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Atlanta Cares Hurricane Relief Project

Shift Times: Day One: Friday 9/15 Shift 1: 8:00am - 9:00am Shift 2: 9:00am - 10:00am Shift 3: 10:00am - 11:00am Shift 4: 11:00am - 12:00pm Shift 5: 12:00pm - 1:00pm Shift 6: 1:00pm - 2:00pm Shift 7: 2:00pm - 3:00pm Shift 8: 3:00pm - 4:00pm Shift 9: 4:00pm - 5:00pm Shift 10: 5:00pm - 6:00pm Shift 11: 6:00pm - 7:00pm Shift 12: 7:00pm - 8:00pm Shift 13: 8:00pm - 9:00pm Day Two: Saturday 9/16 Shift 1: 8:00am - 9:00am Shift 2: 9:00am - 10:00am Shift 3: 10:00am - 11:00am Shift 4: 11:00am - 12:00pm Shift 5: 12:00pm - 1:00pm Shift 6: 1:00pm - 2:00pm Shift 7: 2:00pm - 3:00pm Shift 8: 3:00pm - 4:00pm Shift 9: 4:00pm - 5:00pm Shift 10: 5:00pm - 6:00pm Shift 11: 6:00pm - 7:00pm Shift 12: 7:00pm - 8:00pm Shift 13: 8:00pm - 9:00pm Day Three: Sunday 9/17 Shift 1: 8:00am - 9:00am Shift 2: 9:00am - 10:00am Shift 3: 10:00am - 11:00am Shift 4: 11:00am - 12:00pm Shift 5: 12:00pm - 1:00pm Shift 6: 1:00pm - 2:00pm Shift 7: 2:00pm - 3:00pm Shift 8: 3:00pm - 4:00pm Shift 9: 4:00pm - 5:00pm About: Come out to help us package 1.2 million meal kits for hurricane relief. There will be great music, good fun and a volunteer experience like no other!

HELLO FOLLOWERS AND FRIENDS

Are you in Atlanta and want to help give back to those affected by Hurricane Irma?

Well this weekend we are hosting a hunger project where you can do just that and help us reach our goal of packaging

1.2 MILLION MEALS FOR HURRICANE RELIEF

Sign up to help volunteer if you can, but even if you can’t please reblog and share this post so we can help as many people as possible <3

Thanks SPN Family!

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Hurricane Irma update

Hey guys

So I’m gonna be going radio silent across all blogs this weekend and into next week due to conserving electricity and battery for hurricane Irma. I’m hopefully flying out but if not I might be stuck in an airport so we shall see.

To any other followers that may be affected by Irma, please stay safe and get out if you can. 

<3

~ Ana

[castielsentries]

August 22, 2017

Okay, I’m gonna go on record in saying this was a bad idea 

- Dean

Yesterday

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And I agree.

[cardinaleyes]

Have to shut off submit for all the blogs because I’m getting spammed, so if you want me to see something shoot me an ask to open them up for a short period of time!

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Amateur Hunter still hanging tough for the time being. Dean that other hunter and the woman with the Carolina accent thank you well I saw my grandma get ripped apart she looked at me and told me i was bad luck and got her killed like i got my parents killed um I'm all alone now maybe I should step out of the Circle and Dean yes they're are newspaper articles online about you guys I'm please hug Sammy for me in case we never meet Dean you are my hero and your a great person

Stay in that damn circle or so help me I will kick your ass in the grave if it comes to that. 

Sam? Sam stop grabbin’ the keyboar––

Hey. I’m sorry about your grandma. What Dean means to say is that you just need to stay in the circle. People are coming to get you. Just make sure the symbols don’t bleed or disappear until they can.

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So help me Sam get off Cas’s blog!

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You’re clearly not helping this kid out by telling them you’re gonna hunt them down in the grave if they step out of line...

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Dean says to ask you why to never use Wiki when researching a case, spill the tea ☕️

Dean, that was 16 years ago how are you still upset about this? Besides, that was your fault.

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So... I'm guessing you'll assume there's something... fishy... about Claire's cooking from now on.

Nice to see you got your sense of humor back, Dean.

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Sam. Sam. Sam. Please tell me you've seen Legally Blonde.

Yes I have. :) And I’m aware of my LSAT score vs. hers.

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Question...

So for those that don’t know I am currently interning at a nonprofit right now and one of the things I want to do is raise money to help go towards feeding children in areas where food is either inaccessible, scarce, or totally nonexistent. All the money raised would be going directly to that goal with just $1 equating to 4 meals.

With that said, I want to reach out to you guys, too, though for now I’m asking you all what you would like to see in terms of little gifts as a thank you for donating.

So far I haven in mind doing homemade crochet hats like I did with AMOK, possible character crochet dolls, edits from any of the fandoms I’m a part of, and fics, but what do you all think? 

You would not pay for shipping if you wanted something homemade, though I probably would only be able to ship within the US for now. All I would ask is for a donation and I’d give estimates for each thing depending on what you would want to donate and receive in return (so like hats would be $10, fics would be $5, etc, but you can donate anything to help the cause of feeding hungry children everywhere.)

The entire fundraiser would span most of summer right up until the first week of August or so, so I’d be doing this for a while. Again, it’s all for charity!

What would you guys want? Would you be up for something like this? 

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Sam, I'm sorry for everything. And I can't imagine Dean is taking account for how you feel too. I know you aren't as close to Cas as Dean is, but it's really selfish of him during a time like this. You two need to talk it out and DEAL with the death. It happened. It won't be changed. Support each other.

I’m gonna talk to him tonight. He needs to sleep, and all the beer and liquor in the bunker is almost completely gone.

But like I said before, Dean and I deal differently. I’m dealing with losing Mom and Cas, too. And we lost Eileen and seeing Bobby again doesn’t help, especially when it’s a different Bobby that doesn’t know us. They were my family, too. We’re supporting each other by making sure we can live another day to figure this out, and he’s been talking and checking in with me especially about Eileen and Mom and Cas, even if he can’t deal with it himself. 

Believe me, the last thing my brother is right now is selfish. 

= Sam

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i hate to ask either of you but i needed to know, and i don't think dean would be able to answer, but... what did you do with cas' body?

If I’m being honest I’m not surprised he hasn’t talked about it, and he mentioned he was going to keep Cas’s blog running, but I guess I’ll tell you a little. I’ll let him tell you his side of things.

I ran inside and saw the person I now know is Jack, only he wasn’t a baby at all. He was a full grown man and didn’t like that I had found him. He threw me against a wall before disappearing. When I ran back outside I couldn’t find him, but that battle could be fought another time.

Dean was on the ground when I came back to the other side of the house. He takes dealing with things differently than I do, but know that I was feeling the same. I’m still processing losing both Mom and Cas just as much as he is, but he doesn’t take dealing with these things in the same way. He takes loss harder. We just lost family. He was in every right to feel the way he was to a point that I didn’t contest anything he said. Cas’s body came back to the bunker with us instead of us giving him a hunter’s funeral. We’re gonna find a way to bring him back, and he’ll need his body if we’re gonna pull that off. 

I know maybe half of what was going through Dean’s head when he just picked up Cas and asked me to help because I did the same thing with Dean’s body before he became a demon. That’s all I’ll say for now, but to answer your question fully: Cas is here with us. We found a preservation spell in case something started messing up before we could figure out a way, so his body is in his room. Dean hasn’t gone near it since we came back. Actually, I don’t think Dean’s been to his room at all since we’ve come back. He was up and in the war room before I was this morning, but I have a feeling it was because he didn’t fall asleep to begin with or he slept there.

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Hey, Sammy. It's been a very long while since we last talked. I was wondering how you are holding up as everyone is thinking about Dean and how he is coping with Cas' death but he was your best friend too.

Well, it’s something we’re dealing with as best we can right now, and we’re probably not dealing with it that well either. We lost Mom and Cas... That’s not something you just bounce back from so easily, and Dean’s taking it worse than I am.

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Hey Sam. I know that Dean is getting a lot of comfort right now and that you're probably pretty concerned about him as well. Just know that we know that you love(d) Cas too. *HUGS* for the big man. Love ya Sammy

This is going to be rough.

[castielsentries]

Regarding Something Special

Hey everyone :)

This kinda snuck up on me but I need to tell you all.

So whether or not you’ve been here since the beginning or you’ve been here since yesterday, and this blog is about to come to its 500th entry in just a few days (May 14 since last year was a leap year) and I want to do something special. That “something special,” however, is something I want to leave up to you. We’re also very close to 2k followers, which blows my mind completely.

What do you guys want to do on that day? Just talk to Cas? Blog rates? Au day? Reverse entry? Picture? Request? Maybe tell me some entries that you enjoyed the most, like hall of fame style? Please let me know by sending an ask :)

And thank you from the bottom of my heart for being non this journey with me. I never thought I’d reach 500 when I started this but we’re only a few days away.

[samsentries]

This also applies to Sam’s blog for episode entries from season 11!!

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Hi, Sam! What's your favourite breed of dog?

I had a golden retriever for a while.

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I really want to learn Latin, so I may make that my goal over the summer tbh

It’s a pretty handy skill to have outside of the life. You’ll pick up languages a lot faster. 

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I wanna give you a hug because you're sweet and need love but I'm so short!

I’ll welcome a hug any day :)