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@sumitup; my innocence is wearing thin, but my heart has grown strong. { RP BLOG ONLY }

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SPRING BREAK PT. 1

Summer jumped on her bed. She placed the big red book entitled "Collection of William Shakespeare's works" right in front of her. A huge smile crept on her features as she opened the book and flipped through the pages. In her head, there was no better way to spend the first day of spring break than catching up on some leisure reading and after she was done with that, she could work double shifts at the cafe she works in or do some advance reading. Knowing herself fully well though, she's more likely to do all of the above. Most people her age would be too busy getting wasted in the Bahamas or some fancy island God knows where, but Summer wasn't like most people her age. She was the girl who took learning, grades, and life a little bit too seriously. She didn't think she was to blame, however. Life had been a little too hard on her but she wasn't one to complain. Good things and bad things happen to everyone. It just so happens she always got the smaller end of the stick. Dressed in her Columbia University sweatshirt and white shorts that were probably shorter than what people would normally expect her to wear. She had her hair up in a messy bun and she wore her glasses instead of the usual contact lenses. She didn't care though. It wasn't like she was going outside. She was dressed not to impress, but for comfort so she could just bum around inside the comforts of her room, alone with her books. She took a deep breath, allowing the scent of her books fill her nostrils as a satisfied smile appeared on her face. She was about to start reading when she heard her door open. She tried to focus on the Shakespeare's words or at least look like she was even if her attention was then captured by the person who entered her room.

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Baby It's Cold Outside • Sathan

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The boy woke up by the buzzing feeling of his phone right next to him, a groan leaving his mouth as he turned around a little. “Gotta be kiddin’ me,” Nathan muttered, nuzzling into the girl’s neck who laid right next to him, his lips wandering over the skin. Nate’s eyes still closed as he turned his phone off and threw it somewhere in the room, hearing it smack on the ground but couldn’t care less about it — just hoped that the screen wouldn’t crack, didn’t want to buy his third phone this year. He didn’t even remember why the hell he decided to set an alarm, why he wanted to wake up before Summer in first place until the date of today started to come up in his mind. It was Christmas. December the 25th, the day that Summer had been waiting for what like seemed forever, had forced him into decorating the massive staircase, put up a tree in the library and even the living room — he could still see the surprised face of mrs. Finnley in his mind when she noticed that they were putting up the Christmas lights, had seen the little twinkle in her eyes and the slight smile that played on her lips, how she seemed to be relieved. First Nate didn’t really understand why she had that smile, maybe thought that she was just happy she didn’t have to do it herself, but then he realized that they never really had Christmas decorations up and it was all thanks to Summer — thinking that this was the reason for the smile on the woman’s face.

"You gotta wake up, Sunshine," Nate whispered in the brunette her ear - his voice husky, an arm around her waist as he pulled her in a little closer, kissing her temple. As Nate said the words, his eyes were still closed, having a hard time himself to wake up, no idea what time it actually was, but guessed that it was just a little before eight. "No actually, you gotta wake me up." The boy yawned and rubbed in his eyes, pulling the blanket a little up, would prefer it to just lay in bed the whole day and do nothing, but knew that there were things on the schedule, things that Summer wanted to do and although Nate didn’t really have a clue what any of those were, he would follow her without even hesitating, follow her lead, knowing it’d be better than those fancy dinners without doubting. As the boy tried to wake up by himself, he slightly opened his eyes, squeezing them a little together, let his hand go through his hair and bit his lip, taking a look around the messy room, clothing thrown in the corner, drawings crumpled into balls on the floor and open school books lying everywhere, you could hardly still see the carpet because of it. Taking a peak out of the window, Nathan noticed a slight change in the weather, making him smirk; White flakes slowly falling down on the yet unseen ground. "It’s snowing," The boy concluded as he watched the sight, "looks like we’re having a white December after all." Nate continued talking, playing with the girl’s hair as he said the words and turned his head to the side. "Merry Christmas, Sunshine."

Summer had the most beautiful dream she had in a very long time. She dreamt of liking a curly haired boy with enticing eyes, a beautiful smile, and dimples to match. In her dream, they decorated his house for Christmas. The boy was against it at first, but eventually, he gave in. They laughed and smiled while they put up the tree and the ornaments they had picked out. It was a happy scene, the happiest it has been in a long time for her. It was too good to be true but at the same time, she didn't want to wake up to the sad reality of things. She didn't want to wake up alone and on the streets in a Christmas day. Summer became aware of her surroundings when she felt curly hair touch her face as someone nuzzled in her neck. She took it as her cue to wake up despite not having the urge to. It wasn't until much later when the boy spoke up that she realized that it wasn't all a dream. It was real. Everything that had happened was real. She had spent the past few days with the boy lying next to her to make Christmas better this year, and she'd be lying if she said it wasn't. They had gone Christmas shopping too and she can't recall a time she enjoyed as much as she enjoyed that with Nate. Despite not having much, she made sure that she got everyone a small token of appreciation for the past few months she had stayed there.

A smile crept on her features, keeping her eyes closed, as the boy tried waking her up and eventually asking her to wake him up. She opened an eye and watched as the boy wrapped his body in a blanket. She chuckled, scooting closer to him and wrapping her arms around his waist, burying her head in his chest and taking in his scent. "Good morning to you too," she yawned, pulling herself a few inches away from him, "Moonlight. And merry Christmas!" She greeted him, finally opening both her eyes and giving him a quick peck on the lips. Her eyes followed his orbs that were focused on the scene outside. An ecstatic gasp echoed in Nate's room as Summer pushed herself off his bed and walked towards the window. "Wow, this is beautiful!" She glanced at the boy before turning her attention back to the snow outside. "This is a sign that today is gonna be a good day. No, scratch that, today will be a great day. But first," she raised her index finger in the air as she took a deep breath, "I'm gonna get my gift for you first. Hold on." She dashed towards the door to go back to her room and get the small gift she got the boy, hoping he'd like it. It was a given that she couldn't afford anything expensive, but she really wanted to get Nate something he'd like. Opening the door to her room, she went straight to the closet and opened a box where she kept the gift she had bought him, not wanting the boy to discover it whenever he visited her without warning. She stared at the gift in her hand, nervous about giving it to Nate. For a second she debated on going back empty handed and telling him she misplaced it, but then her mind wandered to it's the thought that counts and that was enough to make her feet find its own way to his room. Turing the door knob with one hand, her other hand kept the neatly wrapped present behind her. "Close your eyes." She told him, a huge grin was on her face as she moved towards him slowly.

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[hsappily]

I came here with a load and it feels so much lighter now I’ve met you. An’ honey you should know, that I could never go on without you.

[fridays13th]

“Other things may change us, but we start and end with eachother.”

[harlena-blog]

[hsappily]

"But who decided I’d be hers? I want to hate them cause now I can’t live without her. She changed my life, she cleaned me up, she found my heart like only a woman can”

[hfsnathan-blog]

Which face? [The boy tilted his head, tried to think of the expression he had made and furrowed, ended the kiss while he waited for her to answer. He was left a bit confused, not sure what he had just done and cheekily smiled] Fine, as long as it’s just you, I think I’ll be able to manage it. [Nate answered her and played with her tiny hands, chuckled when she poked him, found it incredible how their hands seemed to fit perfectly into each other, how it seemed like two missing puzzle pieces who fit together like it was meant to be] Kinda, guess you are, yeah. [Shrugging his shoulders the boy didn’t even answer her question, knew that the answer was obvious. He did enjoy it, had wanted to do it for the last couple of months and finally it was possible, finally he knew that his feelings for her weren’t just him, it was her too] Ssst, don’t wanna wake the neighbours. [He warned her, actually meaning his father and mrs. Finley, he was pretty sure she was sleeping here for the next couple of days and would go back home during the weekend. Although he didn’t really care if mrs. Finley knew about the relationship that Summer and Nathan shared, he knew that she would probably mention it to his father and besides that, didn’t want her to wake up, knew she didn’t sleep that much anyway] Ah, I just wanted to go see it once again I guess, the place wasn’t even that bad, I wonder why no one lived there. [Mumbling the words, he didn’t even look up, his hands resting on his stomach and looking up to the ceiling] Wouldn’t even matter since you’re pretty handy with those bobby pins, aren’t you? [He laughed, shaking his head and wrapping his arm around her. He still couldn’t believe that she was able to actually do that, to break into someone’s house] You could basically get in that dude his house, the One Direction lad if you knew where he’d live, don’t know if the guy would appreciate it though. [He continued talking and looked up, his eyes meeting hers, his hand going through her hair, the other pulling her closer] For what? I didn’t do anything special. [He was left wondering, kissing her back, wasn’t so sure what she meant with it, didn’t feel like he had done something where he had to be thanked for] 

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That one. [Summer flicked her finger on his nose. She allowed a silly grin to cross her face as she pulled him closer to her, if that was even possible.] I forbid anyone from thinking you're cute and adorable. I want to be the only person who sees that side of you. [She answered honestly before she gave him a kiss on the cheek. She laughed when she witnessed his reaction towards her yelp.] Well, a forewarning next time would be great. [She yawned, placing a hand on his chest as she pulled herself up in his bed.] Then we can go back when you want. I'm wondering the same thing, though. I mean, the house is flawless and the location is very much unexpected. [She resorted to hitting him playfully on the arm when he talked about her secret skill.] Heeeyy! Don't make fun of the Bobby pins. They served their country well. [She nodded, chuckling a bit before she went silent due to Nate's lips on hers.] Naaahh, I'm good. Having you right next to me is enough. Harry can happen to some... [She yawned, closing her eyes lazily.] Other girl. [She shook her head when he asked about the reason behind her thanking him.] I haven't been this happy in... I can't even remember. So yeah, thank you for today and everything else.

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[hfsnathan-blog]

[Nathan frowned at Summer her words and immediately shook his head when he realized what she just had said] Eh, don’t think so, Sunshine, you can call me a lot of things but I’m not adorable or cute. [He groaned, rolling his eyes at her before he sighed, realizing it maybe was a bit harsh, so he put an apologizing smile on his face, cupping the girl her cheek before kissing her gently. It felt good to have her here, knowing that she didn’t mind if he kissed her out of nowhere, that he could do it all over again and she still wouldn’t mind. When the girl showed him her excitement he chuckled, he had expected to get a reaction like this out of her, but still - that he agreed with her on it, didn’t mean that he would get an A-, that he would come that close. Sure he would try, it was something he had promised her, but it all depended on the exams and how hard they were going to be] Sssh, [He started, pushing his finger against her lips when she got a bit too loud and looked up, when it stayed quiet he focused on her again] I’m gonna try, doesn’t mean I’ll get an A- straight away, be a little patient with me, alright? [Nate asked her and pursed his lips, waited for her to respond, to say something back. He loved the big smile on her face, how such a little thing seemed to make her so happy and for a second he wondered where Nathan had gotten himself and how everything could have changed so quickly. How unbelievably spoiled he had gotten over the past few years and started believing that it was actually the way how it was meant to go, how life should be until Summer came along and reminded him that life wasn’t always easy, made him see a different side of life again, that even the smallest things could make you happy and that it wasn’t all about money. Nate smiled when he heard her voice, kissing her once again, his hand going through the girl her hair, his other hand still on her back, drawing circles] Yeah.. yeah, you are, I mean, I don’t really like to have visitors and all that, so you’re the first, not counting mrs. Finley, but that’s only because she does the cleaning. [He looked up at her, straight in her eyes, a small smile played on his lips as he tucked a lock of hair behind her ear] I never said that but now that you mention it. [Nate walked back to the girl, placing his hands right under her bum before he casually lifted her up, she barely weighed anything, could almost be compared to a feather and easily walked over to his room, kicking the door open with his foot and turning on the light before he let go of her. He somehow didn’t even mind how some of his work lied on his desk, too tired to care and let himself fall down on his bed] Do you remember where that house was? The one you broke in to? [He asked out of sudden, looking up at the ceiling] We should go back there sometime. [Nate decided, not even moving, pulling up the blankets] 

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[Summer covered her mouth with her hands as she laughed at the expression on Nate's face.] No, that face. [She closed her eyes when he kissed her, kissing him back.] That look on your face now? Makes you cute and adorable, but only I can think that okay? [She smiled at him and poked his stomach. Summer fake bit his finger when he placed it on her lips, laughing afrerwards.] Hey, am I not being patient with you always? I'm kidding. As long as you try, that's enough with me. Plus, I-- [She got caught off when he kissed her for the nth time that night, a smile appeared on her lips as she kissed him back.] You're enjoying this aren't you? [She yelped when he carried her, wrapping her arms around his neck to keep herself from falling. As he carried her to his room, she just looked at the boy and observed the look on his face. If she could freeze this moment or go back in time and repeat it again and again, she would. She can't remember the time she was this happy, truly happy, with life. When he placed her down, she waited for him to climb the bed before joining him.] The house? Uhh, yeah. It's not that hard to locate. Why? [Her eyes were glued to his drawings on the desk, but she soon turned her attention towards him, joining him pull the blanket over their bodies.] Sure. Why not? I don't think anyone has bought that house yet, but we can always check. [She smiled as she scooted closer to him and nuzzled on his chest, looking up at him afterwards. She crashed her lips with his softly, wrapping her arms around his body.] Thank you for today. [She spoke in between kisses, pulling away, smiling, and looking right into his eyes.]

[signalmp3]

Selena Gomez + One Direction

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[hfsnathan-blog]

[Nathan smiled briefly when he heard Summer talk, didn’t move or say anything at her words. He knew that he sounded vague, that it didn’t make any sense probably, that he should explain more. It somehow just kept him busy why his dad decided to come back home early, he usually wasn’t like that and it would be a more usual thing for mr. Hensley to call and explain to his son why he would be gone and away from home for a week longer. He just felt that something wasn’t right] I don’t know, I think m’just tired. [The boy sighed, not really knowing what to say, didn’t lie to her either since he really was tired and felt like he could sleep for days. Nate looked up when Summer continued talking, sounded a bit hesitant. A grin curled up on his face and if he could have pulled her closer, he would’ve, but their bodies seemed to be glued together, like nothing could come inbetween. He liked the way she blushed at his slightest movements, how he didn’t even have to try for her cheeks to turn red] Yeah you did.. [Nate told her wisely and tilted his head a bit, let his hand loose, moving it up to her cheek where he gently pinched it] You’re adorable, you know that? [He chuckled, caressing her cheek after, eyes focused on her, his other hand still resting on her back. The boy smirked as he realized how fast everything had changed, how this morning they barely even talked to each other, how they had tried to avoid each ohter around the last few days and tried to keep distant, but it didn’t seem to work, the two were like magnets, meant to end up together in the end, would always find their way back and somehow Nathan didn’t even mind, would follow her around without any hesitation, maybe Nolan was indeed right, that Summer really had him on a leash, had made him change and become a different person, made him see the small things in life and taught him how to enjoy them too] Hmm? [Nate looked up when she called his name, his voice raspy, fingers moving over the spot where she had just kissed him while he listened to the brunette’s solution for things. It seemed tempting, like a good offer, Nathan knew that he would have to put effort in it, but Summer wasn’t the kinda girl who would give up easily and surely wouldn’t agree on just a B, this was probably the best he was gonna get out of it, so he simply nodded, accepting the deal] Fine, an A-, don’t get your hopes up too much though, might take a while. [He assured her and kissed her back, pressing his lips against her forehead before he took a step back and looked into the hallway, his decision quickly made] Mine, my bed is bigger than yours and you’ve never really been in mine except that one time, eh, yeah, you know. So be my guest and feel honoured ‘cause you’re actually the first girl ever who gets to sleep there or come in there, m’not that fond of visitors. [Nate sighed, walking over to the left side of the building and turned around when there was about a feet of space between the two] You coming or do you want me to carry you? [He laughed slightly, waiting patiently for her to catch up]

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[Summer tried looking anywhere except Nate, but failed at it when he insisted on something she previously denied.] Nope. [She shook her head as she spoke, making a popping sound with the "p" at the end. She pouted at him when he pinched her cheek, pinching his afterwards.] Well, you're adorable too so I guess that makes us even. [She stuck her tongue out at him, poking his cheek with her finger. She didn't quite understand how someone like Nate could like someone like her. It will always be a mystery to her how he ended up liking her, more want to be around her. Not that she had a problem with that cause she didn't. If anything, she was grateful he felt the same way she did towards him. Knowing that made her feel like maybe the cards ain't always horrible for her. Maybe he was that change she had been searching for for so long.] Yay! Really? You agree with me on A-? This calls for a celebration. Don't worry, Nate. You have me to help you out with school. Oh! This is so great! Your dad is gonna freak. [She clenched her fist in excitement, a wide smile was on her face. She tried to lower her voice to keep Mr. Hensley from hearing them, but knew she failed a bit at it. She was cut off when she felt his lip on her forehead; her eyes closed momentarily as she took in the moment.] You know, forehead kisses are my weakness. Keep it up. [She patted his shoulder and nodded.] I guess you're right. I don't mind though, I mean-- wait. Hold on. Really? I'm the first girl? [A surprised look painted the girl's face. She couldn't believe what she just heard about him. She knew Nate was distant towards people up to a certain degree, but she never thought it was like that. It made her feel special and important, something she hasn't really felt in a long time.] Huh? Oh... yeah. Yeah.[She snapped out of her thoughts and walked towards him.] Why? Do you want to carry me to your room? I don't mind. [She chuckled, tilting her head to the side with a hand placed on her hip while the other was placed on his shoulder.]

[hfsnathan-blog]

[Once Summer started talking the boy tilted his head, waited patiently for her to finish her own words and shrugged his shoulders. Probably, most likely he just wanted to check on them, wouldn’t even surprise the boy if he would pull out a test or two, just to see if the boy was making any progress with Summer around] Yeah I guess.. [The boy tried to convince himself more with these words and sighted, a grin appearing on his face when the brunette gave him a few examples, made him chuckle, raise an eyebrow at her] What was the last thing you were gonna say? [Nate teasingly squeezed in her hand, winking at her, his lips less than an inch away from hers, could hear her breathe, feel it touch his skin] That’s good to know. [Nathan answered her, lips brushing over hers, finding there way without even trying. It was like the two were meant to be together, if it had never been different, always had been this way and it felt right, like they belonged and it would never ever change. Nate couldn’t help but grin against the brunette her skin when he heard her words, his lips moving upwards to her ear, taking her earlobe between his teeth before letting go. Although it was something he could have done - leave a mark - he knew that it wasn’t the best option to go for at this moment, that it would leave questions, so he didn’t, just listened to her words] Alright ma’am, no marks. [He told her and let go of her hands, raising them up in the air] Don’t you think that that’s a bit harsh though? Strangling me? Your one and only Nathan Hensley? [He laughed, maybe a bit too loud which made him look around, checking if the coast was clear and turned towards her again when he realized that they were alone, clenching his jaw when her lips moved up to his ear, hands thightly wrapped around her waist] That’s pretty unfair too, because I just said that that’s almost impossible, let’s start off with a B+ then, that’s more fair. [He stated, pretty sure that if he tried he could get one, especially if it didn’t involved a lot of reading. He couldn’t even continue talking because she had already kissed him back, this time different than the others, more passionate, with more meaning behind it. It made the boy think, realize that this was probably the only girl he ever really liked, that she was different than the others, prettier, more beautiful than any girl he had ever seen, beyond smart and even funny. He wasn’t sure what she did to him, maybe because he never really had learned what love was, but if he had to write an essay about it, her name would definitely fall a couple of times and although he would never admit it, she came close to his definition of what love was, or at least thought what love would be. It didn’t even have to be in a relationship kind of matter, but just as friends too, Nathan felt like he could always count on her] I’m not gonna lie and could say that we could stay here the whole night, but it’s actually kinda cold, so let’s sleep yeah? Like the time in the shelter? [He suggested and took her hands, remembering how much he liked that, how good it felt to have her right next to him, to wake up next to her]

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[Summer sighed as she placed a hand on Nate's cheek, caressing it while she looked into his eyes.] Hey, what do you mean you guess? It'll be fine. [She assured him with a smile to match. She didn't like seeing Nate worried over something like that, although it worried her a bit too. What they had was now and she didn't want to waste it.] Wh-what? I didn't say anything. [She shook her head and looked away from him. When she faced him again, their lips brushed and a smile appeared on her lips. She thought it was cute how sweet and gentle he was with her. If one were to ask her if she would've thought that the boy could ever be gentle and sweet with her a few months back, she would've said no. Heck, she could've sworn with her life that she wouldn't ever sneak out and make out with the boy in the hallway, but there she was anyway. She was putty in his hands and he didn't even know it. She bit on her lower lip as his lips trailed towards her ear, giggled when he took her earlobe with her ear.] Nateeee. [She pursed her lips, kissing him softly on the cheek.] How bout an A-? [She wrapped her arms around his neck and gave him a peck on the lips before nodding her head in agreement.] Okay, sure. Your room or mine? [She brushed the tip of her nose with his. She was glad he made the suggestion, wouldn't mind sleeping right next to him again. She liked how their bodies fit whenever they hugged each other. She wouldn't mind waking up to his face right next to hers and freely giving him a kiss without being asked why. Even if their current status was yet to be discussed, Summer was sure he felt the same way for her as she did him.]

[etxrnly]

"I think that I like someone who makes me laugh.. I think that is the first thing I like about someone.."

[hsappily]

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily. I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make, our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use, the tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake. And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend for us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn. We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not, and who I am. I won’t give up on us even if the skies get rough, I’m giving you all my love. I’m still looking up, still looking up.