Be Still

LDS, SSA, female. Trying to look to God through temptation. H-OCD. I can’t like or follow because this is a side blog.

[takeheartdaughter]

[saintlatterday]

Just be mean to me. Just soothe me of my anger, tell me I’m stupid and I can’t do anything right and I can’t even be angry correctly. Just take it out on me. Please.

[saintlatterday]

I don’t want to sleep, I just want to keep on loving you

[saintlatterday]

Honestly, I don’t know what side I’m on anymore. Temptation/sin or love/a blessing? I just know that this all hurts like Hell and I’m trying my hardest to do what I think is right. I’m always open to other opinions on both sides. I’m always open to change my mind. I’m just scared, to be honest. I’m scared of these emotions and I’m scared of this secret I’m hiding from the church.

[saintlatterday]

i pray to God to stop these thoughts

[my--darling--dear]

Can we not shame anons for being on anon when they confess they struggle with a sin and need help, or ask a question and are embarrassed/have anxiety?

Thanks.

[cullenedward]

soft asks:

cherry - what is your sexuality?

lollipop - favorite makeup products?

daydreams - if you could be anything or anyone, who would you be?

october - what month were you born in?

caress - do you like to snuggle?

ivory - describe your pajamas?

golden - favorite stationary product?

freckles - most-worn article of clothing?

twilight - best friend?

silk - do you like k-pop?

poppy - favorite pastel color?

dimples - most attractive features of a person’s face?

sunkissed - autumn or spring?

buttery - favorite snack?

whisper - how much sleep do you get?

pencil - do you own a journal?

cupcake - are you a good cook?

honey - favorite term of endearment?

clouds - describe one of your favorite dreams?

velvet - who was your first crush?

paper - favorite children’s book?

peaches - do you have a skincare routine?

mochi - favorite studio ghibli film?

backyard - did you ever have an imaginary friend?

strawberry - favorite fruit?

kiss - have you ever kissed a friend?,

nightlight - do you read before bed?

shampoo - favorite scent?

skin - what distant relative are you closest to?

aphrodite - favorite actress/actor?

cuddles - do you have any pets?

lace - if you own any dresses, which is your favorite?

sheets - sanrio or san-x characters?

cream - frozen yogurt flavor?

watermelon - do films ever make you cry?

sapphos - favorite poet?

plush - how many stuffed animals do you still own?

roses - what flower do you find most beautiful?

sweetheart - favorite mug/cup?

sunset - what are your pronouns?

[saintlatterday]

They said beware, Lord hear my prayer

I've wasted my throes on your head

So can we be friends sweetly

Before the mystery ends?

I love you more than the world can contain

In its lonely and ramshackle head

There's only a shadow of me, in a manner of speaking I'm dead

[just-eve-things]

“Don’t dig up in doubt what you planted in faith.”

— Elisabeth Elliot

[hisgraceandmercy-deactivated202]

“For the Lord will be merciful unto all who call on his name.”

—

Alma 9:17

[upliftourday]

[saintlatterday]

Turning off my feelings can be hard, but I have to remember they’re not feelings- they’re temptations.

[calamity-blossom]

Creator unknown

[in-love-suggestions]

Your smile is sweeter than honey

[artimies6]

side B christian discord!!

hey tumblr nerds, if you’re a Christian with same-sex attraction, you believe it’s unbiblical, and you want some help turning that struggle over to the Lord, we’ve got a discord server for you!

myself and @gods-little-punk are currently moderating this support group server and we’re excited to help you grow in your faith!! we’ve both struggled with this particular temptation and we’d love to have you join us for some fellowship and scripture study! currently we’re planning on doing focused Bible studies on occasion, when there’s a need, desire, or opportunity for it, so bring your open hearts and open Bibles and we’ll all reach into His Word together!

Due to the risk of trolls causing trouble, I’m not going to put an invite link in this post - please message myself or @gods-little-punk for a temporary invite. As time progresses, other people will probably be able to give you links as well, especially if the volume of people asking gets high. when that comes around, i’ll edit this post with their names.

on that note, please understand - this is a support group, not a debate club. we’re looking to help people who hold a narrow view of biblical marriage become more informed and build a community of believers who can support one another. we’re not overly strict about other doctrinal issues, but rest assured we’re not going to host debates as to whether Jesus was the Christ or other obviously heretical things, for instance.

If you’re not dealing with this particular difficulty but still want to reach people who do, feel free to pass this invitation on to your followers.

[saintlatterday]

Rainy day for a girl with her head in the clouds

[saintlatterday]

Well, I suppose a friend is a friend, and we all know how this will end