Disco Inferno

31. F. Upper Left USA. Call me Snix

[fuck-u-maga]

I just know this is how it's going to happen. And the GOP will distance themselves and say 'Oh gosh, we were so fooled, please believe us'

fuck them all

[saltxmachina]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI

I love you to the end of the world and back. Thank you babes 🖤😘

[saltxmachina]

Dear Diary,

I've had three customers in an hour and a half. I dream of a life with voluptuous limes and tolerable men with deep pockets

Universe, this week didn't have to be this way.

Was supposed to be a good week.

🖤 Snix

[newtypezaku]

Big mood

[saltxmachina]

Snaps from work.

Sobriety is going good. Apartment resigning coming up is a little stressful. My boss isnt down my back anymore cause I've been good. The heat is abating for a couple days. Austin and I have our road trip halfway planned. Life is chugging along slowly but surely.

[saltxmachina]

Life lately.

[saltxmachina]

When I was sad Nisha would come lick my tears from my face.

Not knowing where she is or what happened to her has broken my heart beyond repair.

This saga of having my dogs used as a weaponized manipulation tactic for over a year and then Casey dangling Nisha in front of me after he knew I couldn't take her is a loss I don't know if I can come back from.

I highly doubt I'll ever rescue a dog again. The pain of losing my sweet Leo followed by opening my heart to a monster that found a way to use it against me.

I've said that I'm over it to my friends and family. It's just a dog. But those dogs were my life, Casey knew that.

While I'm extremely fortunate to be a dog auntie and to be little Miss Rigby's cat stepmom, nothing comes close to the connection you have with a baby you rescued. At the end of the day I let her down and I'm not sure I'll be able to forgive myself for not advocating for her the way she deserves. I would have never assumed this was the path that would be taken but it's a good reminder that the devil will look in your eyes and lie to your face.

[saltxmachina]

This has been such a weird week. I can't wait to laze all day tomorrow before my clopen 😭

Finally going to finish my bull skull tomorrow.

[saltxmachina]

I'm back, with a personal blog. I didn't realize how much Tumblr added to my mental health as far as writing my thoughts out.