I won't let you out [Vampire!AU]
first of all i want to say sorry for all the hate i gave to Bob. He didn't deserve that at all! i mean he was indeed a bad person but, we didnt know him at all, he probably changed, and if even the band itself forgave him why do i (we) keep hatig on him? hes dead, im not okay with this, im so so sad, honestly i was happy i got a bf, and everything was fine, i was recovering again but now? i think im beginning to feel depressed again, ill try to get better but everyone i know disliking me bc im weird, my parents, my past live, and now this? sometimes i just feel like i am not enough. wtv lets start.
Rest in Peace Bob Bryar.
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None2444 (on wattpad)Β This one was based on this persons imagine, i really loved it and i think yall should go check it out on their mcr book!
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Tree days until my birthday, alright! Im ready for it, my friends were coming over to my party and everything was perfect.
-Mom, im leaving!- i said grabbing my backpack and walking towards the door
- alright honey, be careful okay? Have fun with your friends! Oh! And take this- she gave me a pack of cookies- in case you get hungry- she smiled at me and kissed my forehead.
I got to school and started looking for my friends in a rapid pace, thats until i bumped into someone's looker door- ouch! Fuck fuck!!!- i had my hand on my nose, i took it off just to see blood
-God, im so so sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you... You're bleeding... Cmon let me help you, and again im sorry!- he looked at me, god that guy was attractive as fuck, i mean, he's one of those emos? Pretty sure he is, my friends are always talking about a group of emos, i think they are 4 boys.
-nah, im alright. Just a bit of blood, don't worry really- he was looking at me like i was some pray, it made me scared, but then his face showed confusion, what made me also confused- everything alright?- i asked while looking into his eyes. hazel eyes, i could look at them for hours.
- Omg... Y-youre Y/n L/n! Im such an idiot please, i am sorry for hitting but please don't start a tantrum...- he looked at me with a desperate and annoyed face like he was scared of me making a scene in front of everyone.
-why would i do that? I mean, okay, i get along with people who do that, but honestly look at me! Do you really think im the same as them? They're cool to hang with, but they for sure care more about my money and what i buy them- i saw his expression switch to a relief one and he sighed, tho it looked fake, like he was acting, i felt like those expressions were fake.
-yeah, that's great, by the way my name is- - he got cut off by the bell ring telling us to go to our classes.
-i think we have a class together now wanna go together?- i asked not noticing he was telling me something, he suddenly got nervous, he was fine a minute ago, now he has his hand Scratching the back of his neck.
- y-yeah... Sure why not?- he started walking and i went with him, totally forgetting i was looking for my friends. Now i was more interested i going to class with this emo boy i just met, he looks cool, he sounds cool, and i really hope he is.
At class we decided to sit together, we asked the teacher and she let us. After some minutes of boring math problems and calculations, The guy spoke to me.
-so, i was talking earlier and the bell rang, i didn't have the chance to tell you my name, im Ger- -He got cut of again, but this time by the teacher, now i was curious about his name, i never really gave importance to peoples name in class, so even tho we had math together i didn't know his name.
-You two, anything you wanna share?- she asked us, i let out a sigh and roled my eyes, i was never a troublemaker but sometimes i would just let a eye roll slip accidentally, it didn't change much since the teachers didn't really care about it.
Gerard didn't answer her and neither did i, she turned around and kept teaching. The time past by and my mind was still trying to figure out the name of the boy sat next to me, ge... Gee... Geeee... Ger? What could his name be? Gerald? Gery? I don't know, nothing sounds like him, maybe i should try and ask him later?
My classes had ended, i didn't have the time to talk to him, i mean after math he just ran away from the classroom, without even looking at me. I looked for him every single break, sometimes my friends not letting me. Now i was walking out of school to go home when i saw him, the sun hitting my skin, why was he with a hoddie? It's so hot today. I tried to catch him.
-hey! Where have you been? I was looking for you, you didn't finish telling me your name- okay it did sound pretty maniac to be looking for him all day just to know his name.
He looked down, still with his hood hiding in it.- im gerard, gerard way, now i really need to go home, im just waiting for my brother- he said starting to walk away from me.
-Are you avoiding me? I may be hanging with the mean girls but i swear im not one, you don't have to hide in that hoodie! I just want to be your friend!- i said and I grabbed his hood, pulling it up so I could see his face. He quickly slapped my hand and put his hoodie down, he started walking away.
-just fucking leave me alone!!- he said and i saw a boy coming over, he was also kinda emo, so it was probably from his friend group.- lets go Mikey- he said grabbing the boy's hand and walking away, i was shocked, why would he slap my hand like that? I thought i was making a friend?
I went home and sat in my bed, my parents weren't home, i was reading a comic that just came out and i had done my homework an hour ago. I stood up to go grab some food and heard something coming from outside my room like footsteps.
I started getting scared of what could be outside, maybe i was crazy, sometimes my mind plays tricks like this with me, so i just tried to ignore it and went downstairs to grab my food.
As i went to grab my food i heard more footsteps and began to panic, but me, being dumb as i am, ran to my room and hid under the covers, to later find myself sleeping from the exhaustion that the fear gave me.
Next day i woke up almost late to school so i just got dressed, grabbed my food, my bag and left. The walk to school was the same as every single day, some music on, and walk, walk, walk, so boring. But i arrived at school in time, actually some minutes early, I don't know how i managed to do that but i did, my friends didn't have the first hour of school so i was all alone today.
Thats when i saw a familiar figure coming right in my direction. Gerard. I was mad at him, more like confused to why he did that, but i saw that he had something in his pale hands. I've always wondered how could he be so pale? I mean i am very pale myself and he can be even more, almost like total white. It looks like snow.
-Hi... - he said awkwardly, he looked nervous again.- i got you this... As an apology for yesterday, i didn't mean to be like that with you... I just don't like showing my face in that area...- he handed me *4th book from your favourite Book series*
-how did you know i like those?- i asked with a smile that i wasn't able to hide.
- y-you made a presentation about it! Remember?- He was nervous. Really nervous. And lying. I never did a presentation about it, not that I didn't want to, i just don't think its the appropriate type of book to do so.
-No i didn't..? I don't remember that, plus how did you knew i was missing the 4th books?- This was weird, how did he know that, okay maybe im overthinking, he probably heard about it, the kids here think im popular too because i hang with the populars, he probably overheard some kid talking about it.
-just take the damn book!- he said still nervous. okay, he was sweating a lot. Is it even normal to sweat that much? I took the book from his hands.
-well hum... Thanks i guess... Whats your next class?
-P.E i know!- he interrupted me, almost in a proud way, like those nerds answering questions.- i-i know because i walked past the gym and saw your name on today's class list... I swear im not a- -i cut him, he sure looked kinda insane, but pretty sure its a misunderstanding, i mean, he just walked past the names.
-No its fine i understand- then i had the best idea, he was cute, attractive, and was starting to be my friend, why not invite him to my birthday party?- hey gerard, you could come to my birthday party!
He looked shocked, but some seconds later his shock turned into a uncertain look.- i would love to... But you're friends will be there and all the other popular kids you know? I don't fit in those parties...- he looked down, definitely sad.
-cmon it will be fun!- i grabbed his face cupping his cheeks with my hands, Wow he was cold, very, very cold. But at the same time his face was so soft.
I could see a slight red burn on his cheeks- y-yeah ill try to go alright?- i smiled instantly.- you really should get going though, we probably won't see each other again today since our classes aren't matching- He was so silly. Matching? All of the words he could've said, he says matching classes. Thats cute.
-yeah, so ill see you tomorrow at my party, right? Its as 15pm and maybe an overnight? If you can of course- he smiled.
-sure! Ill try to be there, im sorry i don't appear there.
He said goodbye and went to his class as i went to mine, today was a long day, even after school i had to decorate my house for the party.
I took some steps backwards looking at the work i had done.- alright, i think i like this!- that's when i heard my mom come inside the house.
-honey I'm home!- she said walking into the kitchen and putting her keys in the table- how was school today?
-it was okay, im very tired but it was an okay day i guess, nothing much happened.- i suddenly remembered Gerard, my mom wasn't used to boys coming here so I'd probably talk to her about him coming tomorrow.- Yeah mom i have to tell you something
-you can tell me later now i really need you to go grab something from the supermarket could you?- she looked tired, i guess she worked too much today, plus our car broke so she has to go to work by bus, and she was kinda late today so she definitely ran to the bus.
-sure mom, ill be right back then- i grabbed the keys she left on the table and walked to the front door, opening it and leaving. It was so cold outside and dark. The supermarket was still a little bit far. The air seemed to get tense as i walked away from my house. I felt like i was being watched.
-hi honey- i heard a familiar voice, it was a sweet and consoling voice, but it was also creppy, i turned around just to get hit by something very heavy and fall to the ground unconscious.
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YALL this will not have the same Course as that girls story, i just hot inspired so do not hate me. Btw im still sad about Bob and i cried my heart out today for him.
