bea

online diary . love everyone 🇻🇦✝️

[saintfrimousse]

hi, im bea. i talk about everything i want...to nobody in particular. all about love. i have too many thoughts to keep to myself

[saintfrimousse]

God bless those in that horrific helicopter accident. What a nightmare and I feel for them

[saintfrimousse]

my friends think i am in love with this boy because i'm so worried about him. i'm not, he's just on my mind all the time because i pity him so much, and his family

i hope to see him ok so soon. he should recieve my card around now, i dont remember what i wrote. i hope he will translate it, or someone will do it for him

its seriously so horrid everytime i think more deeply i feel so bad even though we havent exchanged proper words. i am about to cry because its so sad

[saintfrimousse]

please pray for my classmate, he's been gone for a month in the hospital after a car accident and exams are soon and he still is not back. i just hope he heals quickly and nothing bad happens to his grades as well for an unfortunate tragedy that was not his fault

[saintfrimousse]

im grateful the things that upset me this week are not as detrimental as the things that upset me last week. im ok.

[saintfrimousse]

sometimes i just want to feel seen. i dont think anyone sees me. but i pretend they do so i dont feel like a loser

[saintfrimousse]

boys have liked me but they're usually guys with asian fetishes, and just not my type. ive never had a normal guy like me though only creeps. i stalked a guys reposts after finding out he had a crush kn me, it was all abgs and ... ??? wwii germany worship

i deserve a boyfriend who is Normal

[saintfrimousse]

i deserve a boyfriend. and im getting rid of my bangs. im gonna be insta famous

[cherriesofall]

[saintfrimousse]

what i aspire to be

[saintfrimousse]

I had a very insane religious experience today .........Oh my goodness

[saintfrimousse]

i wanna be a journalist so bad but im yearning for a dying job

[saintfrimousse]

i hope guys like stupid girls too. im really occupied with the thought of a boyfriend now. i guess since my birthdays coming up and i feel behind

[saintfrimousse]

some people need to take hints that i want them to go away

[saintfrimousse]

something special to me is how a guy's voice changes to something higher or maybe a softer tone when he talks to a girl he loves. i cant wait to experience that

[roryslaces]

Im so awkward everywhere I go it’s ridiculous

[katieron]

[saintfrimousse]

getting my bf before school ends this year. already know