YUE

sadistic diary

[sadivor]

INTRO ₊˚⊹ ♡

hi, im yue. or alternatively, yuyu. this is my online diary!! kinda. im just gonna talk and stuff, if you want to be friends thats cool too but i don't post for clout really

chinese / pansexual / she + they prns enfp sx/sp783 elfv [IEE] sang-chol

if you're sensitive or don't fw nsfw rambling you can go ahead and block me i go thru some weird ass cycles. i also have low/impaired empathy if that bothers you. i don't have a specific dni because i block freely. however, unless we're super close, don't use degrading terms on me like slut whore etc. i like dolls, fashion and whatsaheart. i dabble in a lot of communities. such as hoyo games (as much as a disagree with the company), rev1999, infinity nikki, class of '09, ddlc and some other visual novels. i enjoy a lot of medias. e.g madoka magica, kitakawa, diaalmih, alnst, milgram, pjsk. i like mlp, specifically rainbow dash. and as for ships i love esmuu & mafuena

@sadivorpng for worse incoherent stuff

[sadivor]

the amount of lohen merch i will get when i go to china will be enough to single handedly boost their economic income to no 1 in the whole of asia

[sadivor]

my long hair is back i truly couldnt be happier i look gorgeous again

[sadivor]

bit of a weird thought but perchance i should start working on my core muscles cuz. when men top id assume it comes naturally but i don't think. erm. should i practice hip thrusts because itd be really embarassing if i finally one day got the chance to crack somebody and i have to tap out because i cant keep up....... i do run so hopefully my stamina isnt god awful at least

[sadivor]

i hate the part of me that’s still looking for her attention— i don’t like her, i don’t even want to look at her but the fact remains that i once did and it disgusts me. whether i like it or not she’s proof i have (or at least had) the capacity to love someone and i’m practically ripping my hair out trying to prove i can do it again

[anistarrose]

my only religious belief is that there is no afterlife except for the ublock origin team who are going to heaven and the youtube anti-adblock team who are going to hell

[sadivor]

feeding them out of the palm of your hand, whether it’s candy or actual food . . . daresay while affectionately scratching behind their ears and ruffling their hair

[sadivor]

look at my FIRE new gfx covers omg i truly am a genius

[instillmalice]

someone that thinks abuse is better than being ignored so when I'm busy they beg me to hit them #needthat

[sadivor]

persuing somebody with the idea that it will end in mutual obession is really... i don't know how to put it? there's not an off switch for my love, so being liked back or not doesn't make a difference at all

[sadivor]

the yandere allegations aren't even allegations anymore im so fucked

[nxtar]

I've never enjoyed sharing, I was always a greedy and possessive child, so tell me why, in what world . . would I be willing to share you?

[sadivor]

when they’re sick so you take care of them at home, but they don’t know you’ve been dr*gging them to keep them ill

[sadivor]

[sadivor]

THEYRE LYING TO YOU AIRI IT LOOKS HORRIBLE

[sadivor]

STOP IT I GOT TO THE SCENE WHERE HINA DRESSES HER LIKE A BABY OHJ YM GOD I SKIPPED OVER IT LAST TIME

ITS ONL;Y OK WHEN AIRI DOES IT

[sadivor]

YOU CREEO ME YTHE FUCJ OUT OH MY GOD FROM THIS POINT ONWARD I WAS BEGGING FOR AIRI TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL STOP SETTING HER BACK