Sad Pajama Party

THIS IS A VENT BLOG. SOME TOPICS DISCUSSED HERE MAY BE SENSITIVE. Proceed with caution.

[toastbutteregg]

[gotterhag]

This is an EXTREMELY blessed post! And accurate! When I first moved out I was so excited for my new place I slept on the floor and had my tv there and that was it. Loved it. You grow and you build and you gain and you lose. I lost that place and everything in it. Now I have a new place with new things and it’s very much home.

[dexdefyingstunts]

In the future, there is a small, quiet room that is just yours, where you are safe and you are free. In that room your shoulders will finally start to come down from around your ears.  Nobody can come into that room unless you let them.  In that clean quiet place, you will work and you will study.  You will love and you will heal.

-Captain Awkward, “Should I Move Away From My Abusive Family?”

[sanguinacciodolce]

I.B. Vyache, Excerpt 03.01.20

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I wish it was as easy for me to move on as it always is for the people who hurt me. I wanna forget about them like they'll try to forget about me.

[paper-wounds]

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I wish I could just wake up back in my old room, in my comfortable bed, and say all of this was a bad dream, and just. start over.

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I hope in another life. Another universe out there. That we're still friends. That I still believe the promise you broke

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Is anyone out there

[cilantrhoes]

[l0ckscreen]

feelings by lauv

(i sent this to my bf and here’s what he replied)

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very pleased to say i did indeed dump the man

also im a clown i accidentally deleted the original post

[l0ckscreen]

not lockscreens but,, i want a cute raincoat ☔️

i drew this please DO NOT steal it. if u repost, please credit. thanks :-)

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[l0ckscreen]

been alone a lot lately 🚶🏻‍♂️ reblog if you save 🍃

[fairycosmos]

if something fundamental in me wasn’t missing i would be so fun to be around

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They say grief is love with nowhere to go but sometimes it's also anger with nowhere to go

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Sometimes I legitimately don't feel like I have anything to look forward to

I know I do but it's hard

I don't feel like I'll ever be as close to a group of friends as I was with them ever again. Just talking to people is hard for me and my social anxiety has gotten a lot worse over the past year and I keep messing it up on the rare occasion I get invited somewhere. It's hard to see myself not just being Alone on some level forever. I have lots of acquaintances but very few people I can genuinely truly call friends, let alone close friends. It's just me n her right now and that's hard to grasp.

They really made me feel loved. For the first time in my life. And I don't think I'll get that anywhere else.

[bathroomcube]

how your 20s feel when you dont know what ur doing

[fleetnaturals-deactivated202110]

me pushing forward with my life even though i didn’t plan to live past the age of 21

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There's really nothing stopping me from relapsing anymore