Just a depressed kid

Just a place to fuckin vent into the void like a trash human.

[varusteleka]

This blog is pro-Goblin

[varusteleka]

Reblog if you are pro-Goblin or are a Goblin

[escapismroom]

@indecisive-mutt

[ouijalords]

Hello, I’m selling pendulum readings right now!

$5 for 5 yes/no questions. Any question added will be $1 more.

Please no questions about medical/pregnancy.

Money will be going to my next dose of meds, and my friend ( @sillymillyme ) to help her get a flight to her grandmother’s funeral 💕

Please message me if you’re interested.

PayPal.

[ouijalords]

Look, I know I’m begging at this point but, I 👏🏻 REALLY 👏🏻 FUCKING 👏🏻 NEED 👏🏻 HELP 👏🏻 any purchase will help. Any donation will help.

I can also do sigils for just about anything for $10. I’m even selling nudes to fucking help me so just please, spread this, help, anything. I’m trying so hard to secure a job, but it’s not going very well. America is a fucking cesspool of shitty people who won’t hire you for just about every reason imaginable.

I can also do One Card tarot readings for $8.

So, the round up here is

Pendulum: $5 for 5 y/n questions. Every question added is $1.

Sigils: $10

One card reading: $8

Nudes: message me privately for prices.

Please and thank you 🙏🙏🙏

[sadhourstm]

I feel like I'm a bad luck charm, everywhere I go bad shit happens. For the second time this year my friend group is crumbling, and I feel like it's some how my fault. I need to get the fuck out of this town but I don't think I ever will.

[sadhourstm]

In a room full of friends I feel alone. To feel less alone I act like an absolute walnut in hopes of sparking their smiles, or laughs. But no matter how hard I try I still feel alone. I don’t even know who I am anymore. Am I really Alex? Or am I just -----. I’ll never know.

[sadhourstm]

Its sad to know the only reason I dont just kill myself is because I dont want to screw others over

[sadhourstm]

Im scared. I’m scared ill never get out of here. I really want to just run away but I really cant. Because im somebodys backup plan and if im not there to back them up i’ll fuck everything up.

I have no home. Not really. I spend all my time with one group, I sleep at their apartment, I shower here, eat here, but I’m not here. Not really. Im living in a void. Between homes. And it sucks. I dont belong anywhere. Im no one. Im alone

Even if i stay I know i’m going to fuck up, because I want to leave so bad, I want to run because I cant stand it here anymore. Everywhere i look is a reminder that im not safe, and i’m damaged goods. I need to leave now but I can’t and its terrifying.

I feel like im dying. Is this place killing me? Probably. I feel trapped. I need to leave.. But cant

I dont have a lack of places to go, just a fear that i’m not wanted anywhere. Im dead weight on others shoulders. I cant live like this. Im not alive. Just existing. Ive tried to die so many times and honestly I want to try again. But I’m the backup plan! And I dont want to fuck over anyone

[sadhourstm]

I feel like im the worst human ever. And I know everyone thinks that but.. I truly think I am. I’ve ruined lives, my moms, my family. I’m a fuck up.