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[mothman-truther]

dream on but don’t imagine they’ll all come true...

Vienna // Billy Joel

my favourite songs 2/???

[saltlampblues]

oook i followed 98 out of 552 people i was following on a new bloggg. i didnt follow anyone from irl but i really dont mind if irl people want to follow, just message to let me know if you want to stay mutuals, id just prefer it be people who actively want to since i have a few irl people ive been mutuals with for years without interacting from irl and thats kinda weird? but ill miss some of you and would appreciate if you wanted to stay tumblr friends :) ill send out messages to the people i followed tomorrow probably from this blog letting people know but i also identified myself in the new blog posts incase anyone sees before that. i want it to be 21+ but ill send out messages to the under 21s i follow here at some point as soon as i can manage with resources & you can always send me a message if there are any resources youre specifically seeking and think i can help out with. i care about you all! this is weird for me! this was my safe place for almost a decade. i suppose it still might be able to be! i certainly dont want to lose different tags ive kept over the years. i might try to download it to a harddrive then delete it but idk yet, i really dont think i regret anything on here but after learning some random person was going through it i think im ready to vibe elsewhere for a while. sending lots of love! <3 might come back to bury this in aesthetic pics at some point since i didnt follow all the aesthetic bloggers i do here and ill miss the perfectly curated hub of pictures that this became. love and peace xoxoxo

[saltlampblues]

one of the weirdest things about removing negative self talk while thinking in words elaborately is the weird stuf the internal monologues spout off. just now an out of context “it does start at ten o’clock” was followed by “i did watch thor 2”. i’m like, am i wired into someone else’s monologue sometimes? there’s a farmers market that i thought started at 11 tomorrow i wanted to go to and i guess i did(...?) see thor 2? i don’t remember really but like, maybe i’ve said before i never saw it but maybe i did? but all of that was unrelated and random while i was focused on writing a grocery list for not the farmers market. je ne sais pas

[yayoroses]

[annaxwilde-blog]

[saltlampblues]

also probably can’t sleep because i slept like 18 hours between a long nap and long sleep yesterday and i want what they had. this dream was capital B bonkers

there was also a high speed commuter train which i just realized i’ve dreamt of at least once if not twice before. it goes from far down below the city in an ivy pit to way up high to the highest hills and skyscrapers. i can see it so clearly that i’m confident i’ll get deja vu when i see it irl someday decades from now. i’m feeling less and less crazy every time i suggest that now. peer-reviewed scholarly journals who? this flesh runs on vibes. i’ve got enough academia in me to be overly confident in its fakeness now. baby field with your baby rules. weirdos

boots boots boots was a very special song which was a beautifully different regurgitation of space bootz by miley cyrus. we were in space and robot spaceship shoes were very important to the cast and plot

wish i knew wtf i meant by 77 79. passed back out for another 3 hours after writing this note

i think my inspiration, loosely, was fusion a la steven universe, but with giant mecha dinosaurs

[prsephonies-deactivated20200815]

wish there were some unseen omnipotent voice shouting “WARMER” or “COLDER” everytime i make a decision because i am pretty much flying blind here

[neoncrystallum]

girls just having tea

[satisfactiions]

[hannahkemp-deactivated20240409]

[buttersvelvethead]

[lizowskii-deactivated20171023]

true love is what you felt for that album you played for one month straight

[untrustyou]

Minami Smith

[recaption]

[saltlampblues]

:(

[katygreyeyes]

[coffeeforthemoon]