hi welcome to my brain im dead serious brace yourself here's a constantly updating guide book
this post is essentially an eli5dictionary of how my mind understands things so i hope it would help so it would be slightly less overwhelming
(not a promise tho i am constantly overwhelmed by it)
dictionary: a collection of accumulated knowledge (aka a wikidex) to be referred to, as an assistive tool for brain's better comprehension of LANGUAGE
language: human's MAIN currency for knowledge and information exchange. its variations using each human's unique living experience, its environment's natural and artificial (man-made) histories and more as its resources to generate a result. whether that result is desired/desirable or not
hyperfixation: ultra hyper focus, minimized room for distraction
noticing: paying close enough attention to pickup pre-existing details (can be physical or metaphysical or in both) that are OFTENLY MISSED
ignoring: CHOOSING not to acknowledge the existance of the matter, minimized room for curiosity
curiosity: wanting to better understand to comprehend the information picked up by noticing and CAN BE registered into the brain as resources to create something with
perspective: the resulted worldview and framework created by each human's unique combination of social conditions and their needs and desires - aka
empathy: the cabability to see things from different HUMAN perspectives AND UNDERSTAND it in order as to SYMPATHIZE with
capability: a skill you want to posess in order to employ; whether you want to employ that capability or not is up to you (except society makes it reallllllly hard to choose yourself because you won't be able to survive)
illusion of choice: manipulators and controllers's favorite convinceable magic trick
sympathizing = capability of understanding humans' persoectives AND the capability of emotion
simulate: artificially reproducing a human experience
overwhelmed: physically paralyzed by the brain, whether it's its capabilities of controlling the body or focusing enough to refine the understanding of an information and comprehend it
"overcooked" brain state (taken from a post of @quixoticanarchy to describe essentially the overthinking process of the brain that lead to overwhelming its capabilities to control the human body): you know how light refracts from being white light into a rainbow when passed through a medium like a glass prism. now if we reverse that, we have all the rainbow colors condensing into white. now we apply that analogy to the brain's constant coexistence of multiple thoughts in it. what if with enough amount of information input into the medium aka our brain creates that same paralyzing effect just to try and understand it
brain needs safe to relax. brain needs to convince body that it IS safe to relax. but to do that, brain needs to be convinced that it IS safe to relax.
when brain not safe, brain confused and scared and try to understand. but brain only has so much information given to work with, and its accessibility to information is constantly being restrictive with distractions, reminders, responsibilities and visual affirmations of its beliefs (why? because it's life and shit happens and things need to happen and it's human nature to try and fulfill both the wants bar and needs bar of both ourselves and the people we care about). so brain comes up with information that COULD BE RIGHT AND COULD BE WRONG and look for things to affirm that.
once brain is convinced, brain then try to make body convinced of what brain is convinced = reaction
because at the end of the day we are all just looking out for each other one way or another. some people prioritize looking out for themselves over looking out for others = greed
