sam puppy eyes

she/her | 20's | sam 1st defender

[sampuppyeyes]

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"I love you." — "I know."

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Sam + awkwardly waving (requested by anonymous)

[panicbeach]

we’re used to it because its like. so central to the show but.. it is soooo tooth achingly sweet that his childhood nickname is how dean thinks of him. like sam is 6′4 200 pounds could lift a person over his head and snap them in half. but to dean he’s sammy, c’mon sammy come break this popsicle in half i waited till you got back to open it.

[novakstogive]

Sam & Dean Winchester SUPERNATURAL — 1.04 "Phantom Traveler"

[sampuppyeyes]

post con blues is hitting bad rn

[sampuppyeyes]

also I didn’t talk much about the other guest actors but all of them where super entertaining to watch during panels!

ruth was a sweetheart! and rob panels were much more delightful and funny than I was expecting!

[sampuppyeyes]

I went to jib this weekend with my husband and it was a really great experience!

I tried my best to not create any expectations because I know sometimes I can get myself too excited and end up disappointed, even when it’s no one’s fault but my own. Especially because I was also well aware that the photo ops are super quick, 30 seconds max and the autographs can be rushed as well.

But the guys delivered! 🥺

I had my photo op with jared on saturday and omg I was so fucking nervous lmao. I almost gave up when I entered the room because I’m just not built to deal with all this anxiety.

I chose a hugging pose with a sam plushie that I had custom made, and jared was so nice!

He greeted me, asked me what pose I wanted, I told him a hug would be fine, with the plushie in the middle, he said the plushie was really cute and yoinked it out of my hands XD and he crouched down for the photo, hugging me and with his head on top of mine! The photo ended up really cute 🥺

After the picture he held me by the shoulders, took a couple seconds to look at me in the eyes, to knowledge my presence and thank me for coming to jib and taking a picture with him. This last bit made everything even better. The photo ops are really rushed and I read a lot of not so great experiences with other celebrities, but jared really goes the extra length to make you feel seen.

Finally, yesterday me and my husband went to get our autographs, both from jared and jensen and I was again a nervous ball of anxiety during the queue.

My husband went before me so he could introduce me before leaving - since he speaks english more fluently than me, especially when I’m on the verge of an anxiety attack and all I can say is “hi” and “thank you” on repeat 😅 - and we ended up kind having like a small talk between the 3 of us, both during the jared auto and then again during the jensen auto. I don’t want to disclose much of what we talked about because it’s a little bit personal (not trauma dump I promise!) but Jared was really nice! He even fist bumped my husband and was a sweetheart to both of us <3

Jensen was also great but it was a little bit more rushed with him, not his fault, the staff were on a hurry and trying to make everyone move quickly since they were already behind schedule. He was still super polite and even asked a question back to my husband. Also he looked directly at me and smiled, and goddamn he’s gorgeous. Once again, can’t disclose what we talk about because it’s personal.

I was not prepared to make eye contact with them, at least not more than 1 second and I was red as a tomato by the end of both autos. 100% amazing experience.

My husband is more extroverted and usually doesn’t feel much anxiety when interacting with new people but even him was shaking by the end of the session and was really happy with the whole experience of meeting them 🥹

The panels were entertaining and I liked the overall vibes of the con.

My job is somewhat related to comic cons and during the last few years I got really tired of conventions overall, but it was cool to be able to experience a convention as a visitor again.

Would I got to jib again? Not sure, it’s a lot of money and there was a lot of queuing and nothing to do between panels besides the extra paid activities, which is totally fine I knew how it worked before buying the tickets.

I want to experience this again, just not sure if it will be at jib. Maybe I’ll try purcon next year.

[nothingidputbeforeyou]

Jensen being incredibly sweet and supportive at VegasCon (X,X)

[sampuppyeyes]

so uh guys… i just met jared and jensen this weekend and im so over the moon rn! I’ll make a bigger post later

[reeeeeg]

[sampuppyeyes]

Sam was slowly panicking through the days, his heat was getting closer and he couldn’t even predict when it would hit him full force. Besides that, he didn’t have a mate and would have to talk about it with Dean. Sorry, but you’ll have to leave the bunker for a week or so or I’ll have to find some place to crash out, because I’ll be too horny to be around and you’re an alpha, and yes I know you’re my brother but our relationship is already codependent and weird enough and maybe it's a good idea to give each other some space. It would be an awkward conversation, that’s for sure.

On top of all these new symptoms that Sam was still trying to adjust to, he also started to feel the urge to nest.

He had never nested before, he never felt the instinct to do so, probably due to all the suppressants he took, but after reading a dozen of articles, all the signs pointed to it.

A few days ago he started to get pissed at his own pillow, it was too firm and it was slowly driving him insane. The pillow was perfectly okay before, he could sleep just fine, but now, out of nowhere, it was not. Sam had slept in dusty holes all his life, but for some reason, a nice and firm pillow had become his worst enemy.

Now, every time he stepped in his own room he was assaulted by this weird ache in his chest, it felt empty inside, especially when compared to Dean’s, who made a mission of decorating it as soon as possible.

The walls around him still stripped of any decoration, his desk with a single notebook in the center and his bed was cold, neatly covered with one white bed sheet, with his shitty pillow on top of it, no blanket in sight and the mattress was old and sagging, pressing on all the wrong points of his back.

His inner omega was clearly starting to despair, longing for a sense of belonging, to feel at home. Sam started to feel the urge to collect blankets, pillows, anything that made him feel safe and comfortable.

However he had no idea how to do it properly, he stared at his Amazon shopping cart with at least 10 different pillow options, but he couldn’t decide which one was better, would he prefer for it to be soft? What would it smell like? And what if he didn’t like the texture of it on his skin? On his face?

He decided to call it a day, and closed his laptop. It was already late and he could use some sleep.

He looked at his empty and sad looking excuse of a bed and sighed.

[boykingscourt]

SAM WINCHESTER IN EVERY SPN EPISODE (39/327)

[today-in-the-bunker]

Today, Dean wakes up a bit disoriented, having dreamed the previous night of people and faces long lost throughout their years of fighting. He spends most of the day drinking spiked coffee and fielding some calls from novice hunters. Sam eventually slips into the library and replaces the mug with a glass of water, which is accepted and appreciated.

[headtraumasam]

sam winchester (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠) in i believe the children are our future, supernatural 5.06

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