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#SAINTLYIAGO โ INDEPENDENT INTERPRETATION OF SANTIAGO WINDSOR, OF AMC'S IWTV. PRIMARILY TELEVISION BASED. PRIVATE, MUTUALS ONLY. WRITTEN BY ARIES, THEY/THEM, 21+. EXPECT CANON - TYPICAL VIOLENCE & NSFW CONTENT. LOW ACTIVITY. MOBILE FRIENDLY RULES UNDER CUT.
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hi idk if anyone is still here BUT i'm coming back to nathan if anyone is interested :)
@delineaten: i am no one, i am his servant.
โ am i to feel sorry for you? โ the younger's met with a lilting gaze, shifting from furrowed brow to tense amusement. he remembers the same pull of a collar around his throat โ a nostalgic burn that's still sweet, even now. the bitter word of maitre dying in the recesses of mind as his gaze flickers away. jealousy's bite lingers only a pace behind.
he can smell armand on him. a flat hum emanates into the evening air, an unneeded breath held sequestered behind it. โ mm, no. โ envy and resentment continue to coil, as he barely stifles the impulsive need to roll eyes. fear lingers somewhere behind, quieter now than the long decades before; perhaps armand's previous companion is no longer in the picture. โ i'd wager a guess you're right where you want to be. โ
put your "on repeat" playlist on shuffle, list the first 10 songs and tag 10 people to do the same.
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perfect celebrity, lady gaga.
shadow of a man, lady gaga.
wet dream, snow wife.
busy woman, sabrina carpenter.
butterfly, marina.
lights, scissor sisters.
i want your love, the black moods.
satanized, ghost.
sports car, tate mcrae.
sin, nine inch nails.
Anne Rice, The Vampire Lestat
what kind of cannibalism are you?
epicurean cannibalism. eating human meat because it tastes good. you appreciate the finer things in life. you are an extrovert. why waste your life thinking about what might have been? you certainly won't. your biggest fear is to live a boring life. subconsciously, you harbor a deep sense of emptiness. you district yourself from this emptiness with extravagant behavior, risk-taking, and pleasure-seeking. you may have a gambling problem, binge eating problem, or substance abuse issues. you are also impatient.
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BEN DANIELS as SANTIAGO Interview with the Vampire | S02E02 "Do You Know What It Means to Be Loved by Death"
alias: aries age: 24 zodiac: aries (who would've thought...) height: like 5'4 hobbies: video games, reading, listening to music, sometimes writing i guess, hanging out with my gf favorite colour: i love black...and pink... and blue... :) favorite books: a single man by christopher isherwood or the vampire lestat by you know who last song: satanized by ghost <3 last movie: twilight lol recent read: currently still reading queen of the damned :/ fun fact: i'm on airbuds more than is probably healthy or normal. i love seeing what my friends are listening to <3
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(ย dialogueย promptsย takenย fromย nosferatuย (2024),ย directedย byย robertย eggers.ย feelย freeย toย editย andย changeย asย youย seemย fit.ย )ย
โ come to me. โ
โ a guardian angel. a spirit of comfort. spirit of any celestial sphere. anything. hear my call. โ
โ you wakened me from an eternity of darkness. โ
โ you are not for the living. you are not for human kind. โ
โ and shall you be one with me ever-eternally? โ
โ come here. thereโs nothing to be afraid of. โ
โ i wish i could stay, my love. โ
โ why have you killed these beautiful flowers? โ
โ i must tell you my dream. โ
โ iโd never been so happy as that momentโฆ as i held hands with death. โ
โ i wish you to have all you deserve. โ
โ you mustnโt leave. i love you too much. โ
โ i will stay with you until you are fast asleep. โ
โ uh, forgive me. i only wish to stay one night. โ
โ by godโs name, never speak of that castle. โ
โ i banish you, i banish you with garlic. โ
โ beware of his shadow. โ
โ the shadow covers you in a nightmare. โ
โ you are late. the midnight hour has passed. โ
โ i wish you to do as i request. โ
โ i will be addressed as the honor of my blood demands it.โ
โ speak not of it again! โ
โ take heed what you do. โ
โ i might ease your wound. โ
โ come by the fire. โ
โ your face shows you unwell. โ
โ do you ever feel at times as if you were notโฆ as if you were not a person? โ
โ look at the sky. look at the sea. does it never call to you, urge you? โ
โ you are fortunate in your love. โ
โ now are we neighbors. โ
โ it is late. you must wish to retire. โ
โ i have been enduring the most irregular dreams. i fear i am taken ill. โ
โ it is a black omen to journey in poor health. you will remain and well rest yourself. โ
โ dream of me. only me. โ
โ oh, heโs coming to me. โ
โ i cannot resist you, my love. โ
โ i am no one. i am his servant. โ
โ look, this is a pretty one. his lordship likes the pretty onesโฆ โ
โ you are lost in his shadow. โ
โ soon i will no longer be a shadow to you. โ
โ soon our flesh shall embrace and we shall be as one. โ
โ i have not failed your lordship! โ
โ embrace me, my boy. i am so rejoiced to see you. โ
โ my dear creature, yes, i am he, and i am hither come to help you. โ
โ my dreams grow darker. โ
โ does evil come from within us or from beyond? โ
โ i shall persist to join you every nightโฆ first in sleep, then in your arms. โ
โ everything will be mixed with abomination, and youโll be knee-deep in blood. โ
โ you are promised to me! โ
โ i will end this plague. this devil. โ
โ he hasnโt found you. โ
โ i feared iโd never see you again. โ
โ you shall crave of me nothing. โ
โ the bells of dawn shall toll in despair of my coming. and i shall taste of you. โ
โ pray, forgive me for all the troubles i have caused you. โ
โ i am only glad you have become yourself again. โ
โ may iโฆ stay with you tonight? โ
โ this creature is a force more powerful than evil. it is death itself. โ
โ i have seen things in this world that wouldโve made isaac newton crawl back into his motherโs womb. โ
โ i have wrestled with the devil as jacob wrestled the angel in peniel. โ
โ if we are to tame darkness, we must first face that it exists. โ
โ i have felt you crawling like a serpent in my body. โ
โ love is inferior to you. โ
โ i told you, you are not of humankind. โ
โ i am an appetite. nothing more. โ
โ i lay within the darkest pit. till you did wake me, enchantress, and stirred me from my grave. โ
โ you are my affliction. โ
โ i care nothing of your afflictions. โ
โ yet even now we are fated. โ
โ your passion is bound to me. โ
โ you cannot love. โ
โ yet i cannot be sated without you. โ
โ remember how once we were? โ
โ i abhor you. โ
โ i will leave you three nights. tonight was the first. โ
โ tonight you denied yourself, and thereby, you suffer me to vanish up the lives of those you love. โ
โ you revel in my torture. โ
โ upon the third night, you will submit, or he you call your husband shall perish by my hand. โ
โ till you bid me come shall you watch the world become as naught. โ
โ tell me, what is this insufferable darkness? โ
โ nothing you can say will shake me, for there is a devil in this world, and i have met him. โ
โ iโve brought this evil upon us. โ
โ i sought company. i soughtโฆ tenderness, and i called out. โ
โ at first, it was sweet. i had never known such bliss. yet it turned to torture. โ
โ it was you that gave me the courage to be free of my shame. โ
โ he took me as his lover then, and now he has come back. โ
โ all my sleeping thoughts are of him every night. โ
โ donโt touch me! i am not to be touched. โ
โ iโll be good. i promise. โ
โ you could never please me as he could. โ
โ yes! take me! โ
โ kiss me. kiss my heart. โ
โ let him see. let him see our love. โ
โ without you, i will become a demon. โ
โ youโre safe with me. โ
โ keep away from me. i am unclean. โ
โ he will murder you if i do not go to him. โ
โ kill him i will. he shall never harm you again. โ
โ i can weep no longer, for i have no more tears to shed. โ
โ the grim reaper wields his heavy scythe with every change of wind. โ
โ the monster left you to the wolves, yet you prevailed. โ
โ his pull to me is so powerful, so terrible, yet my spirit cannot be evil as his. โ
โ we must know evil to be able to destroy it. โ
โ you are our salvation. โ
โ i bid you, come to me. โ
โ your oath re-pledged. so too shall be our flesh. you are mine. โ
@lamourstre: perhaps that's what unhappiness is: comprehension.
cornered as prey, the low lights of the bar not enough to disguise the way green eyes flicker to the nearest exit, while mind pries into the other's, searching for his companion lingering somewhere, anywhere in armand's shadow. he had felt the other before seeing him โ a sickly sensation crawling up the backside of spine, working into the sinews of pale flesh. heartbeat's a nervous tremor beneath collar that he keeps tugging a little higher, the flashes of a theatre up in flames flickering within mind's eye.
โ don't be so maudlin. โ spoken quietly, sparing the eye roll he so desperately wants to give. arms cross: an effort to make himself smaller, as though somehow he'll be less noticeable. armand's gaze bears through him like rays of sun, burning him to the bone. โ there's no need to do this. you haven't forgotten how to pretend after all these years, have you? โ a beat and a thick swallow. โ we can go our separate ways. โ
โโฆI desire the things which will destroy me in the endโฆโ
โ Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath
DRACULA 1931 | Tod Browning
Interview with the Vampire No Pain
Did you fucking sneeze at the end? It's hay season!
WHAT'S PECULIAR ABOUT YOUR SOUL?
your soul is... volatile. there is a deep, painful energy harbored within this soul. at its very core festers malice, and a deeply rooted pain that craves nothing more but to inflict itself onto everything around it. special care has been given to it โ to stop examiners from coming into any harm should they draw too near to it. you coil like a serpent, awaiting a moment to strike. to claim your revenge. it never comes.
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armand doesn't satisfy his need ( any of them. ) , and stares past him. your disobedience is grating, young one.. he whispers into his mind, the link solidifying as it had many times before. his clothes are ruffled, unlike the crisp and put together fashion he was often privy to โ louis, long gone, despite the wounds on his neck telling it had not been that long ago..
" you must be hard of hearing , suddenly, because what else could explain such profound disrespect , that of what you have been displaying. young, yet too old for such behavior. meandering of sam's play ? let's discuss that. " he rises, malice swimming cold in honeyed irises. " I grow weary of this.. " he scales santiago head to toe, landing on his eyes. " .. tired, malaise of a monologue you moan in my direction. "
โ oh, i heard you just fine, maitre. โ playing the part of the dutiful submissive, he dons faux humility. but there's still a smile curling lips, and arms remain crossed against chest: a silent yet steadfast refusal to bend under the other's will. vague satisfaction warms within, reveling in the sourness of armand's tone. it keeps spine straight, posture even, even as his coven master demands otherwise.
eyes linger upon the marks on armand's neck, the disheveled state of his clothes not going amiss. it's a greedy gaze, crawling over armand from top to bottom. hunger a beat behind the loathing. his head tilts, as mouth takes on a humorless quirk โ his own bitter wounds on full display. โ has your. . . companion gone? โ the word falls from lips with scalding contempt, hardly disguised. โ one would think you'd be in a better mood, with marks like those on display. โ
HOW DO YOU NEED TO BE TOUCHED?
fervently. you crave a hug that cracks your ribs... the feeling of your wandering soul being crushed back into the bones that can't seem to hold it. you need a hand gripping yours so tightly you almost fear it may leave a bruise. a reminder that you are here, and you are not alone.
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