The only way out is in.

My name is Tabby. This is my area to write or post whatever the hell I'm thinking about. No one said you had to look at it though, so continue at your own risk.

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Nothing like a few bubbles

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Easter with toddlers <3 nothing better

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A rant.

If you were a father... Most days I am perfectly happy to have you stay out of our son's life. Then something happens. A trigger of sorts. If you were a father. You are a father. Well let me take that back. You had the chance to be a father. Then things got hard and you left. I have you every chance to be in your son's life, but you would rather draw and live your life without consequences. I get it, there are days I'd love to walk away and never look back. I don't. You did. If you were a father your son would know you loved him. If you were a father he wouldn't have a blacked out birth certificate. Because you are not a father in any sense of the word other than DNA I have several approaches planned for when he starts asking questions. I will reassure MY son that it's your loss. I will wipe his tears and gladly accept the Father's Day arts and crafts he will make in school. I will teach him to ride a bike and hunt and fish and be a man because he is my baby. If you were a father you would be good favorite person. His hero. But you're not. It was hard. Hell it IS hard. Men are biologically stronger than women? I call bull. It's still hard but I'm still here. Where are you "daddy"? If you were a father I wouldn't have to wonder. But you couldn't be farther from a father. You're gone. But I'm not sad because at least this way I know that someday my son will be a father. And his kids will know their daddy loves them.

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Mom of three. Nothing will stop me from being there for my babies.

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Lovely day

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Sometimes your life has to get really dark so you can realize how brightly you shine.

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My favorite guy

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I just want to feel like I'm important enough to deserve a surprise. Just once.

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My brother killed himself on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year and I missed four days of work and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’. My brother he was always a fan of beauty but what he did was not beautiful at all. And last week I got the news that one of my good friends from high school had overdosed (again) except this time she’d gone too far and now she was gone. And I had a hard time falling asleep at night and her mother hugged me tight and thanked me for coming to the service but I did not want to be there at all. This is not beautiful. The girl down the street would’ve turned 21 last year and I can scarcely imagine the wild times she would’ve (should’ve) had. But she is buried six feet deep after falling nearly 300 and she did not leave a note. This is not beautiful. My freshman year of college and my roommate was beautiful and how I wanted to be just like her. But she wore herself down till she was almost invisible and if you blinked you had to go and find her all over again. So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition but are paying her hospital bills watching their daughter crumble. This is not beautiful. So y’all can take your narcissistic romanticizing and glamorizing of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide and shove them as far up your ass as you possibly can. Starvation is not beautiful. Killing yourself is not beautiful. Sadness is not beautiful. This note I am writing is not beautiful. But you you are beautiful and it’s about damn time you start believing it.

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Suggestions

So I want to see if this will work. I want my followers to suggest an outfit for me to wear to Daytona for the race. Repost with a suggested mtf friendly outfit and I will pick one and wear it and post pictures for all. Hope this gets interesting. Deadline is July 3rd. Happy posting :)

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My 1951 Model 44 Revere Double 8 Motion Picture Camera and some vintage Coca-Cola bottles

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Can you all repost? I’m proud of my vintage camera collection and this picture is my favorite. Repost all over tumblr if you can. I’ll put up more of my collection later :)

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(via Help! I have nothing to wear! / Outfits, fashion, photos / stylizacje, moda)

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That's gonna be my girlfriend some day

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A few nice selfies from my old tumblr thought I’d put them up :)

Yes your allowed to REBLOG (please REBLOG, I’d love you forever x)

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I could always use more love and support in my life. Challenge accepted.

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Very pretty :3

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Just some thoughts

My girlfriend is the father of my children. I am super lucky in this respect because even after transition no one can take away her rights. It makes me sad though that some women don't get this option. Mothers or fathers all children need parents and who says it's right for some judge with no stakes in their lives to decide what's best for them. Our children will have two moms and they will be some of the most loved children out there. What does it matter to you?

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My girlfriend is beautiful

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My beautiful daughter