Captain Kirk

kelvin timeline james t. kirk written by aj [under construction]

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a study in loss, restlessness, finding what you're meant to be despite everything, fate biting at your heels, impulsiveness and control and command and friendship and family.

james tiberius kirk . kelvin timeline . written by aj . doc . rules . memes . promo .....also found at @conflictaverse and @uncertainlogic

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ooc. sorry i'm slow here. i feel pretty insecure about writing jim and it's only getting worse.

[daunt]

“Get your paws off me, kid! I ain’t in the mood.”

And then. Suddenly.  

I accidentally Kirk/McCoy’d. 

IDK

(edited: have some dialogue because I can’t control myself) 

[memesomething]

send 'orders' and my muse will issue a direct order to yours

(it's up to you if your muse obeys, but it's an Order, not a request.)

[ribbontales]

𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 : a little assortment of angsty and hurt/comfort action prompts for rp purposes. remember to tag your blood, death etc. add +reverse to swap the roles.

[ 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 ] : as sender is about to leave, receiver embraces them. [ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭 ] : as sender is about to leave, receiver grabs them by the wrist. [ 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 ] : receiver pleads sender to not go. [ 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 ] : sender kisses receiver before leaving far away. [ 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞 ] : receiver kisses sender who won't be back for a long time. [ 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 ] : sender has rejected receiver's romantic feelings. [ 𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 ] : receiver rejects sender's romantic feelings. [ 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 ] : sender and receiver agree to not give in to love. [ 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 ] : receiver expresses frustration regarding sender's actions. [ 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 ] : sender tells receiver they don't love them anymore. [ 𝐥𝐢𝐞 ] : receiver is trying to convince sender they're feeling fine. [ 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐯𝐞 ] : sender shoves receiver away from them. [ 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 ] : receiver comforts crying sender. [ 𝐫𝐮𝐧 ] : in a dangerous setting, sender tells receiver to run to safety. [ 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐩𝐬𝐞 ] : receiver catches sender as their feet give in. [ 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 ] : sender carries injured receiver to safety. [ 𝐟𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 ] : receiver is taking care of sick sender. [ 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 ] : receiver tends to sender's wounds. [ 𝐟𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 ] : sender and receiver are attending to a funeral. [ 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 ] : receiver is missing the deceased sender.

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@onlybonesleft "I'll stand by your side through thick and thin. You're not alone in this."

Kirk flicks his eyes up toward McCoy, then back down to his monitor. Four crew members dead--several more injured--because he'd made a bad call, because he'd misread the situation... because he didn't have the experience most Starfleet captains had, or at least that was what Starfleet Command would say.

Thing is, he can't think of anything he could've done differently. Putting up shields earlier would've been seen as a sign of aggression, and they'd been trying to avoid conflict. For all the good that had done.

He blows out a breath and finally leans back, pinching the bridge of his nose. He knows McCoy has gotten just as little rest as he has, given how many people had come through the sickbay.

"I know, Bones." And he appreciates it, although it's not easy to say that. Finally, he grins unhappily. "Hope you never regret that.

[majormiles]

MCCOY: Should we, I don't know, fire back? KIRK: No. MCCOY: Of course not.

[rpmemes-galore]

send me a number for my muse to talk about …  could be npc’s from your muse’s canon or other muses! 

1. someone they fear

2. someone they love

3. someone they miss

4. someone they admire

5. someone they’ve forgiven

6. someone they feel dislikes them

7. someone they view as a mentor

8. someone they view as a role model

9. someone they would like to befriend

10. someone they’re holding a grudge against

11. someone they have romantic feelings toward

12. someone who taught them a valuable lesson

13. someone they have conflicted feelings about

14. someone whose choices have drastically impacted their life

15. someone they used to view positively, but now view negatively 

16. someone they used to view negatively, but now view positively 

[sabctage]

shipping is cool but what about a friendship that starts rocky and grows with time and helps both people understand themselves and each other better and lets them find balance when they've always felt unbalanced in their life and. Just. Platonic Love. <3

[crownmemes]

Sad Sentences, Vol. 2

(Sad sentences from various sources. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"How come you don't believe me?"

"Will you be away a very long time?"

"To one extent or another, I've always been alone."

"Why won't you tell me anything anymore?"

"I often wonder if I should have been born in another time."

"I'm not cut out for this, am I?"

"You're the only one I trust."

"Leave me alone. You can't help me now."

"I just think it's sad that you can't be honest with the man that, as far as I can tell, is the closest thing you have to a friend."

"It hurts. All this. Everything I see, everything I hear, touch, smell. The conclusions that I'm able to draw, the things that are revealed to me."

"It's always sad when a work of art has to be destroyed."

"She's family and I have to love her, of course, but how can I? She's never let me."

"You have to believe me. Nobody else on this whole damn planet does or ever will."

"In case you hadn't noticed, I don't have meaningful connections."

"I'm sorry, I can't help you."

"I want to tell you something that is not at all pleasant."

"I haven't heard you laugh in a month!"

"I wish your word meant something more to me."

"What is it about you and I that causes us to do so much harm to the ones we are alleged to care about?"

"What is wrong with me? I'm not feeling anything I'm supposed to be feeling..."

"Ever since I was a child, I've never allowed to let myself get too close to people. "

"I fear that I am becoming obsolete."

"You are, in your own way, a lonelier man than me."

"That fact is, I'm a bit of a bore, I suppose."

"One is quite alone when the last one who remembers is gone."

"I don't know what to do with myself half the time, and the other half I'm pissed."

"Why couldn't you trust me?"

"For a long while now, I've suspected that connection with another person - real connection - simply isn't possible for me."

"I have a vision of myself without this job, disappearing down emotional dark tunnels. I need something to hold me to the world."

"I expect you think I'm awful."

"You're ashamed of me."

"I need to know I'm not a monster."

"So, what makes you think I'm lonely?"

"I wish we'd never started this."

"We both made the same mistake. Falling in love. We were both stupid."

"What a mess we've made of our lives."

"Men like us, we're not meant to make connections such as love."

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@prcspcr continued from here

Jim narrows his eyes thoughtfully, trying to decipher the subtleties of Spock's response. Because that's one thing he's learned about Spock; he never just says something. Even when he's direct to the point of insubordination, there's a way he raises an eyebrow or crosses his arms or shifts his posture just a little bit that gives some kind of context.

Maybe Jim's just used to people with a wider range of facial expressions. Or maybe he doesn't always give a shit what people are trying to say if they won't come out and say it.

"This isn't something going on a report, Spock." Although maybe Spock would be more forthcoming on a report. "It's not about what I need to do. It's about..."

What is he going to say? Friendship? Is he going to admit that he is worried, because he knows pretty damn well what it feels like to press trauma down until it's so compact inside you it turns into a black hole that you try to fill with alcohol and fistfights?

Okay, maybe that last part was projection. But still.

"You just seem off. It's not like you. And chalk it up to me being nosy."

[auroradicit]

Angel waves the hand not currently on a control panel. 'Advanced' had been underselling things. They were almost jealous.

"Right now, I'm not really stealing it. More trying to keep it in the sky while you were off--" A quick glance, and if they weren't busy they'd throw in a theatrical wince. "--getting that pretty face beat in, apparently."

Look, they're not really expecting to talk their way out of this one. But they are hoping that the famous Captain Kirk has his priorities straight. Hard to shoot them out of the chair if they're both space debris, after all.

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Jim is tempted, regardless of whether or not it's a good idea, to shoot first and deal with whatever the consequences are later. But the ship shakes again, and...

His crew. He can't just stun this person when they might be keeping all of them alive. Maybe after.

"Don't get this twisted," he says as he takes the helm to try to maneuver them out of this. "Fuck you still... But do you want to tell me what the hell is going on?"

[morgoth-bauglir]

dtf? if you mean down to fight then yes always

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@vacantwar

[vacantwar]

STANDING ACROSS OF HIM is the look of a man who is searching for the satisfaction of inflicting pain by means of words. He can feel his temper rise to it, seething quietly in the back of his head. Khan has met many men, both good and bad. He has known martyrs and their selfless sacrifices, brave in the face of death for their cause.

Above all, he knows cowards best.

The still angry wounds, dressed not long ago by the looks of them, littering the visible parts of Kirk's flesh speak to Khan. He is here, he deduces, against any wise advice. They are humans to the very end, driven by their hearts.

What has he to lose now?

Impossibly, Khan steps closer. His jaws clench, the edges of his lips stretching into a humorless smile.

"Does my pain vindicate yours, Captain?" he asks, the drag of his words mocking a faint threat. "I can arrange for it, if you would like to know how it feels."

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Jim tilts his head, smiling coldly. "If you could arrange for it, you already would be. I mean, you're superior, right? Except, if you were, we'd probably be on opposite sides of this forcefield."

It's not as satisfying as he wants it to be. What he wants, what he really wants, is to have a couple of drinks and beat the shit out of Khan. He wants to feel the physical sensation of his fist slamming into Khan's face. He knows that'd let everyone down who thinks he became a better person the day Christopher Pike found him and convinced him to go to the Academy.

But Christopher Pike is dead.

The problem is, if he did let Khan out, he knows he wouldn't win a fight. Khan is stronger on a good day, and this isn't a good day for Jim. His whole body is on fire. And maybe he does want to lose. Maybe he wanted to lose in the first place, and maybe that's why he wound up dead. Maybe he's a zombie now and Khan is the shotgun that'll put him down.

"You know what I think?" His tone shifts to conversational, but he's clenching a fist. "I don't think you even care about them. I think what you care about is having followers. And who else would follow you but a bunch of science experiments in the wrong time?"

[justanotherrpmeme]

Protectiveness starters

"I'll always have your back."

"No one messes with my loved ones."

"I appreciate your protectiveness, but remember, I can take care of myself too."

"I can't help but worry about you. You mean the world to me."

"I know you're just trying to keep me safe, but sometimes I need to take risks."

"If anyone tries to hurt you, they'll have to go through me first."

"I feel so safe and secure when you're around."

"Thank you for looking out for me."

"I'll do whatever it takes to keep you out of harm's way."

"I know you're coming from a place of love, but I need to handle this on my own."

"I can't stand seeing you hurt. Let me be there for you."

"Sometimes I feel suffocated by your protectiveness. I need room to breathe."

"I'll shield you from the world's troubles. You're my top priority."

"I know you're trying to be protective, but I also need space to grow and learn."

"I'm always here to listen and support you. You're never alone."

"It's reassuring to know that I have someone who's got my back no matter what."

"I'll fight for you. You're worth every battle."

"I understand your concern, but sometimes I need to face challenges on my own."

"I'll make sure nobody takes advantage of you. You deserve respect and kindness."

"Your protectiveness gives me strength. I know I can count on you."

"I worry about your well-being because I care deeply for you."

"I'll always be your shield, even when the world gets tough."

"I love knowing that I have someone who's fiercely protective of me."

"I'll stand by your side through thick and thin. You're not alone in this."

[kingsmemes]

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you're scheming on a thing that's a mirage // i'm trying to tell you now, it's sabctage