alcohol, they died in overdosing.
Ryohei didn't write any suicide note, everybody knew how much he suffers. But he says sorry because he wasn't able to do this anymore but in fact he was strong, he could get through everything but now his life ended.
He never wanted to hurt anyone, not even his parents or friends with this but since he thought his life’s worthless, he thought it would be better.
His last thoughts were those; “I don’t want anyone to feel like a failure or to feel themselves as nothing. I’m happy because at least sometimes someone tried to help but it wasn’t enough.
I counted the days, someone realzied but I didn't want him to worry about that. I know, at least, for me it will be better on this way. I’m so sorry for everything. It wasn’t your fault, never forget that."
His last words were to his lover;
"My love for you is eternal."
Ryohei died in his lovers arm around 2;30 am in this morning.
6;48 am - their bodies were found.
As the typist, I’m so sorry for ending up like this. I couldn’t stand this mentally and I couldn’t just quit since I wasn’t able to control Ryohei. Maybe once I’ll try him again, maybe I’ll make a new anon, I don’t know yet. But for sure, I won’t delete this blog.
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