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[s1ckpr1ncess]

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hi I'm Peach !! ★ 24 ★ she/her

vent acc // i follow from my main @angelpe4ch

dni: minors, men 30+, p0rn blogs, terfs

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[s1ckpr1ncess]

an issue that I keep running into is that I know exactly how I want to be loved and I will communicate this to my partners. I understand why that can come across as me telling them they don't live up to my standards but the thing is, my standards aren't unreasonable. I know what I want and what I deserve and I am willing to help them along the way. and of course i hold myself accountable and continue to push myself to grow as well.

insecure men don't like to hear that they're doing anything wrong, and I hold on too hard. maybe what I need to practice is letting go and not hold on to the hope that if someone loves me enough that they will change. but what if I just wanna feel worthy enough to change for? isn't that what love is at its core?

[deadsignaltv]

[s1ckpr1ncess]

feels like time is passing faster than I can grow to keep up with it. life keeps going on and somehow I'm almost 25 and I've done absolutely nothing of real value except learn lessons. so many lessons and so little action.

[s1ckpr1ncess]

I finally ended it. I feel relieved but also very very sad. he never loved me like I loved him. i hope that I can find someone who will treat me like I deserve someday. it's hard not to think that I love too hard, that a person who will reciprocate in the same way doesn't exist, but I still have hope. I've grown a lot this past year and I think that I am finally at a point where my own mental state doesn't hold me back anymore. I almost feel worthy.

[s1ckpr1ncess]

someday you will come home late at night, after forgetting about me for hours, and our room will be clean. like I never existed here. you won't notice. but it will be a physical manifestation of my absence.

will you find my stray hairs and think of me longingly? will it tug at your heart knowing you gave up?

[velvet-lover]

please stop dating men that hate you!!!!!!!

[s1ckpr1ncess]

back to feeling unlovable and making bad decisions! I'll always come back to this. it feels like my fate is to give all my love until I am no longer wanted. just throw me away like a used toy.

[s1ckpr1ncess]

the problem is that I notice everything. I wish I could be blissfully ignorant, but I can tell you're falling out of love with me from the littlest of things. my awareness makes you uncomfortable because it's easier for you to pretend. so im just waiting for you to gain enough courage to tell me it's over. I can't bring it up because that'll only make you love me less. I don't wanna lose you but I'm tired of pretending.

[cherubg1rl]

[darkfaeteeth]

[s1ckpr1ncess]

feeling like I'll never be fully loved or understood

[achillesinhighheels]

[poussentlesailes-deactivated202]

before we have sex can you reassure me i’m the most precious thing you’ve ever seen and repeat it a thousand times please

[5yin]

sorry i didn't reply i have existence issues

[s1ckpr1ncess]

it's crazy Ive been with my boyfriend a whole year and Im still obsessed with him. even though we see each other every day I still get so excited to spend time with him and he is in everything I see. I feel so grateful to have him in my life

[s1ckpr1ncess]

how can you claim to love me when you don't understand me?