also this is important so i put it above my actual intro , but hey . . . i take DVD requests . . . especially for the hardy show . . . please ask me to send you / upload stuff from my collection sighhh my whole reason for collecting this stuff is so other people can get it and to get it out of the hands of greedy ass gatekeepers . . .
💬 0 🔁 0 ❤️ 0 · HARDY SHOW DVD REQUESTS ! · as i have said many , many times on my page , i have a llloooott of wrestling DVDs , almost all
N A M E - slater
P R O N O U N S - he / him
D N I - hardy boyz haters , pro - censorship people
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also guys very random post but i think i ’ ve collected such a beautiful community of people on here oh my gosh ☹️ i ’ m so grateful for all of you , and you ’ re all always so very kind and always have something fun to say that makes my day 100x better ! !
i remember initially being really really nervous to start this blog because of the stuff i wanted to post ( as well as me just being a shy person online when it comes to sharing things that really mean a lot to me ) , but i love each and every single one of you to death oh my gosh :( i couldn ’ t have asked for a better little circle of mutuals and friends and followers ILY ALL ! ! ! ! SOOOO MUCH ! ! !
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sometimes i post my f/o or nf/o or whatever you ’ d call him on this blog , but then i get nervous and delete it a little while afterwards because not a lot of my mutuals are selfshippers ( that i know of ) and i get shy talking about that stuff to people who don’t selfship 😓😓 like i would gladly dm people about it if i think i would be cool with them knowing and if they were curious n asked about it first , but once it gets more public i ’ m like i don ’ t knoowwwuughhh
i made a selfship blog to post on too but IM TOO NERVY TO GO ON THERE . . . i ‘ ll put stuff on there eventually . . . . .
sorry i need to reblog-inception oomf replying to my other post because this is actually THE funniest thing i ’ ve seen all day oh my god 😭😭
i ’ ll probably post about him on my blog i made a little while ago for selfshipping n stuff just because i think if i post about him tooooo muucchhh on THIS blog , i may get recognized by the people on tiktok who know me for posting about selfshipping with my guy on that platform . . . and i ’ m like . . . . too normal on that account to risk that
BUT ! ! ! IF ANY MUTUALS WANT TO KNOW MY SELFSHIP BLOG ON HERE ! ! I AM MORE THAN HAPPY TO ANSWER IF ANY OF YOU DM AND ASK
sometimes i post my f/o or nf/o or whatever you ’ d call him on this blog , but then i get nervous and delete it a little while afterwards because not a lot of my mutuals are selfshippers ( that i know of ) and i get shy talking about that stuff to people who don’t selfship 😓😓 like i would gladly dm people about it if i think i would be cool with them knowing and if they were curious n asked about it first , but once it gets more public i ’ m like i don ’ t knoowwwuughhh
i made a selfship blog to post on too but IM TOO NERVY TO GO ON THERE . . . i ‘ ll put stuff on there eventually . . . . .
hardys hyperfixation is coming back i think so i just remembered that one clip where jeff was on a motorcyle with matt & lita watching and matt’s like “he’s completely and utterly insane” IJBOL BYE
ok , there is a LOT to unpack here . this was actually a much longer segment that you can watch if you click the link under the split of this post and skip ahead until you see the segment , but i had to cut a lot our just for the sake of conserving time .
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some of my favorite moments ( + commentary on most of them ) - whole lot of talking below here because i loveee analyzing content like this when it comes to the hardys aghhh :
jeff starting off by saying he can ' t do this on his own , wanting matt to be by his side instead of separate and broken . very codependent aww
matt immediately following up by shifting the blame onto jeff , saying it ' s his fault that the hardys aren ' t a team anymore . i ' m getting a lot of " matt is trying his best to manipulate or guilt trip jeff " kinda thoughts from this , especially since he ' s forcing jeff to pick between changing himself to stay with matt vs staying the same but leaving matt ' s side
jeff looking for reassurance CONSTANTLY from matt . matt gives him a small amount of praise , still degrading him by calling him a mule and making it clear that jeff ' s efforts aren ' t up to his standards at all .
that reaaalllyyy gets jeff hopped up . he starts hurting anyone else in the ring with the two of them , yelling at matt as he does so in an attempt to get his attention and his approval .
" oh , so i dont have passion ? i don ' t have that fire anymore , right ? you wanna see PASSION , you wanna see FIRE ? ? ? " " WAS THAT GOOD MATT ? ? " " HOW ' S THAT FOR PASSION ? ( repeated multiple times ) " - all said by jeff . what a brat oh my god
matt kind of just smiling and laughing as jeff loses his mind all because of him , not making any efforts to stop him .
MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE : " it doesn ' t matter anymore . was that good for ya ? are ya PROUD OF ME big brother ? ? " said by jeff after he TAKES OUT THE ENTIRE RING OF PEOPLE . JUST TO IMPRESS MATT . also him calling matt big brother while matt is clearly broken and not thinking right , almost as if to try and remind him . . . omgmghdgd it does stuff to me 😵💫😵💫
jeff puts al snow through a table , but is that enough to satisfy himself , even if matt appears pretty happy with it ? nope . he puts HIMSELF through the table next - JEFF WAS WILLING TO HURT SEVERAL OTHER PEOPLE AS WELL AS HIMMSELLFF JUST TO APPEASE MATT . IM GONNA BE SICK .
" the only person in the world who punishes me . . is me " yup , jeff is a brat , basically confirmed
matt getting all up in jeffs face at the end after jeff becomes broken , happy that he is actively making his little brother fall into a worse state than he entered the ring in 😵💫
also worth mentioning , the commentators saying " jeff was at his breaking point , and matt hardy is loving it " as well as " this might be exactly what matt hardy was trying to do " . broken matt is one manipulative son of a bitch , and it ' s so clear that his intention was to harm jeff as much as possible just to keep him together with him <3
little sidenote . . . under no circumstances should you be making this face while watching your own brother . it 100% looks like he ' s aroused or getting off to watching jeff do so much destruction to himself and the people around him just because it was what he demanded from him nngghfh
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here ' s the dailymotion link for the footage ! you have to skip a bit , but its around like ? maybe 40ish minutes in ?
"I don't like this thing so I'm gonna steer clear of it" -> totally fine, respectable, a normal response
"you should never write/draw this thing bcuz i find it disgusting/wrong and don't want to see it and you're a weirdo loser if you do" -> fuck you, piss off, who died and made you god of fiction
Thank you to the authors who write trauma that's uncomfortable to read because trauma is disturbing and not meant to always be a comfortable conversation
