It's always darkest before the dawn.

uh..19/dirty jersey. fuck it. Marilyn. Purple. Daily life.

[sammiestan]

Watching titanic and having a drink with my love at Danny boys :p 😽😻👄🙀👭🍕🍷🍻🍹🌊🚢⚓🚣 @traveldrive #bestfriend #loveher #drinks #titanic #myheartwillgoon #jack #illneverletgo #shecouldntsharethedresser... #seriously

[sammiestan]

"Blame it on the weather, but I'm a mess,And this February darkness has me hating everyone..." #faces #perminantrestingbitchface #throughouttheday #emotionsofaprek4teacher ##honoryourcurves #imcurvyandimproud #effyourbeautystandards #silverstein #lyrics #glassesalldaytoday

[sammiestan]

Happy birthday daddy...I thought of you all day...as always. 🎂⚓💔❤ #iloveyou #imisshimsomuch #daddy #daddysgirl #RIP #happybirthday

[sammiestan]

Happy belated holidays everyone! I was pretty sick so I didn't get to send my love 💋🍻🍷🎄🎁🎉🎊✌💜 #happyholidays #happytobehappy #smilethrough #merrychristmas #happynewyear #belated #christmastree #allthelove #fadedhairdontcare #imcurvyandimproud #honoryourcurves #effyourbeautystandards

[sammiestan]

"Me: let's take a picture together...it's Christmas! Joe: No I don't wanna!" *acts like a 5 yr. old* #merrychristmas #happyholidays #betterlatethennever #ilovehim #boyfriend #smile #happytobehappy #tattooartistsarehumanstoo #love #marescaink #lovecomesinallsizes #grumpyface #hecracksmeup ....what's with the paper towels though...

[sammiestan]

"Don't try to sleep through the end of the world, and bury me alive, 'cause I won't give up without a fight, if you love me let me go, 'cause these words are knives and often leave scars. The fear of falling apart. " #lyrics #patd! #smilethrough #onestepatatime #sorrynotsorry #imcurvyandimproud #honoryourcurves #effyourbeautystandards

[sammiestan]

My grandparents...grandma you're so beautiful... I love you..happy birthday gorgeous 🍰🍷🎈💜💋 #grandparents #grandma #iloveyou #gorgeous #happybirthday #iloveyou

[sammiestan]

"My dearest friend, if you don't mind... I'd like to join you by your side. Where we can gaze into the stars... And sit together, now and forever. For it is plain, as anyone can see. We're simply meant to be." @marescaink #halloween2k14 #only363daytillhalloween #ilovehim #marescaink #zombie #kittycat #roadkill #selfies #costumes #happytobehappy #allsmiles #imcurvyandimproud #effyourbeautystandards #honoryourcurves #lovecomesinallsizes

[sammiestan]

Soooo I chopped all my hair off...next is the color.... #newhair #mirrorselfie #tmntshirt #smilethrough #imcurvyandimproud #effyourbeautystandards #honoryourcurves

[sammiestan]

"Take me to church, I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies, I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife, Offer me that deathless death Good God, let me give you my life." #drunkskunk #selfie #boobies #lyrics #tryingmybest #honoryourcurves #imcurvyandimproud #effyourbeautystandards

[sammiestan]

pool tricks at the bar with my handsome man...#billiards #pool #trickshots #magic #boyfriend #ilovehim #hessosilly #marescaink @marescaink

[sammiestan]

Filiming hunny bunny at the bar lol #billiards #pool #trickshots #boyfriend #ilovehim #hessosilly #marescaink @marescaink

[sammiestan]

Its been two years and yet, my heart still breaks all over again....I love you grandma. I know you guys are with my on my 'journey' otherwise I wouldn't have gotten this far. 💔 #RIP #2yrs #grandma #iloveyou #heartbroken

[sammiestan]

Happy birthday to one of my best friends...I know u don't get to see you enough but I still love you girl. Maybe I'll Starr calling u gimpy instead of Shanna <3 🎂🎈🎁🍻🎉💕💗😍😜🎊🍰🍬 @xoshandawgxo #happybirthday #bestfriend #iloveher

[sammiestan]

"All I want is to give my life only to you..I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore..Let's run away, I'll take you there" #evanescence #music #lyrics #quotes #messyhair #fallcolors #cute #glasses #effyourbeautystandards #honoryourcurves #imcurvyandimproud

[sammiestan]

"They slipped briskly into an intimacy from which they never recovered." F. Scott Fitzgerald #selfie #noglasses #trying #effyourbeautystandards #fadedhairdontcare

[sammiestan]

I can not...what's going on over there? #goat #smoothcriminal #robbery #nigeria #blackmagic #imsorry #lmfao #ohgod #imsuchabadperson