see my normal

kitty - they/them - adult - system - @mintyjirai - @mumbofreak - @kittybog - @kingerbug

[aprocylo]

kitty ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧ they/them (if you're from jiraiblr follow me @mintyjirai )

[titleknown]

...I will say, a lot of people don't really seem to get how having parents contemptuous of your interests in a way where you have to beg to get to do them fucks you up.

It gives you this paranoid fear that the whole world is run by people like them, Real Adults treating autistic weirdos like children witholding things unless you beg, in a way that's immensely damaging and lead to the sort of neuroses that have gotten me kicked off of several Discord servers in a way that's entirely a Me Problem.

One of the worst parts is, you have no idea how to judge whether you're engaging in that paranoia of persecution and whether it's talking about the actual replication of the way those shitty parents look at things.

Like, funding for niche shit is in fact constantly slashed in the name of not appealing to normies enough and people are extraordinarily cruel to autistic people about being interested in The Wrong Things!

(This also includes a large chunk of leftists, but that's its own ramble)

And a lot of it does in fact pretend to be "neutral" through neoliberal hoseshit! But also, sometimes you end up tilting at windmills, because the world's so shit you start seeing a knife in every shadow! It makes you constantly see people's inaction as malice!

But, how the fuck do you judge whether or not this problem is "all in your head" or not when sometimes it isn't?! How do you get over the feeling that people like your shitty parents run the world and are the majority when so many people are like that if not worse, and you keep seeing similar results as if the world was run by them?!

It's an exhausting nightmare!

[aprocylo]

when you have inferiority issues or self worth issues in general sometimes u get into the awful loop of

thinking ur awful -> getting worse bc you feel like ur awful -> thinking ur even worse

its an evil self fulfilling prophecy thing and i dont know how to get out of it

[nicothespy]

oh tumblr staff definitely noticed the transphobe allegations and put the entire lgbtq+ in it LMAO

[linuswatchestv]

[helsinore]

I’m starting to realize we may not all be ready for Racism 102, aka “often times, you don’t think ‘I’m going to be racist,’ you just act on it.”

It does not matter what other reasons you have for being racist. It was still racist. White people lashing out on people of color when In Their Feelings About Something is still racism. White people objectifying people of color for WHATEVER reason is still racism.

[pjharvey]

i don’t understand how neil gaiman intellectual properties still trend on here so regularly he literally trafficked women. like it’s not even a discourse thing or a “he’s problematic” thing he was “cancelled” for human trafficking. he repeatedly isolated women, usually his or his ex-wife’s fans, with no support system for the purpose of raping them while they were dependent on him for income and housing. that’s human trafficking

[xx-k1tsun3-k1d-xx]

very telling that even if you’re not allowed to view content related to self harm/suicide/eating disorders due to not giving up your ID on the uk internet you will still be shown relentless ads for weight loss drugs and fad diets showing unrealistic/AI generated bodies and unhealthy methods and time frames for weight loss that can only be achieved by starvation. oh and also so so many gambling ads. relentless ads for gacha and gambling services. almost like it’s not actually about protecting kids at all or something

[nonaferatu]

people hate it when i say "black people getting cancer is racist" but im literally fucking right because systemic racism has led to chemical dumping being acceptable in black/brown neighborhoods and black people have higher rates of cancer as a result

[replicated]

i'm not really into blondes but this is an objectively absurd connection to make

[not100bees]

In order to be properly non-pedophilic you have to want to fuck somebody old but not with gray or white hair because that's too close to blonde which as we've established is the hair color of children. So ideally somebody old as fuck but bald. And obviously wanting to have sex with a man is misogynistic so it has to be a woman. And it can't be a white woman because that would be racist and it can't be a woman of color because that would be fetishistic, so ideally a woman with some unnatural skin color, oh let's say, purple. But it can't be an alien, because we don't know anything about alien life cycles so it could be an alien child or an alien that looks like a child. So it has to be an animal from Earth, but obviously one of human level intelligence that can communicate is otherwise that would be bestiality. So an old purple female animal that can speak English. I think the only creature you can be hot for is the Ant Queen from A Bug's Life.

[kholdseid]

[fuckyeah2000s]

this is actually legitness

[scrungly420]

Gotta add the spiritual successor (among us medallion) + live among us reaction

[despazito]

[pluto-and-orion]

kitties playing :3

[thej0ry]

What would you do if you were scrolling through recommended tumblr posts and one was from someone you don't know and it was just a picture of your dad captioned "fucking hate this guy" and it had hundreds of notes

[asimplepotato]

fuuuuuuuckk my kindergarten teacher prescribed us ten jumping jacks homework and i forgot to do it, do you thinjk im gonna flunk out

[aprocylo]

ohhh i know whats wrong they cut my pensis off and it injured me

[depsidase]