moved!
if anyone still follows me, i’ve moved castiel to my multimuse! you can interact with him still at @uglyanswer!

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moved!
if anyone still follows me, i’ve moved castiel to my multimuse! you can interact with him still at @uglyanswer!
it’s got nothing on it but here @uglyanswer
well then
ghosts running
i am SAD
if i post any spoilers they will be tagged, no worries. so long as you have ‘spoilers’ somewhere in your blacklist, you should be fine. i’ll make sure to cover the gambit in the tags. but they will not be under readmores so, just make sure you have your blacklist updated.
is the new season tonight
(updated) blog roll! everyone’s doing it, and i’m low activity over here but still want y’all to be able to find me
S.UN W.UKONG semi-active // low activity (rwby)
J.AUNE A.RC semi-active // low activity (rwby)
T.AIYANG X.IAO L.ONG hiatus // no activity (rwby)
G.AVIN R.EED active // main blog (d:bh)
C.ASTIEL semi-active // low activity (spn)
R.OCK L.EE semi-hiatus // low activity (naruto)
M.AITO G.AI semi-hiatus // low activity (naruto)
I’m gonna get myself in fighting trim Scope out every angle of unfair advantage I’m gonna bribe the officials I’m gonna kill all the judges It’s gonna take you people years To recover from all of the damage
Our mother has been absent Ever since we founded Rome But there’s gonna be a party when the wolf comes home
from Come, Come to the Sunset Tree (2005)
broom people|| the mountain goats
but down in your arms, in your arms i am a wild creature
the world’s coming to an end what’s the point if we can’t be friends? not too long ‘til we’re all dead ╾╾ and in the morning I’ll make cereal. armageddon is far too close ╾╾ she visits me every night ( at least it makes good conversation ) ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴏᴍᴇɴs ᴍɪɴɪ-sᴇʀɪᴇs ʙᴀsᴇᴅ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟs ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛ
tobeblamed:
‘ look, we’ve all had our fair share of screw ups, alright? – ’ he paused, before tilting his head, as he admitted out loud, ‘ some of us, worse than others – ’ it was more of a nod to himself for all the wrongs things that he had done and continued to live with. ‘ but we try, and hell, if that doesn’t mean shit, then i dunno what does. ’
seraph tuts a little, a huff of air through his nose, a very you don’t say motion that he’s picked up from dean, of all people, “causing your entire race to fall from grace because you trusted the wrong person is about as worse as it gets,” it’s not a competition, just a reminder that castiel finds himself neck-deep in guilt at any given moment, “i will continue to try, regardless. it just...gets heavy, at times, i believe is the saying.”
THERE WITH THEM IS ERROR, WE ARE SACROSANCT; A TAUNTING OF RAVENS TO YOU. MY SWARMS HAVE FIT THE HOLSTER, MY FAITH BURNT EVERY HOUSE. LIKE NO OTHER MANGER, I AM EMPTIER WITH DOUBT. // indie - private - divergent castiel of spn, as loved by shi.
novaecancy:
his kind? his kind, it always rubbed him the wrong way whenever he heard the speech about him—- abomination, according to the laws of heaven. in his opinion, most of his shadowhunter kind were abominations, a secret hidden away; secrets out, perhaps his doing. ❝ good. ❞ arms they remain crossed over his chest, defensive even in such moments of peace, it’s how he protected himself. ❝ I’ve never been much of a fan of blind faith. ❞
“i used to be,” he admits with no hesitation. he has made many mistakes in his past, but seraph is willing to own up to them. that is the only way to learn, he’s noticed, “i was so assured of heaven and their plan. but i’ve met many people and creatures alike that have made me question many things. i’ve even been shown kindness by a demon.”
whitewingaed:
Aziraphale barely finishes chewing his bite in his haste to respond, issuing an enthusiastic “mm!” as he swallows to indicate his interest in that particular matter, and eases forward in another ply for his teacup. ( Simultaneously, he takes note of the other’s asserted preferences, and makes a mental note to himself that they really must try some crepes the next time the opportunity to have lunch presents itself. Peanut butter and jelly? …honestly. )
❝ – right, just so. I assume the human you’re referring to was one of the boys that I saw drop you off here this morning, yes? ❞
Suddenly, it appears as though Aziraphale is much less interested in his experience with sleeping and marginally more interested in the company that his angelic counterpart keeps. They had seemed like charming, polite boys at a glance – but considering the fact that they had only dropped him at the curb of the principality’s bookshop and hadn’t popped inside to say ‘cheerio’ left the angel only capable of discerning so much. Their auras had been …rather peculiar, but it in a manner that the bookkeeper couldn’t quite put his finger on.
Of course, it wasn’t his intention to be nosy ( even if he ended up being just that ) – but, of any angel aside from himself, it was likely that Castiel had spent the most time in the company of humans; and in his many years on Earth, even Aziraphale hadn’t formed any close, personal friendships with any particular mortals – not the way his counterpart had appeared to. In truth, Aziraphale rather tended to keep to himself, enjoying the amenities that humans provided him with such as food, wine, books and music, rather than the actual company of said humans. He chases his sandwich with another sip of tea and persists.
❝ – if I’m not being too forward ; was there a particular reason you were assigned to …oversee him? …I take it those boys aren’t your run-of-the-mill American tourists, mm? ❞
he’s grown to like the things he’s used to, and when you spend more time on the road than not, one becomes used to easy fast foods and things you can pack for long trips. the greasy cheeseburger may not be the most healthy option, but it is the one seraph is most fond of. for more reasons than one...
“hm? oh, yes. the shorter one. technically they were both in my charge for a time, but dean winchester was my purpose for revisiting earth.”
the question isn’t surprising. castiel has been the one to bring it up, and aziraphale was another angel. they were just from different factions, different parts of the world. they could very well appear wherever they needed, but there were many goings-ons upstairs. lots of ends to tie up. not to mention, the initial plan for the boys had been canned, anyway. it never came to pass.
“as you know, most angels cannot inhabit earth unless they have vessels to do so. dean is...well. he is very strong. his soul is bright. his body was able to contain michael, the archangel, should he choose to come down to earth. but...it was complicated. dean technically died. i raised him from the ashes and brought him back at heaven’s orders.” it sounds complicated out loud, now that he thinks about it. but that’s the workings of heaven, for you.
“one version of the apocalypse was supposed to be a fight between lucifer and michael on earth, but i suppose they went with lucifer’s son instead,” a pause, castiel raises a brow toward his kin, “good job on averting that whole mess, by the way.”
“my duty, regardless of the outcome, was to protect dean, and to see to it that he eventually said ‘yes’ when and if michael ever asked for his vessel. but, over time...due to his human influence, i began to question heaven and their motives. he has...helped show me there are many things on earth to love. things to be passionate over. like family and friendship. loyalty. kindness.” he seems very fond as he speaks, though there is no smile on his face. it’s more in his eyes. he raises his tea cup between them, “and tea time, though he would never drink tea. he’s more of the straight whiskey type.”
legacywrit:
“You go home, Cas. You go home.” Dean paused, gaze treading the floor as he let that sink in. “As long as you know where that is. Long as you know how to get there.” Dean cleared his throat and met the angel’s eyes. “Do you?” he asked. “Know where home is, I mean.”
“i’m afraid my ‘ home ‘ ” this is even said with air quotes, “no longer wants me. and i don’t blame them. the...devastation i brought upon heaven was. irredeemable.”
risaen:
❝ yeah , well , i ain’t never been one to half ass anything . ❞
hand raises to the hunter’s head, pressing fingers gently against it. a flash of grace, and the bloody and bruised knuckles on dean’s hand are no more, “is there any particular reason why you’re raging battle with an inanimate structure?”