seeing how this feels

23 || they/them || examining rubble

[ayesopod]

something terrible. echoes of past intrusions. barely discernible

[str-ngeloop]

you will struggle to say the unsayable thing for five years straight. and then it will suddenly become easy on a Wednesday morning

[vexheart]

This

[safeblueroom]

objectively it is helpful to discover things that can be triggers for my ptsd. living it, however, is exhausting and maddening.

[safeblueroom]

I hate you for being something I am afraid of when I try to imagine good times. What if I remember? What if I am in this wonderful, beautiful place, and I remember how you hurt me? What if my remembering hurts or scares someone I love?

[flutterbvnny]

daily affirmation i do NOT have a secret disgusting evil hidden within me that will some day make its way out

[erotomanicpixiedreamgirl]

how to be gentle with yourself when you have the curse

[safeblueroom]

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

some awful drawings i made recently LOL

[neenarchive]

me: you literally have a disorder. this is symptoms

me: no perhaps my soul is rotten

[weepingwiddow]

[moldavite]

sometimes i have a thought so mentally ill i can feel it fizzle in my skull

[sighcomics]

[w9llis]

tell me what hurts so i can do it more

[juney-blues]

oh huh! it turns out there's a difference between "growing up" and "waiting around so long you're not technically a child anymore"

[julykings]

i would like to hold on to everything

[hello-friends9500]

Thinking about the moment in my past when I realized something was not right.