saddo McCool

23, returning to my sad teen tumblr account

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Feeling overwhelmed by the intense weirdness of existence

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Small mirror fit check please send money for bigger mirror

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Concioussness is a funny thing. I find myself wondering whether everyone else is truly conscious and alive, for there is utterly no proof as far as I am concerned. How am I to know that all of you are alive? The only existence I know is my own, and even that I am unsure of. Does it not seem ridiculous that I am looking at my hands, that I exist in this ball on my shoulders, that I carry myself around as though it is ordinary to be awake. Does it not seem odd, that you only exist exactly right now? It is only the present that I know, and that is always in the past. How am I to know that I really had the childhood that I did, that I really played the clarinet, that I really blew out my tenth birthday candles under a weeping willow? These are all just stories that I tell myself, how on earth could I know them to be true? Even when purposefully reflecting, it takes focus to not view these scenes as someone watching on to myself, I have to check myself to remember things in the visual first person. Does consciousness even really exist? It is there as a constant and yet is always gone, and always past.

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(via https://open.spotify.com/user/juliehomfray/playlist/30aEAGh4X1wugbtORoLl4d)

hey listen to my playlist I promise you'll like it

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It occurs to me that there are people who weren’t on this website in 2012 and therefore never saw the magical gif that you can actually hear:

It’s been over five years and that still impresses the hell out of me.

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Taylor Swift: *Look what you made me do*

Me:

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where is that cat with the kind and reassuring face

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he?

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thank you…..

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ate a lot of olives and baguette 2day

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fucking incredible

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I like to rœck oöt

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me on a first date

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ready for exams hahahhahahahhahahahhahaha