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@sadlysoulz

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le-insomni-e

Do you ever get mad at yourself because you are you

konoko

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* the sexual tension between me and jumping off a roof *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

konoko

pretty-ichor

dont know how many ways i can put it without being repetitive. i just want to kill myself man. and i dont want to be told "it gets better" because that's not a fact and from my own experience, it gets worse. so much worse. im finding it very hard to stay alive tonight. my lungs hurt from all the fucking cigarettes i smoked today. i feel nauseatingly anxious all the time. constantly on the verge of a panic attack. im exhaused, i cant rest, and the time i spend awake is wasted away in my room. i do sleep, yet im always tired. my family, will never see me as my true self. i hate my body. i hate my mind. i hate that everything about me is wrong.

but people care about me yknow :) so i cant die. not yet. but god, ill never be happy alive and i know it. dont lead me on with false hope. there is no "better"

cripples-r-us

Chronic illness culture is slowly running out of comfortable positions till the act of lying down is just as torturous as being out of bed.

bpdsoftie

hey its me, your local burden,

imalreadyadeadbitch

I’m trying so fucking hard and no one sees that. I’m trying so fucking hard to stay alive but my breathing is getting shallow and my heart is beating slower and if I don’t wake up tomorrow just fucking forget about me.

konoko

sadlysoulz

yeah

thoradvice

to everyone who's lost a mom, has suffered abuse from their mom, has no or a strained relationship to their mom, is struggling to concieve, or anything else that makes today hard, i see you. you have every right to take today for yourself. you have no obligation to call your mom or do anything for her, if she hasn't earned it. sending everyone struggling today so much love.

sadlysoulz

Thank you.