[rottingsins]

⋆⊱ jazmin | she/her | adult | taurus | dead dove: do not eat ⊰⋆

─ agender | lesbian | taken

<3 my love @clitcest

─ focus: supernatural ✦ stranger things ✦ teen wolf ─

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[rottingsins]

Idk if I should just make this blog for all my ships and fanfics and just hope you guys use your filters if you see smth you don't like on my account, I wanna keep all my mutuals, you guys are so cool. I've just been really on some stranger things kick and loving Harringrove and wanna talk about them on here and not have to make a separate blog for them

[ryqxelle]

john has been gone for two weeks and dean doesn't know he let himself get this drunk around sammy. fuck he dosent know how let sammy get this drunk, hes all pink cheeks and heavy eyelids and slow moving, red mouth. tempting. too tempting when deans this out of it, when he has this little control over his impulses.

his fingers twitch with the urge to pull sammy into his lap by his hair (hes growing it out and dean thinks it might just kill him) and he takes another swig from his bottle to just to do something with his hand other than shove them down his baby brothers throat.

its difficult though, when sammy is looking at dean, his own bottle stuck between his thighs, eyes wide lip trapped between his teeth, the same look he has on his face when hes doing his homework for fucks sake, so why does it feel like hes begging dean to fuck him open and wanting. fuck. this may be the stupidest thing hes ever done. but then sam stops looking so damn thoughtful and he huffs a laugh that goes straight to deans heart, makes him feel warm (that may be the alcohol) and dean doesn't think he has it in him to regret this. not when hes got sammy so lax and carefree, grinning with his dimples and his eyes bright like dean hasn't seen in too damn long.

"you look stupid," sam slurs, swinging his bottle towards dean and dean raises a brow at the proud look on sams face, as if he threw the best insult known to man.

"really sammy? stupid?" dean takes another gulp, dosent know why the look an sams face feels dangerous, but hes coming closet to dean and their thighs are pressing together as he pokes deans chest.

"you look like you just got laid, and it sucked," sam elaborates leaning forward and sounding so serious, face solemn, like that makes any fucking sense. dean cant help the laugh that tears out of him, because how drunk is he?

"now slow down little brother, dont be cursing me out here," he pauses, considers,

"drinking make you evil?" because sams been saying all sorts of things tonight, none of them particularly fitting for his dorky geek-brother. now its sams turn to laugh and he does while pressing further into dean and dean cant help the jolt of arousal at the feel of his brothers squirming body. hes going to hell. hes not sure if he cares.

because sams still laughing and deans drunk and none of this is really that funny but he's laughing too and then sams face is an inch from deans and all his laughter and mirth gets caught in his throat. sams back to serious despite how out of it he looks, slightly feverish, manic look in his eyes, breath puffing out against deans face.

"i bet, if you fucked me, you wouldn't look so stupid," dean drops his bottle, feels vaguely the liquid drenching his jeans, but hes too hot and too fucking shocked to give it much notice. he eyes sammy, feels a throb in the back of his head, gulps.

but this is everything hes been wanting after and he can't help but play along. hand brushing sams thigh, he asks

"whyd you think that sammy?" sams eyes are fixed on deans hand and dean cant help it, cant hear logic as he slides it up further. sammys getting brave too, presses his mouth to dean ear as he whispers,

"it wouldn't suck with me," dean knows it wouldn't, knows fucking into sam would be like heaven on earth, would be like ecstasy and he would be an addict. theres a million reasons dean should step back, this is his little brother, this is his little brother and that should be enough but its not, its not.

sam tastes like cheap beer and salt and a dirty fucking mouth and deans never going to get enough of this particular taste. knows he'll spend the rest of his life craving the way sammy lets little moans at as dean bites at his lips, licks into his mouth. dean cant help himself feels helpless to his hunger. hes ravenous. digs his fingers into sammys chin and presses closer, want everything, needs it.

dean dosent know how much time passes, he can feel sweat dampening his shirt, his forehead, can feel the heat from sams body, hot like a furnace from where hes straddling dean, thighs spread wide. dean cant remember the last time he was this hard, not with sam practically grinding on his lap, and baring his neck for deans teeth. dean bucks up against him and bites his ownership purple and bloody into sammys skin. sam lets out a high whine and dean feels his rhythm become more desperate, needy for friction and release.

dean gives it to him. gives him everything he can in this one, drunken night. because dean wont get another.

they dont talk about it the next morning. not even when dean sees all the bruises on sammys skin, stretching from his collarbone to his jaw, where dean had sunk his teeth in. sam still looks like a wet dream, all disorientated and fucked out.

sam dresses in front of him that morning giving him shy hopeful glances that twist deans stomach, remind him of how he sucked sammys lower lip into his mouth, as hed grabbed sams ass and grinded them together, as hed slid a finger into sams boxers, rubbed his dry hole until tears had leaked from his eyes and he was incoherent and babbling. reminds him of his baby brothers fingers around his dick jerking him slow and uncoordinated and still the best hed ever gotten.

dean realises one night was never going to be enough.

it dosent matter. its all hes got.

[lordeddardstark]

im a very open and accepting person until you talk shit about sam winchester

[sam-dean-and-everyone-in-between]

so I was chatting to a friend about supernatural in passing, mentioned how I bought the same carhartt jacket that sam has in the early season

and he goes, “oh yeah, supernatural. that’s that show with all the queer baiting, right? like where it’s like, ‘will they/won’t they kiss?’”

and I’m thinking to myself: aw damn. he’s talking about destiel for sure. it’s so pervasive, so mainstream that even he knows about it as a non watcher

and so I start trying to form some kind of response around that in my brain as he keeps taking, bc even though I don’t ship it myself, ik people of course talk about the queer baiting all the time,

then he goes: “and aren’t they siblings??”

and i’m like—oh!!! oh holy shit, he means wincest, wait—

and promptly lose it for half a sec internally bc like. okay. okay damn. so it’s not just me is it. people outside of tumblr see it too. like it really IS the incest show even out there in the real world

it is actually That Bad and everyone can see that those brothers are In Love

just…absolutely wild

[manic-sammy-homodachi]

So story time. I live in the Philippines, this happened back in 2011 I think. I tell my friend and classmate in college that I watch supernatural and that I ship the brothers. You know what her response as a non watcher was, that her brother watches it and knows that people ship Sam and Dean.

This is the Philippines in 2011. Even a random Filipino guy that time totally understood why Sam and Dean were being shipped.

My point it it was so obvious. Waay more obvious to people than destiel ever was.

[rottingsins]

hi twitter oomf

OMG HI LOVELY

[rottenrottweiler]

Oooo sams looking thru deans room. Wouldnt it be fun if he found a stash of photos secretly taken of Sam. Ones with his back to him, shirtless, or Sam in a towel while he distractedly looks for a shirt in his duffel, looks like deans just on his phone but he's taking pics of sam. Sam is confused at first, then touched.. then increasingly flustered as the pictures become... more creepy. A pic that was obviously sneaked as half the image is blocked by a door leading to the bathroom where Sam's peeing with his back to the door. That's kinda funny. Sam sleeping on his stomach and the center is Sam's ass.... okay... more sleeping pics.. a close up of Sam's lips... of Sam's bare collarbone... of Sam's navel thats peeking out from the hem of his shirt... and then... Sam's sleeping face with Dean's dick inches away from him... Sam's stomach is flip flopping in a confusing way and he feels violated but also re imagining a lot of their interactions through this new lense and Dean's obsession with him makes a little more sense and he starts rationalizing how their fucked up lives could have lead to this. He doesnt hate Dean for this... He returns the photos and pretends he never saw them. But now he's always aware that Dean may be taking pictures of him...

[rottingsins]

I swear all the baddies ship wincest

[sisterwifesam]

thinking about how demon dean was one second away from raping sam.

[destinedforslaughter]

𝒊𝒕 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒐𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒚 𝒄𝒊𝒕𝒚

𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒔

𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏 𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒖𝒊𝒍𝒕𝒚

𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆

[omgitskaii]

dean, age 26, someone mentioning he looks so much like his father. he puffs his chest out, flips up the collar of his hand-me-down leather jacket and smiles.

dean, age 46, mary mentioning how he looks so much like his father. and there's a pit in his stomach and a knot in his chest and he wants to throw up and he doesn't know why.

[cam1lla]

“Authors should not be ALLOWED to write about–” you are an anti-intellectual and functionally a conservative

“This book should be taken off of shelves for featuring–” you are an anti-intellectual and functionally a conservative

“Schools shouldn’t teach this book in class because–” you are an anti-intellectual and functionally a conservative

“Nobody actually likes or wants to read classics because they’re–” you are an anti-intellectual and an idiot

“I only read YA fantasy books because every classic novel or work of literary fiction is problematic and features–” you are an anti-intellectual and you are robbing yourself of the full richness of the human experience.

[moonshinemagpie]

"you are functionally a conservative" is such a good and clarifying insult

Literally right after I saw this post, I saw another post in a discord chat for BOOK EDITORS in which an outspokenly liberal editor talked about how Nabokov should have never been published because he wrote about p*dophiles and described women's bodies in ways that made her uncomfortable. She described his writing as "objectively terrible" and said she wanted to burn his books. And other editors were bringing up classics they didn't like and talking about how they wanted to throw them in the trash. This wasn't like a light "unpopular opinion!" conversation. This was actual book editors talking about how books should be destroyed and censored.

There is something so scary and toxic in global culture right now. The revival of fascism is influencing everyone's mindset and approach to art, regardless of where they fall on the political spectrum.

I see far more books being censored today than when I was a kid. Librarians handed me The Catcher in the Rye, The Sexual Politics of Meat, and Animal Farm when I was literally 8-11. My mom would never have taken a book away from me. I read everything from the Tao Te Ching to the Qur'an to atheist texts under my desk at school. Teachers thought nothing of it or encouraged it. Books seemed universally acknowledged as sacrosanct to me.

Now I can't find any adults who don't hesitate or want to make exceptions when it comes to censorship. Even the most liberal social activist librarians I know go, "well except for book X..."

Functionally conservative. It's so important to have the language to express that.

[cam1lla]

Thank you for this addition!

[ollieofthebeholder]

I did a report on book banning once.

Actually, I did reports on book banning three separate times with three separate teachers, with three separate sets of parameters so I was able to write about the same topic in different ways, but this is specifically about the report I did in university. The actual specs for the report included that we were supposed to complete some kind of study or poll (this was not a science class). I put the questions out on a couple of forums I belonged to at the time and asked a few IRL friends as well. A lot of the questions were standard for this sort of thing, I think - were you ever assigned to read a banned book, did you ever read banned books on your own, did you read/were you assigned them BECAUSE they were banned or did you find out about them being banned later, what's your opinion on banning books, etc.

But there was one question I asked that ended up reshaping the entire thrust of my presentation: "Are there any books that you think SHOULD be banned, and if so, why?"

Here's the thing. Most of the forums I was posting on were fan spaces for a book series that, at the time, was one of the most banned/challenged books out there. It's a fandom that I have since entirely distanced myself from, that I one hundred percent do not recommend to anyone, that I will actively attempt to dissuade people from reading or talking about, and that I would like to not be popular anymore. I'm sure most of you reading this can guess which one I'm talking about (I won't name it or go into specifics because I don't want to trip any filters unnecessarily). But it was KNOWN that these books were banned in a lot of places. A lot of people wore the "I read banned books" badge with pride. I fully expected that the answer to that question would be a resounding "no" from the forums, and that I'd maybe get a few affirmative answers from one of the other spaces.

I was shocked. Not only did a lot of people come back with either "not exactly but I think we should keep [author] or [book] out of the hands of children" or "yes, [book]/anything by [author] should be banned because XYZPDQ", but not a single person who responded gave me the same answer. The only one I remember - keep in mind it's been almost twenty years - was that one person specifically said The Bone Collector, and for the "why do you think it should be banned" question, they only said, "No. I'm not explaining it. It's too horrible to even think about. Just believe me when I say nobody should ever be allowed to read this book."

I highlighted that last comment in my presentation, along with several other of my "favorite" official reasons for banning books - the Alabama school board that banned The Diary of Anne Frank in 1984 because it was "a real downer", the district that removed A Raisin in the Sun because it was "pornographic", the library that took Charlie and the Chocolate Factory out of circulation because it "might be hurtful to children without parents", and things of that nature - and pointed out that all of these were the same thing. This was somebody saying "I don't like this, therefore nobody should read it, and I shouldn't have to explain why." I also pointed out that if you can't give a good reason, the whole thing falls apart, and then I quoted "Smut" by Tom Lehrer:

All books can be indecent books, Though recent books are bolder, For filth, I'm glad to say, Is in the mind of the beholder. When correctly viewed, Everything is lewd. I can tell you things about Peter Pan And the Wizard of Oz - THERE'S a dirty old man...

Go back to that paragraph I mentioned earlier, about those books that I no longer recommend to anyone. Notice how I phrased that. I don't recommend them. I will tell you all the reasons why I don't think you should buy them. I will tell you all the problems with the author, with the franchise, with the writing. I wish they were out of print, I wish they were deeply unpopular, I wish nobody would ever read them again.

But I still won't advocate for banning them.

It's so easy to twist a justification. Look at what I quoted up there! A Raisin in the Sun was banned for being "pornographic". One of the websites I used as a source responded to that accusation with "Did they read the same play I did?" At the time, I thought the comment was funny. Now, twenty years later, I realize: It was a buzzword. It was a convenient label. At the time of the challenge, just saying "it's pornographic" was enough. Obviously you're not some kind of sicko who wants to hear about all the pornographic details, are you? Freak! That's pornography! And they're teaching it in schools! We should get rid of it!

A Raisin in the Sun, for anyone who didn't study it at any point or read it (or watch the movie, which was very good), is a play/movie about a black family in Chicago in the 1960s. The family matriarch has been in domestic service for years, but she's just received a very large insurance payment from her husband's death and is retiring. Wanting to give her family, especially her young grandson, a better life, she goes out and buys a house...in an otherwise exclusively white neighborhood. The head of the homeowner's association (essentially) comes to visit them and offers to pay them a substantial amount of money to not move into the neighborhood, because segregation isn't officially a thing and they can't legally stop them from moving in, but they don't want them there. There's a lot more that goes on in the play, and I highly recommend you go and read it, but the point is that there is nothing sexual or titillating in the entire thing. The closest we get is a scene where the daughter (Beneatha, a college student) is gifted a traditional African dress from her boyfriend, who's Nigerian, and he shows her how to put it on over the clothes she's already wearing, and maybe the scene where the daughter-in-law (Ruth, a laundress) accidentally reveals that, having found out she's pregnant, she's planning to have an abortion rather than bring another child into the world/have another mouth to feed.

It's not pornographic. But someone didn't want it taught in schools, so they called it that to get it banned.

It's so easy to twist labels. If you, a liberal, agree that books with X trait are okay to ban, the people who don't want books to exist will find a way to say they have X trait, and then what are you going to do, admit that you like that sort of thing? Sicko! Freak! Pervert!

You don't have to like the book, or the author, or the topic. But if you're advocating for banning them entirely, you're functionally a conservative.

[the-tricksters-brother]

So John Winchester is an alpha. When his eldest son, Dean, presents as an omega he panics. An omega hunter is a target on two legs. John pressures Dean to cover up his gender, to pretend hes an alpha, to guard this secret with his life. Dean complies with fervor, sleeping with women and covering his scent and emulating his dad’s behaviors and being aggressive. Poor Sammy takes a lot of shit from Dean, but also Dean can only feel comfortable when he nests in their newest motel room and tucks his pup in safely. It’s the one time he indulges his instincts as an omega, protecting his precious pup.

That is, until Sam presents as an alpha.

Suddenly, Sammy isn’t just his pup, Sammy is an alpha. Dean can’t stand his pup being so much better than him, being the alpha dad needed Dean to be. So he gets more aggressive. Growls like an alpha, fucks like an alpha, forces Sam to submit to him over and over again.

Sam, on his part, only felt the urge to fight that first time, when his new instincts were stronger than ever before. But this is Dean, his big brother, his mother. So he submits. He bares his neck and allows Dean to drag him around by the scruff and follows his orders.

But John and Sam don’t get along anymore. Sam can suppress his alpha instincts with Dean, but not with his dad. Especially when Dad mistreats Dean and Sam suddenly feels like protecting his mate from a foreign alpha, even though thats his dad and brother. Arguments and pile up and eventually Sam leaves. He leaves his pack to go to Stanford, leave this toxic life, become an actual alpha away from his fucked up family.

But Dean, lost without his brotherpupmate, becomes more omega-like around his father. Submitting more easy, never defying orders. John finally gets a lead on yellow eyes, and knows that Dean is at risk. So Much Risk. So he leaves, and Dean runs back to Sam at Stanford. Sam can’t stand to leave Dean alone, knowing what he knows and Deans dark secret, so he agrees to help him find dad.

And then canon.

And Sam is slowly bitched out of his alpha-ness by Dean. Sam knows damn well what Dean is trying to do, but he knows that this is what Dean needs to do to feel better. So he submits, and it becomes second nature to him. In fact, the only time he feels like an alpha is when Dean is in danger.

[deergirldean-deactivated2025092]

dean stroking the head of sammy's cock, pressing soft kisses to the side of his baby brother's face while he touches him. sam buries his face in the crook of his brother's neck, whining and sighing while dean helps him get off.

sam loves to suck, so he presses his lips to dean's neck, leaving hickies and bite marks all along the skin there. sometimes he goes a 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 too far, beads of blood flowing to the surface. sammy licks his wounds clean, kissing the sensitive skin as dean continues making his brother feel 𝘴𝘰 good.

[sisterwifesam]

literally.

[deergirldean-deactivated2025092]

young sam and dean on the road, stopping at various truck stop along the way. sam was always getting hit on by old pervs, ones who couldn't resist staring at his pretty little lips, at the way his hips hugged his jeans.

dean always scared off every single one of them, threatening to beat up guys twice his size 𝘢𝘯𝘥 age. but on the way back to the car, he'd always smack sammy's ass, make some comment about how irresistible he is.

he'd get possessive, 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘳𝘺, when other men felt entitled to sammy. only 𝘩𝘦 can prey on his baby brother! so if he groped and tugged at sam's tits, at his thighs, that was his 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 as his big brother. after all, he's basically his to objectify.

[gravesplit]

dean praising sam while fucking into him raw, touching his face and his hair. “doin’ so good, sammy. so good for me,” talking to him like he’s acting perfect, like he’s a good toy to fuck, all while sam is sobbing.

“stop it, stop it,” trying to shove dean’s body off of his own but for whatever reason he always feels weaker when they’re like this. practically screaming, crying for dean to stop, to get off of him. “you’re hurting me, please,”

dean treats the swatting and shoving like enthusiastic affection, like he’s reciprocating the act. groaning, “you’re perfect sammy, know you love this,” smiling sickly every time sam whines for him to please just stop.

he makes sam feel like he’s going insane or something, makes him feel like he’s just imagining begging him to stop— like he’s thinking ‘get off of me’ but he’s saying something else. but he isn’t, dean hears everything loud and clear, and he loves it.

“i can’t— dean— you’re hurting me,” begging, crying. “yeah? you want more? fuck, sammy..”

sam’s stomach turning at the way dean reacts to him pleading against it, deciding to just shut up and take it. it’s a little bit easier that way. a little less gross.