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dreamer

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kau, kelana tak berakhir

kupanggil lagi Sang Angin kulangitkan untaian doa dan harapan kudengarkan Alam yang nyanyiannya sunyi kurasa, ada jiwamu di sana

kuberi tahumu Langit itu tak bertiang kau terdengar dekat namun tiada hadir kau terlihat hangat namun tiada api kau biarkan aku termangu semalaman kurasa gejolaknya tak kunjung usai

kelak, pagi kan datang kembali aku menitip pesan kembali sudah puisiku, tak ada urusan kasihnya rumpang  kisahnya rampung

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dengarkan aku

wahai sang angin penyampai pesan pesan kasihku yang tiada sampai pesan rinduku yang tiada kembali

dengarkan,  sekarang haluannya bergeser kali ini aku lah penerima belaianmu sekarang biarkan angin-Mu yang datang membelaimu Dia menjagamu utuh Dia melembutkan gerakmu Dia membukakan jendela kamarku

pesan kasihku memang tiada sampai pesan rinduku tiada kembali kukira aku yang tak waras, namun aku tak kurang bahasa atau rasa aku tak kurang pena aku tak kurang kompas rupanya, aku kurang menangkap isyarat langit

dan pada saat itu aku meminta-Nya wahai sang bulan milik Allah' bisakah kau sinari aku dengan lembutnya cahayamu wahai sang awan bisakah kau teduhkan aku di tengah terik wahai sang kilat bisakah kau sadarkan aku wahai sang bintang bisakah kau tunjukkan ujung perjalanan padaku 

dan aku kembali pada sang angin kusapanya dengan halus wahai sang angin penyampai pesan terus sampaikanlah pesanku teruslah dengarkan aku

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Pulang

aku bertaburan menjadi debu jatuh tak di sini, jatuh tak di sana ku jatuh ke dalam tanah, udara, hujan, dan angin aku sudah tak bernama sudah tak bisa kau panggil jiwaku ke dalam dekapmu lagi sudah hilang rasa yang dulu pernah berbentuk yang dulu pernah kau lihat satu hari kau mengingatku dengan jelas satu hari kau melupakanku seutuhnya

tenanglah, wahai penjaga Bumi ini luas, ia akan memeliharamu dengan kasih-Nya tidak sepertinya yang tinggal tidak sepertinya yang sayang mau kutunjukan seperti apa? tanah akan membuatmu terlelap tanpa beban darinya bunga bermekaran dan kehidupan bermula udara hadir tanpa noda meringankan nafasmu hujan turun menghapus luka dan tangis dan angin, ia akan membelai rambutmu dengan lembut

begitulah aku tanpa kau tahu, kulakukan semuanya aku tinggal, aku sayang

sekarang puisi ku sudah lengkap kau yang di sana, dengarlah permintaanku untuk terakhir kali jika kau sayang, maka tinggal lah jika kau datang, maka cepat lah

(namun) sekarang aku sudah tak bernama kau tinggal aku dengan teduh dan kau akan mengucap "sayang sekali, aku sayang sekali"

teruntuk tersayang, tenanglah dengarkan aku untuk terakhir kali namun siapa kita, menentukan ini terakhir kali?

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in Madina, I fell again

I love the moon, but

the moon doesn’t know

while it last, you’re the one I’d look

Oh the moon, oh the moon

crescent light wander 

star flicker, and I withdraw

Say your vow now

as I am the one flickering

and yours, lingering

Flying back and forth

and I (we) whispered this a lot

Assalamualaika ayyuhan nabiyyu warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

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Allah’s mercy has been pouring on me lately

then I, can breath with no worry read with no worry talk with no worry

oh Allah, The Almighty Lord grant me to be your forever abdi until I can see Your Face in your jannatul firdaus

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ku menitip pesan

kepada sang angin ciptaan Tuhan sampaikanlah cinta dan rindu ku padanya bantulah diri ini, jiwa ini, untuk berkata padanya

aku melepaskanmu, wahai cinta aku membebaskanmu maka, bebaskanlah aku juga kita akan bertemu lagi di masa yang tepat, di tempat yang tempat, dan  kita telah menjadi orang yang tepat, kau untuk aku, aku untuk kau, wahai cinta

sekarang waktunya untuk menggapai impian-impian impianku, impianmu, impian kita berdua bersama

persatukanlah kami kembali dalam balutan ridho cinta-Mu dari jiwa yang mencari jawaban di setiap tempat

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we're parting ground it's time to wave goodbye sound hope you will understand for you, why I fall

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we're going somewhere new without any clue of what will occur lets follow where it leads us to 

- sal

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Jika kata kata yang kamu maksudkan untuk dia, sekarang perlahan telah beralih ke orang lain

Bukankah itu lucu?? seperti kamu telah meramalkannya sejak dari lama

Seperti orang pertama adalah petunjuk untuk menuju ke orang kedua

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I promise myself no more miserable cry

and that starts now

-salia

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truly your smile is all I keep stare at

-salia

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the arrow was aligning us

salia

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constellation

at night we stare the star unconsciously side by side we mark it down to another part to notice the whole wide

the arrow was aligning us

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I started to doubt myself

That day when I started to doubt myself was when you ask me those different question at the same timing. Makes me trembled a bit, because it had me shocked over those words you said from the mouth of yours. Kinda hoping and daunting in the same time, but hope was in there, in your eyes’ socket. While other’s are empty somehow. It had me a bit nervous when I want to answer those question I supposed to answer.

And from that day I felt a bit uneasy though. How many second and minute I wasted in blaming myself. Because I felt that day was a fault, a mistake, a something I could never erase in my mind nor yours. I had many question left in my head, but got me stuck instead. So I moved forward but my mind – maybe my heart too – didn’t.

My life was a bit messed up and can’t be fixed somehow. I tried many and many times to tell myself that it was just a question, no matter how much you answered, you can’t reach what you want, because he wanted it that way. And it bothered me until the day I met her.

I told her all that matters to me, including you. I told every detail about it. She listened to me like no one is present. I felt so happy, because it made me feel that I survive one journey, there are another journey I had to go through it, I had to take down, and I had to win. There’s much more thing in this world you can achieve. My life might be a bit messed up right now, but don’t let what’s coming becomes messed up too. Let what’s coming becomes yours, truly yours, to be yourself, and show yourself to them, to the world. You can do it.

Some fires were lifting again after I think about it again. And it was really effective for me to go to the surface.

  The day after that, I told myself,  believe so, so you can stay strong,….. and move forward.

And myself changed ever since. I never be the same before, but a better version of myself.

 And if once again I started to doubt myself, I will try all things to get me back to the surface.

- salia malik

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maaf jika aku tak bisa terbuka padamu

maaf jika aku tak bisa berkata, hati kata

maaf jika aku hanya membalas senyum

maaf jika aku tak berkata

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I believe in free education, one that’s available to everyone; no matter their race, gender, age, wealth, etc… This masterpost was created for every knowledge hungry individual out there. I hope it will serve you well. Enjoy!

FREE ONLINE COURSES (here are listed websites that provide huge variety of courses)

Alison 

Coursera

FutureLearn

open2study

Khan Academy

edX

P2P U

Academic Earth

iversity

Stanford Online

MIT Open Courseware

Open Yale Courses

BBC Learning

OpenLearn

Carnegie Mellon University OLI

University of Reddit

Saylor

IDEAS, INSPIRATION & NEWS (websites which deliver educational content meant to entertain you and stimulate your brain)

TED

FORA

Big Think 

99u

BBC Future

Seriously Amazing

How Stuff Works

Discovery News

National Geographic

Science News

Popular Science

IFLScience

YouTube Edu

NewScientist

DIY & HOW-TO’S (Don’t know how to do that? Want to learn how to do it yourself? Here are some great websites.)

wikiHow

Wonder How To

instructables

eHow

Howcast

MAKE

Do it yourself

FREE TEXTBOOKS & E-BOOKS

OpenStax CNX

Open Textbooks

Bookboon

Textbook Revolution

E-books Directory

FullBooks

Books Should Be Free

Classic Reader

Read Print

Project Gutenberg

AudioBooks For Free

LibriVox

Poem Hunter

Bartleby

MIT Classics

Many Books

Open Textbooks BCcampus

Open Textbook Library

WikiBooks

SCIENTIFIC ARTICLES & JOURNALS

Directory of Open Access Journals

Scitable

PLOS

Wiley Open Access

Springer Open

Oxford Open

Elsevier Open Access

ArXiv

Open Access Library

LEARN:

1. LANGUAGES

Duolingo

BBC Languages

Learn A Language

101languages

Memrise

Livemocha

Foreign Services Institute

My Languages

Surface Languages

Lingualia

OmniGlot

OpenCulture’s Language links

2. COMPUTER SCIENCE & PROGRAMMING

Codecademy

Programmr

GA Dash

CodeHS

w3schools

Code Avengers

Codelearn

The Code Player

Code School

Code.org

Programming Motherf*?$%#

Bento

Bucky’s room

WiBit

Learn Code the Hard Way

Mozilla Developer Network

Microsoft Virtual Academy

3. YOGA & MEDITATION

Learning Yoga

Learn Meditation

Yome

Free Meditation

Online Meditation

Do Yoga With Me

Yoga Learning Center

4. PHOTOGRAPHY & FILMMAKING

Exposure Guide

The Bastards Book of Photography

Cambridge in Color

Best Photo Lessons

Photography Course

Production Now

nyvs

Learn About Film

Film School Online

5. DRAWING & PAINTING

Enliighten

Ctrl+Paint

ArtGraphica

Google Cultural Institute

Drawspace

DragoArt

WetCanvas

6. INSTRUMENTS & MUSIC THEORY

Music Theory

Teoria

Music Theory Videos

Furmanczyk Academy of Music

Dave Conservatoire

Petrucci Music Library

Justin Guitar

Guitar Lessons

Piano Lessons

Zebra Keys

Play Bass Now

7. OTHER UNCATEGORIZED SKILLS

Investopedia

The Chess Website

Chesscademy

Chess.com

Spreeder

ReadSpeeder

First Aid for Free

First Aid Web

NHS Choices

Wolfram Demonstrations Project

Please feel free to add more learning focused websites. 

*There are a lot more learning websites out there, but I picked the ones that are, as far as I’m aware, completely free and in my opinion the best/ most useful.

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IF THERE’S A WILL THERE’S A WAY!!

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:))))

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Story started I thought you were a family from afar I thought you were the one chosen for I thought you were part of me cheering me up when I don't want to live anymore I thought you were someone I can rely on . . . . . . . Stories end in a "But you weren't"