Happy anniversary to my dearest boy, who — despite the times ive bullied, humiliated, and made fun of him, he never once stopped loving me in all the 6 years we've known each other, and now, the 1 year we've been a couple!
They showed me how to be gentle, caring, and loving, things that i thought i could never be, and even in his lowest moments i never once stopped loving her, and in turn, they never stopped loving me
I cannot imagine my life without you, it was all so bleak before i got your message in my dms that day, and the day after that.. Where even though I acted cold, you texted me as often as you could
And even if you have a hard exterior, if you make fun of yourself, or whatever else, to me you'll always be the sweetest, kindest, softest person i know.
Finally got around to posting this after having such a busy day..... Ahem
Happy anniversary to the sweetest girl I know, 6 years ago on this very day I dm'd you on TikTok because i found your take on some silly show mesmerizing, and now, years later, here I am saying that it's been one year since we decided to get together, you taught me to stand my ground, to always stand for what i think is right, and that no one and i mean NO ONE can tell me what i am aside from myself
You were with me through all the times i felt helpless and hopeless, for that i couldn't thank you enough
These past years, through all our misunderstandings, meetups, and all else, I have never once stopped loving you, and everyday i learn something about you that makes me love you even more, you're one of my very best friends, and my one and only lover
I had a dream where the Vietnamese Branch of the SCP Wiki forced you to read ten works before you could write on their site, and one of those works was Dante Alighieri's Divine Comedy. They even gave you a multiple-choice test to see if you had actually read them all.
Hhh art fight keeps deleting the images I put in my profile when I press submit, in the preview they look fine but when i hit submit they suddenly vanish... Is there a way to fix this or am i doomed forever....(◞‸◟ㆀ)
Hhh art fight keeps deleting the images I put in my profile when I press submit, in the preview they look fine but when i hit submit they suddenly vanish... Is there a way to fix this or am i doomed forever....(◞‸◟ㆀ)
a Jacobs J. Jacobs analysis post i made last night
Where do i start with this guy, he's such an interesting character for the sole reason of how he acts towards people and- as an extension, SCPs, but does he treat SCPs like people? That's what i wanna talk about.
My first time watching sedition i was immediately drawn to how Jacobs acts, but the one scene that hammered it home is the first scene in 343's tape (02 not 01) where him and watch are talking about what happened with 035, my memory is hazy but i'll type it out here
"What's HE saying?"
"IT refuses to take a host."
Notice the caps on the pronouns in these sentences, it caught my attention due to how differently they refer to 035, a sentient creature
Watch refers to him with pronouns you would use on an average person(he), while jacobs uses object pronouns (it) and immediately follows it up with a comment about how 035 finally shut up which feels even more dehumanizing, he doesn't care about what happened to 035 he just cares about the outcomes, he treats the incident like a minor inconvenience rather then something that upset 035
He does this alot more, i can't recall the exact times since i haven't rewatched sedition in awhile but i do think he uses "it" to refer to sentient SCPs more then once
He's also seen to measure people's worth by what they can do for him, this is really subtle and it's probably me reaching but i wanna give a few examples
In the same tape he ""comforts"" watch by saying "I need that special something you have" he resorts to implying watch is useful rather than actually taking the time to get down to his level and be a listening ear or shoulder to lean on
But do i think this makes him a bad person? Yes BUT.
You have to remember jacobs wasn't raised in a loving household, while he doesn't outright say it in the main series or his journals i do think he was probably expected to be the perfect kid at a young age, along with other factors that probably led to him deciding who is worth his time via what they can do for him, i don't think he does this on purpose either, like I said he wasn't raised like how he should be, his most notable periods in life were with his bitchass parents and in the army (where people remember you based off what you do) not counting college.
This is really short but my general idea is that jacobs is (obviously) not a perfect person, he subconsciously likes people because of what they can provide even if he doesn't mean to, he's just as much of a victim of his environment as anyone else
But i would love to hear what everyone thinks! Maybe one day i'll go back and clean this up but that's all for now!
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