Ash Ketchum's Gf

Toji obsessed user

[sanchoi21]

Lost in the Ancient Library of JJK High

Note: Fluff. This story is a blend dark academia aesthetics, secret sections, hidden powers waiting to be found and Toji. Hope you enjoy it. Image not mine. Credits to the creator.

Ohh to be in an old, empty, library and haunt the beautiful walls of the elegant monstrosity of the structure. JJK High had the best library you had ever seen in your whole damn life. You were never a library person until you saw this. Because in all your previous schools or colleges, the library had more students than books! Several benches arranged one after another only containing crowds of noisy people, with only a small portion dedicated to something you would actually call more like cupboards filled with books than a library.

But here at JJK High you were stunned when you first stepped into the monstrosity of the structure, you were left in awe. The old European style architecture which adorned the pillars and walls, circular stairs, stained glass windows which look nothing but elegant at their heights, every damn wall filled with worth loads of knowledge that was centuries old to modern day, everywhere you saw, all you could see was books, books ranging from Alchemy to modern day Physics and other sciences. Geography, history, science, you just name it and you'll find it quickly enough. Only a few chairs with large tables at each section and very few students. Since many students found it boring or didn't had enough time, the library was more silent and secluded. You never understood how can anyone find this boring!?

You soon made your library card and all, and started wandering in the old walls that held much more old memories than the books they contained. The upper section was where people weren't allowed, but who was there to stop you from roaming it?? You everyday after college would go there, it had become your second home now. And you also thought that maybe just maybe the structure has it's own soul and it accepts you as on of theirs, since you always found what you came looking for, it was still a mystery how??

Today too the old architecture greets you as you enter inside the library, the smell of dust, mold and mostly books overtakes your senses. As you find a book and a spot to settle in, something catches your eye. An old staircase that is hidden behind the bookshelves and runs underground. Your heart rate quickens as you stare at it and the mystery hidden beneath. You keep all your belongings at the place you were initially sitting and silently go towards the stairs.

The stairs are made of old furnished wood and from top floor, they run way down the ground floor. You gulp, check your surroundings and begin your descent down the path. The space is cramped but you can make it down with not much problem. As you reach the bottom of stairs you peek around to see for danger, sensing none you get out of it to find an entirely same structure down here, but much more abandoned, that it almost feels ghostly. A place where old souls or demons might lurk. The sunlight doesn't reach here, making it entirely dark but your mobile flashlight and some light coming from the stained glass is enough to illuminate the space ahead of you.

Your pulse is in your ears as you start walking towards the other end. Everything is silent... Not a single soul to hear or listen, only you and your quickening heartbeat. You slowly skim through the bookshelves finding many old books which are withered. As you go more ahead your gaze lands on a unique bookshelf which had a slightly different color and more design than others. You instinctively move towards it. Hands sliding on it's design as you slowly and silently open the door for it.

Alchemy, Vampires, Curse Users, Werewolves, Witches, Dark Magic, Demons and Angels. Are all the titles you read as you breath hitches, "Forbidden Books". These are all forbidden books which no one is allowed access to, a knowledge that is an well kept secret of JJK High. As your hands move to take one of the books in your grip, you hands open it as if they have a mind of their own. The contents of the book has all details about witchcraft, vampires, and cursed energy, you are intrigued to the way how they are explained so well. As you keep reading further, but not aloud, because you definitely don't want to unleash some forbidden spell, you feel cool breeze at your neck and you flinch.

Your eyes dart around, pulse quickened and heartbeats rapid from the adrenaline coursing through your veins, they immediately land on a familiar yet unusual figure, Toji. His scrutinizing emerald gaze scanning you up and down as if you were some kind of meat. Sweat pools your forehead and pulse rings in your ear as you both have a little staring contest.

Toji: What are you doing here??

Y/n: A-am I not allowed to be here? Besides shouldn't I ask you the same question??

Toji: Only the members of Secret Society are allowed here, not everyone...

Y/n: You mean a Secret Society exists?? In our college?? How can i become a member??

Toji: You seem a lot interested in becoming one without fully knowing our duties. Besides, you need to be member of one of the 4 superior clans of Jujutsu world Or.. For those who aren't, they simply have to prove their worth for becoming one.

Y/n: And how to prove my worth?? I mean in what regard??

Toji: Go on a mission that will benefit JJK High, academics don't work here, since your performance depends on exorcising curses, with Or without power. That's exactly what secret society does, we protect the school from forces unseen by non-sorcerors.

Y/n: So basically you are our protector! That's cool.

Toji: That's a first..

He chuckles.

Toji: So Miss Y/n.. What exactly were you reading??

Y/n: H-How do you know my name?

Toji: Aren't we classmates?? Why are you so surprised??

Y/n: Just didn't thought someone like you will know someone like me...

Toji: And what is that supposed to mean? How can I not know the topper of our class?

Y/n: T-That...!!

Toji: Hey come on..no need to be humble, because I ain't either.

Y/n: Ok.. By the way I was trying to read this books on vampires, witches and curse users, before I got interrupted by someone...

Toji: Fair enough...I also came to hunt for some books actually.

Y/n: Like what kind??

Toji: The ones which give info on how to awaken hidden vampire powers...

Y/n: A-and why are you looking for it??

Toji: Don't you know, that Zenins have special blood and our origins were thought to be vampiric. Though none of us are vampires, and no one knows the reason why? So I am trying to find that out by myself.

Y/n: O-ohh i didn't know... I see..

Toji: So why are you looking for the witches??

Y/n: B-because I felt like it...

Toji: Really?? How suspicious...

Y/n: Fine... I'll tell you but u must keep it a secret. My family has an history of witchy powers. But in most cases they are dormant. So I was also trying to find a way to awaken mine.

Toji: Then shouldn't your clan must be well known for it too...unless...

Y/n: Yeah exactly... the unfair witch hunts that happened years ago have led to decline in our no. so we keep our existence a secret.

Toji: And you just told me that secret...

Y/n: You got no proof against me, besides I trust you.

Toji: Why?? We barely know each other...

Y/n: Just cause you don't seem the type to actually dish me out on something so trivial... Besides don't you have better things to do?

Toji: Fine fair enough... But in return for keeping your secret, help me find a way to gain my vampiric powers and I'll help you with yours...

Y/n: You need my help??

Toji: Finding books or spells in this massive library alone is no joke. So yeah I think it'll be faster if we help each other.

Y/n: You don't seem the type to easily get involved with people... So why me?

Toji: Because you are the first person who has found this hidden section of library other than me...and that too a witch at that...

Y/n: Didn't you say the secret society knows about it??

Toji: I was bluffing.

Y/n: YOU!! I hate you..

He chuckled deeply as his laugh echoed in the silent library where you both are alone.

Toji: Secret society's existence is true but I haven't told them about this place...As you can see I don't particularly like visitors here.

I sighed.

Y/n: The feelings are mutual... So the existence of this secret section of library is our secret now? And I am allowed to be here?

Toji: It seems so... and yes you are allowed by me that is...Now shall we start finding books??

Your pov

He extended his hand towards me with a smirk. Reluctantly I took it. As his warm big hand enveloped mine I felt the sudden warmth in my chest as my heart rate spiked up. Has he always been so gentlemanly or touchy? I wonder. His grip didn't loosen even a bit as he led me inside. I was now becoming sure that this was gonna be one hell of an adventure.

Sorry guys I haven't posted for a while. So here's a new one for y'all. I hope you enjoy it.

[sanchoi21]

The Annual Ball

Toji Zenin x Reader part 1

Warnings: None. Image not mine credit goes to the artist. Stay tuned for part 2.

After the announcement of the Grand Annual Ball of Jujutsu High, you and all your friends we're overjoyed. After going through a really tough semester you all needed a break and ball sounded like a perfect break for having some fun. You and your friends were now discussing about what new outfits you should buy and who will be your partner.

Having a partner and a nice outfit was the most important thing. So your bff Nobara asked you to go to shopping with her to which you gladly agreed.

You walked hand in hand with Nobara as she led you to the famous boutique shop from where she often buys clothes.

Once you both enter the shop your eyes dart towards the beautiful designer ball gowns and men suits around you. But your eyes soon fall in the most unexpected and beautiful thing, Toji. He was with Sukuna and Gojo deciding what to wear for the ball. You blushed as Toji's eyes met yours and you diverted your attention towards the various ball gowns on display.

Nobara pulled you towards the section that caught her eye. And you suggested her a few gowns which she liked, so she went to try them on. But the problem was that you weren't able to pick any gown at all, since they were all so unique and beautiful. You kept searching for something that may caught your eye but unfortunately your sixth sense wasn't working, not when Toji kept glancing at you from across the men's section from time to time.

Toji gingerly approached you making your mind went blank. He had a gorgeous gown in his hand and he handed it to you with a gentle smile.

Toji: I think this will suit you a lot. Why don't you try it on??

You stared at him a bit bewildered and mouthed a thankyou and ok as you went to try it on. It was a beautiful midnight blue gown with silver details, you loved it, you don't remember seeing this anywhere so you wandered from where he picked it and it was the perfect gown that you were looking for. You quickly got changed into it and came out. Toji's eyes widened as he stared at you up and down, biting his lower lip. You flushed under his gaze.

Toji: You look really beautiful in it. As if it was made just for you...Y-you..can you help me pick a matching suit?

Y/n: Thanks..but why matching?

Toji: Aren't you gonna be my date?

You blushed furiously since he hadn't asked you before so you were thinking to ask him yourself but never did you thought that he was just assuming and was quite sure that you both are going to be each other's date.

Y/n: Yes..since you asked nicely.

He chuckled at your comment. As he led you towards the men's section.

You eyes roamed over all the suit sets as you scanned for the right fit for him. You occasionally glanced at him to see what might suit him well. Your gaze soon fell on a midnight blue suit with matching pants and a pure white shirt. It was perfect for him and it also matched your gown well. So you picked the outfit from the rack and handed it to him.

Y/n: Here, try this on.

Toji smirked liking your choice and quickly went to change after he nodded.

Till then you scanned the room for Nobara who was looking for you. You quickly went to her and mouthed an apology as you had left her alone. You told her everything that happened in short while she gave you a dirty and mischievous look. You smacked her and told her that the outfit she had tried right now was perfect for her. She also hopped you liked it since she had loved it too. She also complimented your outfit and murmured something like, "lucky girl, you had your man pick you a perfect outfit." You blushed at her comment before making your way quickly towards Toji's changing room.

Toji called for you as he slightly opened the changing room door.

Toji: Y/n..I..need your help.. Can you please come in?

Y/n: O-ok.

You tried to hide your burning cheeks as you gingerly went into the changing room and closed the door behind you. The room felt much smaller with Toji in it. He was wearing the white shirt and the pant that you got him and he was looking too hot in it. Though it was a simple plain white shirt but the way it hugged his body had you mesmerized and somewhat drooling as you ogled him puzzled where exactly did he need your help. Toji smirked seeing your reaction as he gestured towards the suit which was stuck in his arms. You mouthed an ohh as you helped him put on the suit.

Once it was on you blushed observing the way it looked so good on him.

Y/n: You look good in it...Wear that since it's matching too.

Toji: Yes mam! But do I only look good?

He said as he pouted and got closer to you, pinning you between his arms and the walls of the small room.

Y/n: I-I mean... Y-you look n-nice.

Toji: Only nice??

Y/n:....Fine..you look handsome..there... Happy??

Toji: Yes very much...

He smiled cheekily as he got away.

Toji: I'll get changed to my own clothes. You should too.

Y/n: Yeah right...

You lingered there for a few more moments as you helped him out of his suit jacket.

Toji: Wanna watch me change, doll??

Y/n: No!! I am leaving...

You quickly got out of changing room as he chuckled at your flushed state. You were even more flushed because of the new nickname that he gave you.

Toji was your bully who always kept teasing you but never hurted you, if anything he was sweet and always protected you and kept you out of trouble. Giving you his jacket when you were cold, teasing you for being shorter than him, walking you home when it got late and asking you to bring him food cooked by you were some common occurrences. So how can you not have a crush on him, because he gave you every single reason to have one.

Once you and Nobara were changed back into your regular clothes you took you attire to the cashier for payment. Nobara paid for hers, but before you could pay for yours, Toji swiped his card and paid for both of you. You stared at him shocked.

Y/n: Toji...I can't accept this. That gown wasn't cheap. Let me pay you back.

Toji: No, you shouldn't. I am only paying for my date after all. No need to pay me back. Plus you can always pay me in other ways...hmm..how about a kiss?

Y/n: You!!

Toji: I was just kidding don't worry. I ain't that cheap to ask something in return.

He was laughing while you tip toed and kissed his cheek. He was stunned as he blushed his ears and neck turning red. You smirked at him as you took Nobara's hand and left the store with her. Nobara giggled and asked you if you two were secretly dating. You answered her by saying that if you were then she would be the first person to know. She warmly smiled at you as you both went towards your dorms. You couldn't contain the excitement for the ball next weekend as you kept dreaming about how Toji will look in the suit you picked for him.

[sanchoi21]

Random Thoughts

Toji x Reader

Sometimes one night stand are better than actually getting caught up with something that is too much to handle. Getting caught up in a certain person that makes you lose your sanity and everything just to leave you alone at the end because of your attitude that he doesn't like now?! Then where were his eyes all those years?

I used to hate one night stands until today. But I think they are pretty convenient with no strings attached. No affairs, no marriage and no pressure from your and his families and no taking care of annoying people who don't even acknowledge you.

Just like that, at my regular night at the bar after a long day of college. I met him, Toji. He sat there in all his glory as my eyes for the first time layed on something so beautiful, that it made me wanna break it so bad. So I headed towards his direction and sat beside him. He reeked of alcohol but still was somber, heavy weight I guess. We soon got passed the introductions as I found myself on top of him in less than an hour. The night was young and beautiful, I got to have what I wanted for the first time. Pretty boys are such a rarity these days and once you find one, he can never be yours for whatever reasons. Soon after the night ended I left him, of course he was wonderful, but i was scared to get attached to someone who I don't even know about. I was scared to fall for him than what I already had in one night, so I left as soon as possible, before I could see his emrald eyes that begged me to stay.

Few months passed just like that. I am not someone who frequently had one night stands Or bfs, I rarely have them. Because men are selfish creatures. Never found one that thought about me.

One day again I saw him standing in front of my house, as my heart pounded and adrenaline rushed in my veins. After he knocked I opened the door and dismissed all his advances. Though he kept stalking but i didn't mind cause I loved the attention. Call me toxic cause I am and I guess we all are in some way or other.

As days kept going, he brought me flowers, jewelry, also stupidly tried to do my household chores. But I never responded, cause he deserves better, not some trash like me. Even though by now i had already fallen deeper for him.

The thing that still surprised me is that he never stopped any of it. He even insisted on going to dates to get to know each other more, but my stubborn self still denied it. It's not like I disregard his love, I am just scared to be left alone, is that wrong, when all that happens in my life is I end up being alone??

Days passed into months and years and he kept trying, and finally my shell had melted and I decided to accept him. We got married and even have kids now. And that's when i stared to realized that some people come in our life to stay forever and not to leave. It's a first but it happened and I am happy today. I wondered why i didn't allow him at first, maybe we could have done more things together, made more memories. But no issues we can do it now!

And I really hope, that just like this ff we all also find our soulmates, the ones that actually stay till the end. Thankyou! I got more emotional in this one, my bad.

@songmingi21

[sanchoi21]

Forbidden Thoughts

Vlad Ikemen Vampire x Reader

Warning: Mentions of blood drinking, smut, fingering, obsession and kidnapping. Mostly fluff but smut coded. Enjoy!

Being with the residents of mansion was nice, but you couldn't help but miss the white haired and red eyed man who had captured all your thoughts. You had met him on the snowy day when he was alone and so were you, since you couldn't return back home. But he had healed and calmed your heart in all the ways possible.

Sometimes you wondered why everyone asked you to be away from him, since he is dangerous. You couldn't see any ounce of danger lurking in his gaze, all you saw was a broken man who yearned for your love. As days passed by, your visits to the local market increased, you insisted Sebastian to go alone since you didn't wanna bother him, but the real reason was that you wanted to meet Vlad. Though he was suspicious of you he still allowed you to go, not paying much attention to it.

You and Vlad would spend hours chatting, playing with kids at orphanage or dancing to the melodies played by local musicians. It was bliss. Your heart would always ache to say bye every evening to him, not knowing when will you get to spend such time again together. Loving Vlad was like reading a forbidden book that was so forbidden that you weren't even allowed to touch it. Though things were now sorted with Vlad and Comte, their cold war was still on, since Comte couldn't completely trust Vlad yet. You were the one who was caught in between though.

Today just like every other day, you went to shopping at the market late in the evening. You walked through the crowded streets of Paris which now had a soft glow because of the setting sun, making the view a lot more admirable. The street lights were slowly turning on, as carriages moved from one place to other, the shops and restaurants were lively at this hour. You admired the beauty of the night city as you shopped for the ingredients. After you were done, a faint smell of roses, enter your senses. 'Vlad... It must be him', you thought as your feet carried you in that direction.

You soon saw the cart that was now empty and the handsome man standing beside it, selling the last of his flowers. The soft glow of the setting sun made him look even more ethereal than he already was. The sweet smile on his face was more sweeter than any flower you ever saw. His slender and beautiful hands which elegantly held the flower were more beautiful than any of those flowers in his cart, or maybe the entire world. You sometimes wished those hands were at places that you shouldn't have imagined off. You wished his mouth was not used only for his sweet talking. You shaked off all these unholy thoughts as you approached him. Thoughts that you should never even think of.

Y/n: Vlad...how have you been?

Vlad: I have been lonely without you. I missed you Y/n.

He said as a soft sad smile spread across his features.

Vlad: Here, the most beautiful rose for the most beautiful lady.

He said as he gracefully handed you the rose. It was a single red rose, whose color was blood red, just like his eyes. You quickly took it from his hands and smelled it.

Something felt off. His smile, the rose that he gave you, and the lack of people in the alley, something was definitely off.

As soon as you thought this, your consciousness began to slip away as you fell right into his arms.

Vlad smirked to himself as he saw you fall into his arms.

Vlad: How long have I waited for this day, my dear. Sleep sleep at the edge of dreams.

You soon went into deep slumber as you had no sense of your surroundings.

Vlad returned your shopped items and a letter to the mansion, that would let Comte know that you are safe with him. Since he knew you would be concerned about the residents. He gently laid you down in his empty cart which had a soft bedsheet covering it. He silently moved the cart through the night as he walked his way home, without anyone knowing what had happened with you.

Once he reached the mansion, he took you to his bed chambers and gently put you down on his soft mattress.

Soon after sometime you regained your consciousness as you slowly opened your eyes adjusting to the dim light of the room, you realized it wasn't your own room. You panicked as you took in your surroundings. The moonlight that entered the room through the stained glass and the enormous amount of books that surrounded the place, and the scent of roses, were more than enough to tell you that it was Vlad's room. You sighed in relief knowing it was none other than Vlad, but you wondered, why he had kidnapped you in the first place?

Vlad soon entered the room and was happy to see you awake.

Vlad: Ohh, you are awake my dear, are you feeling well?

Y/n: Yes, I am feeling quite better now. But first tell me, why am I here? I mean you could have just asked me to come with you and I would have agreed to it.

Vlad: But where's the fun in that, dear?

You stared at him in bewilderment, he seems different, definitely not the calm man who took his decisions wisely. His eyes were more redder than ever as they looked like pools of blood, not normal blood but the unholy blood, the one that is used to depict demons in folklore. Chills ran down your spine as you saw Vlad in this form. It seemed like his true feral form, which he had tried so hard to hide from you. His hair seemed slightly long, his nails were red and bigger, his fangs were protruding out, and his eyes that stared at you as if you were his prey.

You hate to admit it, but his messy form, only attracted you more, like a moth to a flame. You stared at him as he was quick to notice you drooling over his newly discovered form. A low chuckle escaped him. Even his voice sounded deeper.

Vlad: So even this isn't enough to scare you away?!

Y/n: Why would you even want to do that?

Vlad: I was just trying to give you a last chance to get away from me before I take your humanity and finally bite you to make you mine and one of my kind today. And also before I take your virginity.

You blushed deeply at his statement.

Y/n: You...you plan to t-take my...v-virginity?!

Vlad: Why, you don't want me to? And I see you have no fear of losing your humanity then?

He said while smirking devilishly, knowing exactly what you meant.

Y/n: Y-you!!

Vlad: Haha, I can't help it, you are so cute that it makes me wanna tease you more. So tell me Y/n, what do you want me to do? I won't do anything you don't desire.

Y/n: Of course I want you to bite me as well as take my virginity, I don't care about being a vampire if it means that I can be by your side forever.

You answered abruptly, in the fear of him backing down on his offer. Vlad chuckled loudly, the kind that sent shivers down your spine.

Vlad: Ohh, so we are eager aren't we??

Y/n: V-Vlad...just stop teasing. I.. I just want you to be mine... That's all.

He smiled fondly at you, as he came closer and caresses your cheek.

Vlad: This is my true form, Y/n. I took this form just so you should know what you are dealing with. But it surprised me to see you simping more for me rather than turning away, how so?

Y/n: If you keep saying you are scary or you are a monster, I'll keep kissing you till you get that shit outta your head. You are nothing but sweet to me, then how the hell am I supposed to be scared?! And about your true form, I can't help it but find it more hot. And you might think I am crazy, if I said I always wanted your fingers somewhere else on me and now I just want them more.

Vlad, was surprised as he stared at you with wide eyes but ended up laughing soon.

Vlad: I guess I should say it often so that you keep kissing me. And I am so glad that you find me hot. But tell me, where exactly do you want my fingers?

Y/n: D-d-deep..deep...i-inside m-me...

Vlad: So...my naughty girl was thinking about this all along? I guess I should have done this sooner.

He said as he pinned you to his bed and got on top of you.

Vlad: Now tell me where..exactly do you want it and how? Ok..

You kept blushing as Vlad was bow being more bold with you as compared to his regular shy self. His fingers kept going on all the places that you desired them to be. His fangs soon sunk deeper into your neck as you moaned his name and your mind went completely blank, as he drank your blood. You were high, you have never felt this way. As Vlad, kept sucking your blood, checking on you from time to time to ensure you are ok, you felt yourself on cloud nine. You pulled him closer as he was about to move away in order to stop himself from drinking more of your sweet blood. He couldn't resist you any longer. His bite was addicting, it felt like a slow poison that spread throughout your veins, as it burned your insides, slowly and sweetly. You couldn't resist him any longer either. You had enough of being away from him.

You both spent the night together in each other's arms as Vlad kept marking you up and you did the same with him. His true form was truly overwhelming as you couldn't help but get lost into those blood red eyes, just earning a hearty chuckle from him. The way he praised you in his deep voice was worth all the effort you went through. That night you both took each other's virginity, and he took your humanity to make you a vampire. You body will now slowly undergo changes but it'll be fine since you have him by your side.

You peacefully slept in his arms, knowing that he will be right by your side as you wake up tomorrow and for all the days to come.

Vlad stared at you as he woke up the next day. He was more than overwhelmed to finally have you all to himself. You slowly opened your eyes, just to find him staring at you fondly.

Vlad: Are you ok? Does it hurt anywhere?

Y/n: Haha, asks the one who was so rough last night!

Vlad: Says the one who kept begging for more!

Y/n: Y-you!!

You hit his arms playfully as you both burst out laughing.

Y/n: Just carry me all day, since I can't walk because of you.

Vlad: I can carry you whole week if you want me to or maybe whole month, say, wanna go again?

You blushed as you hit him hard this time and hugged him to ease the pain. As you both wished each other good morning and began your day, you were happy to be able to love him freely from now on and he was happy to have you by his side, no matter the ways.

I always personally wished Vlad, should have kidnapped the MC, just like Faust had done. It would have been so much fun to see the feral and yandere side of our Vlad.

[sanchoi21]

Obsessed

Toji Zenin x Reader

Warning: Mentions of kidnapping, stalking and obsession. Otherwise it's fluff. Image not mine, credit goes to the artist, I just edited it a bit, if that's ok.

You kept staring at his forest hues as you sat across him on your dinner table. You couldn't help but keep staring at him as if he was your most priced jewel.

Toji had kidnapped you after getting obsessed over you since your first meeting at the coffee shop. He kept on coming everyday, just to stare at you and order something you suggested him. Before he knew it, it had become his daily routine. That day when he saw a guy troubling you because of misplacing the orders which wasn't even your fault, he finally lost it and taught the guy the lesson that he deserved.

That very night you were kidnapped and put into a black limo which took you to a place that you weren't aware of. You were panicked and scared but when your nose caught up his familiar scent, you visibly relaxed as he drove you to his house.

He treated you gently and even apologized for his impulsive behavior, but you didn't mind it one bit. Maybe you were actually more twisted than you had originally thought.

Toji kidnapping you was the best thing that happened in your life. He definitely didn't need to know the way you had stalked him all this time to the point where you knew just about everything about him. Like where he lived, what he does in his free time or what is his schedule. He just didn't needed to know that you might as well be a former mafia gang member who had given up on her job just to take time to stalk on him. He didn't needed to know that detail, right? It was just fine the way he was obsessed with you now, sounds pretty perfect, right?

But fate had something different planned for you when he came to know your true identity. You were scared to death, what if he leaves you?? You had even planned on making him stay by tying him up in your basement. But after looking at your shocked face, Toji chuckled as he knew exactly what you had been thinking.

Toji: Wanna tie me up, love?? No problem, I might let ya, but you have to return the same favour later, got it?

You were stunned by his response at it was the least expected one. But if didn't matter, you just hugged him tightly, happy to know that he returned your obsession. But you didn't know that he had known this all this time but still remained silent and rejoiced your submission and obsession towards him.

You both are twisted in your own way, but it really doesn't matter, if it's both right??

As you kept staring at your boyfriend you wondered, what new things are you gonna do to him tonight.

Seeing you clearly lost in him, Toji chuckles and slowly moves his hand towards your face to remove the slight stain of red sauce from your lips. As his fingers quickly disappear into his own mouth, you blush and stare at him dumbfounded.

Toji: Princess, shall we get going?? I bet now it's time for you to return my favour right?

You take a hot moment to realize what favour is he talking about, but when you finally get it, you blush more and nod.

Y/n: S-sure, honey...

He lifts you up as you hug his neck, hiding your face on his shoulders. But you are sure he won't let you hide later. Because a predator always devours it's prey, no matter how strong it is.

[sanchoi21]

Your Home

Toji Zenin x Reader

Warning: Suggestive content ahead. Image not mine credit goes to the artist.

After spending weeks on your damn office project, it was finally done today. You were lowkey happy but still wared out because of it. As you entered your home, you found the lights were dim, as if your husband was already sleeping by now.

Making your way towards the shower after getting rid of your clothing, you heard the water dripping on the inside, indicating his presence there. Before you could have stopped yourself, you had already opened the door, to find your husband Toji sitting peacefully in the bathtub. He got startled when the doorknob clicked but looking at you he relaxed as an easy smirk made it’s way on his already handsome face, you blushed at the tempting site of him in front of you.

As water droplets were dripping down his wet raven hair, you watched him closely, taking in his messy form and finding yourself lost for words.

Being busy didn’t gave you any time to be with him for about a month now and you had missed him a lot over all this days. Seeing him like this only fueled it more. So much that you didn’t even realise that you were standing in front of him in just your undergarments, making his smirk more and more devilish by each passing second.

Toji: Wanna join, sweetheart??

You didn’t say anything and got rid of your remaining garments before joining him in the warm bath. The hot water hit your skin quickly calming down your tense muscles. Seeing you visibly relaxed, Toji smiled warmly at your slumping figure. You both just sat there without saying anything and just staring at each other, as your eyes drank his intoxicating presence beside you. You had missed this, you had missed the small staring contest you both always had, you had missed him. You just sat there allowing yourself to get drunk in his presence. He was intoxicating, he was your drug and you were his.

After relaxing for a while, you scooted closer to him and sat on his inviting lap. His eyes slightly widened before he quickly pulled you into an embrace as you relaxed in his touch. The single water droplet that dripped down from his forehead to neck before getting lost over his chest, you watched it silently wishing it was you instead. Toji caught you staring at him for the nth time today before smirking and capturing your lips in his soft ones. You hungrily returned the kiss as a starved women.

From there things escalated quickly and before you knew it, you were pinned under him as he stared down at you asking to go further. You just nodded mindlessly as there was nothing other than him that you wanted so much. You smirked as he leaned over you and got lost in your mesmerising eyes before going towards your neck to give hickeys and soft kisses and licks. You were enjoying all this attention from him, it was exactly what you needed at the moment, and he was somehow quite good at knowing exactly what you needed.

That night you didn’t got much sleep but it’s not like you cared about it anyways when you had got something much better than that. Toji laying in your arms was the best feeling ever. You decided to take a casual leave for the entire week just to spend some quality time with your husband and asked him to do the same, to which he gladly agreed. The next few days were some of the best days of your life as you spent time with your husband watching movies, shopping, cooking together, drinking coffee in the evening over your rooftop, playing cat and mouse chase games and finally fucking almost every night.

When finally your both’s short vacation ended, you both went to work next day all covered in each other’s marks. None of you bothered to hide them, which indeed get you both quite the stares from your coworkers, but you didn’t mind as you completed your work early so that you can return back to your home, Toji.

[sanchoi21]

Thunder Storms

Toji Zenin x Reader

Warning: None, it's fluff. Mentions of fear for thunder and sex. Image not mine credit goes to the artist.

You curled yourself and hugged your knees as thunder striked outside your window. You were always scared of the loud noise that thunder storms made, despite enjoying the rain in itself. You were alone in your apartment waiting for Toji come home to you. You had left early from your work since likely stormy weather was all accross the news. Toji still hasn't returned home adding more to your worries for the man. Besides the thunder didn't help at all. You didn't know what to do, being hungry you didn't had the strength to cook when you were constantly being startled by the thunder. So the only option was to lie in bed and put music on loud to avoid hearing it. But it was of no avail as each sound was louder than the previous.

You were on the verge of crying as you felt two warm arms wrap around you. You instantly looked up to see Toji who was staring down at you worried and all drenched in the heavy rain outside. You didn't mind if he was wet and getting your sheets soaked, you immediately hugged him tightly in response. When this time the thunder strike again, you hugged him tighter as he soothingly rubbed his hand down your head and back. It somehow instantly calmed you down, being in his warmth. Ever since you two had started dating, it was a new feeling to you. A feeling if security every time he was around you. It's as if you know, nothing will ever go wrong when he is with you.

You instantly calmed and melted in his embrace. So much that you didn't even notice the second strike of thunder that was quite more louder than all the previous ones. You were just glad that Toji was home safe and the fact that you were in his arms now.

Toji: Ohh, I am wetting the sheets. I think I must change first. Can you wait for a few moments, darling??

Y/n: No!! I don't wanna wait Toji. I wanna come with you wherever you go. I am too scared here, alone. Take me with you...

Toji: Fine, doll. As you wish...

Toji lifted you in his arms and took you towards the bathroom where he put on a good show of changing his clothes in front of you, while you were waiting for him in the warm bath. Soon he joined you and you two took bath together and of course had some fun too.

Once you were both relaxed and out of shower. Toji went to kitchen and you followed him like a lost kitten. He made you sit at the kitchen counter while he prepared soon delicious food for you both. You both ate together and went to your room to finally sleep. As you snuggled in his chest you remembered that the thunder had already stopped and you didn't even notice it. Wasn't it so amazing that you were so lost in him that you didn't even notice when your fear disappeared with it. You smiled to yourself as Toji hugged you in return and pushed your face further into his chest as he sighed tiredly in your soothing warmth.

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Smoking Out Your Worries

Toji Zenin x Reader

Warning: Mentions of chain smoking, sex, beautiful Toji when he smokes and more. Art not mine, credit goes to the artist.

You smoked your thoughts away as the night city shimmered below you. You enjoyed the city view while drinking your regular black coffee and enjoying the cigar which had become your friend over the years. Sitting in your apartment balcony at evenings like this when you were tired from the long day of work was your solace. It was really tiring how people around you were always pretentious and instead of helping they did their best to ruin your already ruined mood, though by now you had gotten quite used to it. It was tough working in a good company that paus you well, it indeed came with it's own flaws after all.

As you kept smoking cigars after cigars, still none of them calming your disturbed mind, you heard the door lock clicking signalling the arrival of your boyfriend. Today you didn't bother to hide your cigar from him. He didn't liked you smoking, he was well aware of the health hazards that it caused and he simply didn't want you to get caught up in anything as such.

Toji sighed heavily as the smoke hit his nostrils. His eyes shut tight in disgust as he couldn't stand the smell. Toji never liked smoking. He was the only one of your high school friends who never smoked or drinked for that matter. He would always say, " Why to invite hospital if I can avoid it as well as the bills?" But in truth he just didn't like the taste of both, making him hate it even more.

Toji put his belonging on the table and made his way towards the balcony where you were still staring mindlessly outside the window as if you weren't in this four walls of the place you called home because of Toji. Toji swiftly removed the cigar from your lips and placed it on his. You stared at him wide eyed because he would never do that.

He inhaled deeply and puffed out the smoke as if he had done it many times. You were enthralled, as smoke escaped his pretty pink lips making them foggy for your vision. He looked even more hotter with the lit cigar in his slender fingers as he efficiently finished it off, waving it in front of you and finally crushing it on the ash tray.

Before you could register anything, he pulled you into a steamy kiss. His lips tasted of coffee and cigar that he just elegantly smoked in front of you. You were so lost in the feeling, that for a few solid seconds you forgot to kiss him back, simply enjoying the way his lips moulded onto yours perfectly claiming you as his own. He soon pulled away leaving you yearning for more.

Toji: There, I finished it. I did something I never would, only for you.

Y/n: Toji... You know, that was so damn hot of you....

Toji: Haha.. Got you dumb over me again ha?? Can you now do one thing for me doll???

Y/n: Y-yeah what do you need??

Toji: Quit smoking.. I don't want you to have any disorders because of it. You and I both know that it kills. Can't you do this small thing for me, please??

Y/n: F-fine I'll t-try..

Toji: If you ever feel like smoking again, come to me, I'll kiss you till you forget the existence of smoke in your life.

Y/n: W-w-what???

Your face flushed red as you blankly stared at him. Which earned a hearty chuckle from him. Toni thought to himself that maybe his cock wasn't the only thing that made you this dumb after all.

After that incident everytime you felt tired and wanted to smoke, you would find yourself heading towards Toji where you both somehow always ended up fucking each other the entire night after that. And just like he promised, he would always successfully remove the thoughts of smoking from your head. Only the touch of his lips onto yours was enough for that, fucking was just an after effect of the spark that he ignited in you. You found yourself going to him even though you didn't thought of smoking anymore, it was just a pretense to be more close to him every passing moment.

Soon enough you had completely stopped smoking, which Toji noticed first before you did. He would always smile to himself knowing full well that all your late night visits to his room was just a mere act to have him all to yourself and he would give you exactly that.

I guess only Toji can fix me and my issues. 😖😫

[sanchoi21]

Quite Nights

Sukuna Ryomen x Reader

Note: You and Sukuna go on a night ride together. It's fluff, no smut. Art not mine, credit goes to the artist.

You hugged your boyfriend tightly as he smoothly drove in full speed through the night city of Shibuya. He smirked to himself when he caught your hands roaming on his abs through his thin black turtleneck. He relished in your warm touch as the cold winter air hit him. The night was indeed beautiful but being with him was what made it even better. Sukuna might not be quite a nice guy to others, but to you, he was more than kind. Always looking out for you, all the time, despite being known for his notorious behavior in your college. It didn't took you long to be his girlfriend when he asked you out, as you already had feeling for the man.

The dazzling city lights shone like thousand of diamonds on the night sky. The skyscrapers stood tall, illuminating it. Small restaurants that were present all across the streets, had a calm and cozy vibe to them. Being out late at night wasn't something your parents allowed, but now that you were at hostel, it wasn't a problem for now. Sukuna was the first person who gave you that sense of safety and freedom. Though all your classmates warned you to stay away from him, there was always something so endearing about him that instead of moving away, you were drawn closer. Today was just one of the many nights when after a tiring week of exams and pressure, you and Sukuna would hangout at night to calm your nerves.

Sukuna isn't someone who likes fancy dates in expensive restaurants or night clubs. He as well as you, were someone who would prefer quite places instead of the banging music that hit your eardrums and noisy people dancing like maniacs around you. When you started dating, you both hit off pretty well since the beginning.

Sukuna soon pulled over near an abandoned park. You both had accidentally discovered this park when you were on your night rides. It was a beautiful park with the river view and greenary. It was abandoned because of the ghost rumors surrounding the place, as there was a graveyard nearby. But not that both of you minded that shit anyway. All you cared about was a nice view and quite place, which passed both of your vibe check, so it had now become your secret hanging spot.

Sukuna helped you climbing the broken fence as you purposefully jumped into his arms like a cat. He chuckled at your childishness, as he knew exactly what were your intentions. He lifted you up as if you weighed nothing and brought you up to the bench that was present near the river side gently putting you down before settling himself beside you.

Sukuna: Here, take this, I know you are cold after the long ride.

He said while handling you his jacket but you refused.

Y/n: Hey, wait don't remove it, or you'll get cold too, let me just hug you instead. We both can fit in it after all.

Sukuna: Haha, aren't you quite clingier than usual today?? Not that I mind, come here.

You closed the gap between you two as Sukuna wrapped his arms around you. It was quite comfy and warm in his arms, now that his body heat was much better than any other random sweater. You clinged onto him tighter as his warm breath hit your cheeks.

Y/n: You know?? You are warmer than any sweater I ever wore? It's kinda amazing actually.

Sukuna: Really?? I am glad to know that, but I bet, it can get even more warm if we did something else.

It took you a hot second to realize what he meant, but when you did, your cheeks flushed as you playfully smacked his arm. Dirty talks were a thing which you both always did, but he somehow always found a way to make you blush.

He ruffled your hair playfully and pulled out two beer cans from his pocket.

Sukuna: Here...

Y/n: Thanks, it's a lot needed after a month of assignments and tests that never end.

Sukuna: Yeah, but enough about that, let's enjoy the view together.

Silence spread as you both stared at the lights that shimmered across the flowing river. The wasn't any other noise, except the crickets and rustling of leaves due to wind and your peaceful breathing. Nothing was more comforting than this, nestled in your boyfriend's arms and sipping on beer as you enjoyed the view without any disturbance of others. It was as if you two were completely disconnected from the world. It was your world where only you both existed. No noise, no people, no problems and no unnecessary banter and annoying laughs. It was quite and peaceful. You both didn't mind sitting quietly next to each other without talking much, because what mattered was company and not conversation, as it could always be done some other time.

You both exchanged some talks and appreciated the tranquil that you felt after a long time. It was relieving. His red eyes shine brightly every time he talks to you, those are even more precious to you than all the diamonds in the world combined. Once your beer cans were empty, you both simply cuddled with each other. Talking, laughing on one another's jokes and kissing in between, just to tease each other, but some kisses were longer than what could be called teasing, as it proved just how much you missed the other.

Conversation wasn't always necessary in your relationship with him, as he always understood you without it. He is the first person you ever felt comfortable and safe with, someone who understands you without any words involved, isn't that a rare thing?? You are rather sure that he is your soul mate. He too always felt the same way, as after being through a rough childhood, you were the only one who understood him when no one did. So even if he doesn't necessarily admit it, he is more clingier than you, even though you have noticed that you chose silence as he is cute when he denies your claim all the time.

As you were slowly drifting off to sleep in his warmth he watched you lovingly as his hand moved to stroke your hair. He gently lifted you, to which you hugged him tighter. Once you both lazily crossed the fence and started your return journey home, you wondered when the next time you can come back here with him. Your peers always questioned you on where you two disappear at some nights, but you both always keep your mouth shut as this spot was your second home by now, a secret hideout where you two can be yourself, without any facades. You were sure to cling onto him and your second home forever as the night passed quickly by the time you reached hostel. Waving your goodbye to him, you hoped that maybe some day, in the near future, when you both will graduate together, you won't have to say goodbye anymore and could stay the night together huddled up in his warm embrace forever.

Some comfort for y'all and me after what's going on in Shibuya arc. 😶‍🌫

[sanchoi21]

Unhealthy Obsession

Toji Zenin x Reader

Warning: Contains brief mentions of blood, massacre and unhealthy obsession and trust of reader towards Toji and vice versa. Do not proceed if uncomfortable. Image not mine, credit goes to the artist.

As he sliced the last member of Zenin clan, their ugly blood smeared all across his body. Toji grunted in disgust as he wiped the blood out of his face and stared dead into distance. He didn’t look human, as his eyes had now gone dark by bloodlust, which spread an unusual satisfaction accross his body. He was finally content, to have killed his clan, being the sole member who survived, but he didn’t felt happy. It was as if a part of him was lost, after all their cruelty was the reason who he was today. But the real reason he was sad, was because he just missed you a lot. He always thought and feared that maybe someday when you see him like this covered in blood, you might fear him and leave him forever. He didn’t want you to see his ugly side.

You had met Toji at a cafe, where he temporarily worked at. You two instantly clicked together. There were times when you would just go there, more frequently than you usually would, just to see him. He was quite a cute man, to whom you had soon got attracted too and you were glad when the feelings were mutual. But you didn’t necessarily need to know that he was obsessed with you, right? You always knew that he was hiding something dark, but you weren’t sure of it and despite whatever it might be, you had come to trust him long way.

As worriedly you rushed towards Toji’s location, you couldn’t help but think if he was ok?? He just disappeared without a word, on top of that he didn’t receive your phone calls which usually he would receive in a hurry. You had installed a tracking app on his phone, just in case something like that happens. As you made your way towards Zenin estate, you somehow knew, something was ominous.

As you reached location, you could smell blood in the air. As you went forward you saw piles of massacred dead bodies laying beside you. You weren’t panicked by the site of the piled dead bodies, all you were worried about was Toji.

You saw him there, standing alone at the centre of all this mess, covered in blood. His eyes were staring into a distance which was unreachable by you, though you wanted to reach to him so badly. He still looked as beautiful as ever, just the blood that covered his shirt, was blocking your view. You made your way towards him, he stared dead into your eyes, wondering for the nth time if you were just one of the hallucinations he was making of you since past couple of hours. His eyes widened the second he realised you were real. He started to panic as he didn’t know what to do, or how to hide, he wished the earth swallowed him whole at the moment.

He froze as you reached near him, gently touching his cheek which was now covered with blood. Y/n: Are you okay??....

Toji’s eyes widened even more as you asked this question. Shouldn’t you be afraid of him by now?? Because any sane person would be trembling with fear by now and try to run away from him, so why the hell were you getting so dangerously close?? When he didn’t respond, you hugged him tightly by the waist, resting your head on his soft chest. You didn’t bother about the blood stains on your clothes, nor did you bother about all the bodies around you, all you cared was about him. You might have finally gone insane at this point, but you didn’t care, all you knew was that Toji needed you right now and how could you make yourself to leave him?? Others might think you are insane to not be scared by him, but you weren’t scared because you knew his softer side.

Still being surprised, Toji melted away in your hug and hugged you back tightly, as if you were an illusion he was trying to catch.

Toji: Why... just why would you come to me, even though you know know this side of me?? You should have stayed away and runned away the moment you saw me like this, so just why are you here??

Y/n: I love you Toji. Why do you think that I'll ever leave you?? You are everything I ever needed. I am just glad you are safe. You didn't got hurt anywhere did you??

Toji: Y/n can't you see all these bodies around you?! I am the one who did that to them!! You should be scared of me....

Y/n: I am sure you had your reasons, and I know, you will tell me when the time is right. And about being scared of you, how can I be scared of such a cute person?? Hey, can you kiss me?? I missed the taste of your li..

Before you could finish your sentence, Toji devoured your mouth, kissing you like it was the last day of world. You kissed him back with equal heat as your cheeks reddened when he gave a lick to you lips. He hugged you tightly as cold tears wetted your shoulders.

Once he had calmed down, you took him out of there and brought him at your house. You gave him his spare clothes and asked him to take shower. He was whiny and didn't want to be alone without you, so you joined him. You gently applied your conditioner and shampoo on his silky soft raven hair, which were ruined by blood. You gently spread all soap on his body, slightly massaging his tired shoulders. Your eyes twitched at the fresh scars on his beautiful skin, as you couldn't help but feel that pain inside you the more you see it. Toji gave a hum of approval as he relaxed in your touch. Unknowingly he feel asleep while you showered him and so you took his head on your lap. Seeing the way he sleeps like a baby in your touch, you were contended and took a cute pic of his, which would be your new home screen. He opened his eyes as he heard the click of camera.

Toji: Do you know that you shouldn't take pictures of people without their consent, or rather when they are half naked?!

Y/n: Yeah, but you are mine, so there is nothing to ask permission for.

Toji: Let's see you say that when I film you the next time we do it, maybe even today, what do you say??

Y/n: W-what?? H-hey that's n-not fair.... Blush crept your checks as you lightly smacked his chest earning a hearty chuckle from him. Hearing him laugh is music to your ears, as you couldn't help but smile to yourself. He lifted you up and brought you to bed as you both dried each other and slept in each other's comforting embrace. Toji smiled to himself as now he knew, that he wasn't the only one obsessed in this relationship.

[sanchoi21]

Irresistable Sins

Toji Zenin x Reader

Warning: It contains mentions of familiar and social pressure for perfection, mentions of sex and sins.

Have you ever felt like sinning with someone?? Have you ever felt like to commit the worst possible sin, in fact all kinds of sins, just for the person your heart desires?! You never thought that you would ever feel this way about someone. Until just a few days ago, you were a perfect girl, a ever parent wished for being their daughter. You had perfect grades, perfect performance in extracurricular activities, on top of that, you were adored by everyone, especially your teachers, though there were many peers who would be jealous of you and still talk to you because they didn't hve the courage to go against you. But you were tired if all this. You didn't like the fake friends that surrounded you, nor did you like the unwanted attention which didn't let you have alone time, neither did you liked being praised for small trivial accomplishments. You were a perfect girl in everyone's vision but you didn't want to be so perfect. So perfect that it might keep you from creating deep bonds.

Toji was the typical brat, or you could also say, a bully in your high school. He was someone with perfect performance and perfect grades but his behavior ruined it. Initially you had thought that he was a jerk but when you were grouped together for a project, your thoughts about him instantly changed. He was good at heart, just he kept it locked away in the fear of being hurt or tampered on, something you that you found quote similar to you. You were used to putting on facades. Smiling through the pain when someone hurted you and taking thousand times the revenge on them, was something you did often.

Toji was the first genuine friend you had, who didn't tried to drag you down, instead he helped you rise in your hard times. You both had a healthy rivalry for grades but it was fun. Many a times, people would give you looks of disgust and jealousy when they saw you with Toji, but you didn't bother as his company was much more appreciated than all the fake ones that surrounded you.

From dropping you off at your home when it got late, to bringing you your favorite black coffee in the times you couldn't get a proper break, giving you his jacket when it was too cold outside, till just talking with for hours on end on nothing in particular, he did alm of that. Then how would you blame yourself for falling head over hills for him?? His actions spoke louder than his words when he choose to stay by your side when you were being blamed for something you never did. And just like that as each day passed, you falling more and more in love with Toji.

Today you and Toji decided to hangout in the evening as Christmas break had just begun and the town looked pretty in this tome of the year. He was the one to ask you out to which you had gladly agreed. The chilly weather of winter hit your nose as you walked beside Toji. The shimmering lights of the city looked even more wonderful to you, now that you were sharing this view with him, instead of mindlessly staring into distance when you were alone here.

Toji: Ice cream??

Y/n: Sure, why not??

Toji: What if ya catch cold or something??

Y/n; We would catch it together don't worry!!

Your remarks made Toji laugh heartily. He looked so beautiful under the shimmering lights, smiling so sweetly, that for a moment you got lost in those forest hues.

Toji: What happened?? Something caught your eye?!

Y/n: N-nothing, let's go get ice cream.

Toji: Ok.

You tried to hide your blushing face in your scarf as you strode forward, trying to leave Toji a bit behind, but he caught up soon. You didn't know that your blush didn't went unnoticed by him, making his ears turn red.

That night you went to different food stalls, shops, games, rides and did many more things together with him. Your trip was cut short when it suddenly started to rain, in the middle of winter. You both were surprised as winter rains weren't that common, but not that rare either. There was an ancient legend which said that rains in winter occur only when moon meets the sun, or in other language, when two forbidden lovers finally meet once in their lifetimes. You both got soaked in the rain as you couldn't find any shelter. The rain was getting worse, so you both decided to stay at the nearby hotel.

When you entered the room with Toji, the atmosphere was very awkward, as the room was somehow made for couples. Being tired from your outing, Toji removed his jacket and sat on the bed. He was soaked from head to toe, and his white shirt did a very little in hiding his well toned abs. You couldn't help but stare at his messy form, raven hair falling on his face as droplets of water trickled down. You didn't notice that by now, Toji was staring intensely at you. He slowly extended his palm towards you, a gesture subtly asking you to join him. At that moment, you finally lost the last thread of sanity that you were holding onto, at this point you didn't care about what sins you might commit with him, you didn't care if your parents will never forgive you for it, nor did you care about the shitty opinion of others about you and Toji, all you cared about was Toji and your feelings for him. At this point you couldn't control yourself, you just couldn't refuse him. As if you were a marionette to your own desires and his captivating gaze, you took his extended hand as he pulled you into his lap. You hugged him tightly and held you close to his body, warming you up and shielding you from the cold outside.

Toji: Y/n I love you... Sorry I couldn't say it before.

Y/n: Don't apologize, we are similar in that regard. All this time I tried to deny my feelings for you, thinking that what others would think, but I don't care anymore, I love you Toji and I want you to be mine forever. Will you marry me??

Toji turned red at your response, as he wasn't expecting a straight up marriage proposal, but he was even more happy now.

Toji: Yes, only if you are ready to be my wife, forever.

Saying this he gently pecked your lips. Before he could pull away, you pulled him closer, smacking your lips urgently on his, as if, if you didn't do it now, he would disappear, before you can ever reach him again. The kiss soon got heated as Toji struggled to remove his and yours wet clothes. You helped him and soon your clothes were piled up on the floor. This night you didn't care about anything else, all you needed was right before you.

That night you commited a kinds of sins with Toji like, fucking him even though you both weren't married or approved by your families yet, being intoxicated by him and worshipping him like he is your only Lord, exactly all the things you were forbidden from doing so.

The next morning when you saw Toji sleeping right beside you, you sighed in relief. You were scared that he might just disappear from your life, but you were glad when you soon came to know that he has come to stay forever.

You kept this your little secret till you both graduated and eventually got married to each other. Others didn't need to know that all your study tours to his apartment, were not just that. You were glad to have finally found someone who loved you from his heart and was always ready to commit all types of sins for you, since the first time you met.

[sanchoi21]

Sweet Delusions

Toji Fushiguro x Reader

Warning: Delusions, sadness, lonely, mentions of self harm, mentally broke (just like me), Toji being the comfort character, fluff. Art not mine, credit goes to the artist. Song recommendation while reading this: One of your girls.

You walk your tired way towards home. College life was indeed tiring with a new test coming up each semester. Snakes for friends and there was no one who would listen to you. Parents busy with work and there are some things which you just can't share with family, this is a place where you need friends but all you saw were snakes in human skin. The animal in itself is good but humans aren't.

Being alone was something you had gotten used to since a very young age, so it wasn't difficult roaming all by yourself across the town at dawn or night. Infact you preferred being alone than being in company of hyenas. Your mental support or comfort character was Toji. You liked him very much. Though he was fictional your love for him was unwavering. He was the only character with whom you could relate on spiritual level. Toji was an introvert, someone who was always looked down upon but still managed to prove others wrong, a loyal man, a caring father and a hottie, all these characters were what easily caught your heart. Though he couldn't come to you in this real world which has nothing but pain, you still were happy to have him. As you always felt connected to him. Anywhere you went, anything that you saw, a smallest gust of wind, a simplest treat that you ate in break time, and just like that everything reminded you of him.

It didn't matter if he wasn't real, all that mattered was that he never left your side when you were in difficulties. He would always encourage you to fight your problems head on y setting his example. Others might think that you are slowly going insane but infact he was the only one who keep your sanity intact. There were times where you wanted to harm yourself but that voice in your head which you thought was of Toji, again stopped you for the nth time that day, you didn't know that he was slowly but surely teaching you self love.

You wondered if he was real, if he was with you by your side, would things have been different?? Would he have comforted you by hugging you tight when you had a tough day, so tightly that he was scared that if he didn't you would shatter to a million pieces?? Would every meal with him be more enjoyable if he was right beside you, instead of you imagining he was?? There were nights when you dreamt of him, and the following day would most definitely be a wonderful one. You sometimes wondered was that his way of apologising for not being by your side today too??

You just wished him to be real or to find someone who might be similar to him. Who knows if that person will be the one who can make you forget Toji, so that he is just a pleasant memory in your head, or will you still continue to miss and yearn for him till the day you go to grave?? Or maybe wish that you both were in the same dimensions in next life, who knows??? Or his thoughts might just haunt you forever, because that's just the kind of man he is....

Guys, I might just be too much into him, who knows??

[sanchoi21]

My Hot Bullies

WARNING: It's EXPLICIT SMUT with lot of sensual content and explicit smut. So don't go further if not comfortable. Toji, Sukuna and Gojo are your bullies and they bully you in many ways.... NOT FOR MINORS. Image not mine, credit to artist.

Toji along with his friends, Sukuna and Gojo are your highschool bullies. They are literally like the hot rich bullies who would just bring about trouble everywhere they go, and indeed a chick magnet too. You are a nerd who likes to mind her own business but these boys just won't let you live in peace. As you were peacefully reading in the library, Sukuna came and sat beside you. You ignored him but he snatched the book from front of you and replaced it with a book of "Reproduction Biology", now that you finally met his gaze, he just gave you a smug smile. You were irritated and flustered by his actions.

Sukuna: What nerd?? You angry?? You know na, that you need to know about this stuff too, after all you will have to be a good wife after marrige.

Y/n: That's none of your business. I know what I need to.

Sukuna: Ohh.. So nerd got a sharp tongue, I see... But it is my business after all, what if someday you end up marrying me?? You will of course need some practical training before that.

Y/n: W-what????

Sukuna: You are so cute when you blush like that. Here have some strawberry milk, you'll need it if you keep studying too hard okay?!

Before you could say anything he left. You weren't surprised by his behavior because for some reason these days you had been getting a little too much attention from all of your three bullies.

In lunch break when you were peacefully eating your food, Gojo came and sat beside you. He sat a bit too close for your comfort. When you asked him to move he got more closer and put his hand on you waist, " Why you don't like me being close??" You couldn't answer him as you got lost in his mesmerizing blue eyes. Before you knew he pecked your lips and instead of being furious, you blushed. Then he moved away as if nothing happened.

Today again, in PE class, for the Ntg time you caught Toji staring at your ass and tits. But he was making it way too obvious today, you knew something was wrong. When there was no one around he caught you, and pulled you closer to him and made you sit on his lap. You couldn't think straight as you could feel his bulge below you.

Toji: Are you free later??

Y/n: W-why w-what do you n-need??

Toji: I need you baby, see I got a little problem down there, which only you can settle.

Before you could bite back a response your PE teacher came and you two were forced to get out of that position. It was so had to control yourself from grinding on him. You always liked all the three of your bullies but Toji was your favorite.

The day ended and you were thinking that you could finally go home, but someone put a hand on your mouth making you pass out. That person carried you like a rag doll and made his way towards the secret basement in your highschool which only they knew off.

When you opened your eyes everything was blurry and you found all three of you bullies staring down at you with list filled eyes. You were flustered and scared, but when you noticed that your clothes were not on you, you got even more horrified.

Sukuna: Such a cute little pet, isn't she?

Toji: Indeed she's quite cute. Can I go first though??

Gojo: I'll take the mouth then...

Y/n: H-hey w-what are you all t-talking a-about?? And why am I like this??

Sukuna: Isn't it obvious my darling?? You are our meal from today on!!

Y/n: W-what??? No let me go...

Toji: We wouldn't have kidnapped ya, if we were planning on letting you go. You see, you have caught our interest.

Gojo: Don't worry I promise it will feel good soon.

Before you could reply, Gojo sealed your lips with his, as Sukuna's long fingers spread your pussy. You moaned into Gojo's mouth as his tongue explored your insides. Toji on other hand started sucking on your hard nipples, this sent you a wave of pleasure. Due to so much stimulation you soon came on Sukuna's calloused fingers.

Gojo: See told you, you'll enjoy it soon.

Sukuna: Toji she's ready for you.

Toji: Who do you want to be your first, baby??

Y/n: Hmm?? As if u left me a choice!! But s-still I would like you to be my first, Toji.

Toji: Good, I am glad to hear that. I promise you won't regret it. But anyways I was gonna go first, doll!! You are just so irresistible....

Saying this, without wasting a time, Toji seductively rubbed his hardened dick on your entrance, before slowly entering in, you both moaned at the friction. You couldn't do anything because you were tied up with you pussy on full exposure to their cruel eyes. Toji cock was enormous, but he gave you time to adjust before pulling out almost completely and slamming right back in with twice the force. His thrust soon got brutal as you couldn't control your voice anymore.

Gojo: I guess I'll shut her up then.

Gojo put his cock near your mouth indicating you to open it. You started giving him a messy blowjob, but he yanked your hair to make sure he reached you throat. Meanwhile Sukuna gave you hickeys and bite marks all over your body and sucked your nipples. All this pleasure was too overwhelming and you ended up squirting on Toji's dick.

Toji: Ohh... Look.. Our princess is liking her treatment, guess it's about time you return the favour.

Saying this his thrust got sloppy as he chased his high. You started mumbling around Gojo's cock, requesting Toji to not do it inside, but all your voices fell on deaf ears as Toji came deep into your womb, filling you up with his seed. After sometime Gojo too came down your throat forcing you to drink it all up like a good girl.

Before you could recover from your orgasm, Toji and Gono switched positions and Sukuna carried you up and forced his cock up your ass, all the slick from Toji had already preped it up. And just like that all three of them fucked all your holes, taking turns with each one, till you were completely pumped full of their cum. By now you were feeling like jelly, you couldn't even count how many times you came on their thick long cocks, all you knew that you were addicted to them and they were addicted to you. But they did give you a very good after care. And just like that you twisted relationship began with your bullies. Sometimes they would force you to put inside a vibrator while taking class, just to see you squirm for more, fucking you on rooftops in break times, sometimes only with any one of them, and most of the times all three of them. You loved your new life as generally people don't get so lucky to have 3 hot daddies who provide your every need and take care of you in bed too.

[sanchoi21]

Irresistable

Toji Fushiguro x Reader

Warning: It's more of a story written by the reader in her diary, mentions of attachment to a married man Toji and sex but mostly it's just fluff. Art not mine. Credit goes to the artist.

That day I fell in love with a man. But to my demise, he was a married man, a man that I shouldn't touch, as he never belonged to me. I kept him away for a long time, but he was always there at the back of my mind. I just couldn't help but think about him. Think about how kind he is, how beautiful he is when he smiles, he's really cute when he eats, I just couldn't help but think about him all the time. I craved for him and secretly yearned for his love. I tried to avoid him, but he always, somehow found me and reached out to me. I soon came to know that he was single, as his wife had died a long time ago, I am terrible person because I felt relieved, but I knew his heart could never be mine, as it was long gone with her.

I had decided to myself, to not fall for him anymore than I already had, but he just made it so much difficult for me to not to. He used to help me with my work, chat with me in his free time, ask me to go shopping with him for his son's birthday, ask me to dinners, and sometimes even for some drinks when we both had tiresome days. What was I supposed to think about all these signs?? He is just so irresistible, that I can't stop myself anymore, so one night when we both were drinking at his home, I kissed him, on the lips. I couldn't help it, loving him from the bottom of my heart and on top of that being drunk, didn't help me from kissing his soft pink lips. I kissed him as if this is the first and the last time I could ever do it. Maybe we won't even be friends after this, who knows, but I didn't care I just needed him to be mine.

But to my surprise, he kissed me back with more heat. As his hands travelled up and down my body, I was losing my mind, bit by bit. His lips, moved towards my neck to give it a peck, but I stopped him.

Y/n: T-Toji... S-stop it. You know very well that I-I can't r-resist you.

Toji: Then, why are you resisting?? I don't remember asking you to resist me, did I??

Y/n: I thought you loved your wife and couldn't get over her even after her death.

Toji: I did love her in the past, but now you are the one that I love, so will you be mine, doll??

Y/n: W-what?? S-say that again!!

Toji: I love you, my babygirl, so it's alright if you let go of all your restrains and just jump on me, if it's fine with you??

Without saying anything further I hopped on his lap, straddling him. He felt so heavenly underneath me, that I subconsciously started grinding my hips on his well toned abs and his growing bulge. He kissed me passionately as I was getting heated by looking at sweaty appearance and by the actions we were doing.

That night, he engraved his love in my body as I continued to mark him as mine. It was the best night of my life, abd I knew rhat there are more such to come.

This evening as I peacefully sat beside my sweet husband Toji in the gallary of our apartment, drinking the coffee made by him, I recollected all these memories as I am very happy and glad to finally have met my soulmate. Our sson Megumi is also as sweet and cute as always, he soon had warmed up too me and calls me mom. Though Toji and Megumi bicker all the time, I can't help but laugh and interfere their childish fights. Thanks, dear diary, I really love my family and I'll cherish and protect them forever.

- Toji' wife, Y/n.

[sanchoi21]

Soulmates

Toji Zenin x Reader

Warning: Mentions of alcohol and drinking habits, otherwise it's fluff. Art not mine, credit goes to the owner.

Buzzling lights of the night club welcomed you as you opened the door along with Gojo, Geto and Shoko by your side. After working for days on end as Jujutsu sorcerers was truly tiring and you all needed a break. You usually aren’t a club person, as you prefer drinking at home, rather than at crowded places. But as Shoko insisted on going and Gojo and Geto kept pestering you till you agreed, so here you are. The club was filled with people, the smell of alcohol, cigars and sweat, was filling your nostrils.

Your gang went straight to dance in the centre of crowd, Shoko pulling you with them. You danced for sometime, but soon got tired and decide to head towards the bar, after all alcohol was the best cure. You made your way from the crowd towards the bar, sitting on the bar stool you ordered your tequila. Downing the shot in one go, your nerves calmed down. Being a heavy drinker was knot an easy job. All your friends were tired of trying to get you actually drunk, with only Shoko lasting with you till the end.

As you were about to order your 5th shot a voice stopped you.

Toji: How much are you gonna drink? It’s not good for a young lady like you.

Y/n: Ohh.. Isn't it the great sorcerer killer Toji Zenin?? I am honoured to meet you. But I do wonder, why would you care if I drank too much??

Toji: If you know that I am a sorcerer killer then why aren't you afraid of me?? Usually people either get pissed or scared whenever I open my mouth.

Y/n: I am Y/n and I would indeed be intrigued if you suddenly ask me to stop drinking. Besides, you are not as scary as the rumors portray you.

Toji: I said that to you because you don't seem to understand that alcohol kills eventually. Plus I got interested in you because besides me you seemed to be the only person who doesn't like this noisy environment.

Y/n: That's true, I don't usually like going to clubs, they are so damn noisy and crowded, I prefer drinking at home.

Toji;: So what do you say?? Wanna get out of here?? I can buy you a drink if you want but only one, not more than that.

Y/n: T-Toji... Has anyone ever said to you that you are damn gorgeous. To be honest I have never met such a handsome man like you.

Toji: Ohh... That’s a first. People are generally too scared to even open their mouth in front of me, so receiving compliments is quite difficult, but... thankyou.

He said, smiling sweetly and you wondered is he really that assassin that your friends and teachers had warned you about? But you really didn’t care at all, you were too intrigued in him to realise anything else at the moment.

Y/n: So let’s get going then, I need a breather too and by the way, I am a heavy drinker, so some shots definitely won’t hurt me.

Toji: Oh-ok then, let’s go.

Saying this Toji outstretched his arm for you like a gentleman, which you gladly took and he lead your way through the crowd and finally brought you outside that crowded club. You sighed as soon as fresh air hit your nostrils.

Toji: I know a quite place, wanna go there for drinking?

Y/n: Ok sure, let me just text my friend or else they will be worried about me.

Toji: Are you gonna tell that you are with me??

Y/n: Definitely not!! They will be scared as hell if I tell them that I with The Toji Zenin. You know, we have always been warned about you, to maintain distance from you, so I won’t tell them as I don’t want them interfering in our matters.

Toji seemed a bit surprised by your reply but he soon opened his mouth to question you as his thoughts got the better of him.

Toji: Then don’t you think I am dangerous and you should be away from me??? Y/n: Toji... I am not a type of person to trust others easily, but something about you is just so different that, I can’t help but let my guard down around you. I really don’t know, if it’s a good thing or a bad thing, but still I am intrigued in you and would definitely love to get to know you well before jumping to any conclusions myself.

Toji: You know, every time you open your mouth, you amaze me. You really are the only girl who has ever talked with me like this, so thanks a lot. Y/n: Infact I should thank you for buying me drink. Besides, you not always meet a stranger asking you to drink less.

You said playfully winking at Toji, to which he blushed and your heart fluttered. His smile was so genuine that you found yourself caught up in his charms. Toji led you towards his car. You sat beside him as he drove. This choice of music was really good, infact somewhat similar to yours, you soon find yourself drumming your fingers to the beat, as the beautiful views of shimmering night city passed your vision, but your mind and eyes were focused on Toji as he drove to the location. Infact you should have been scared, being in a car with a stranger can be scary, but you knew that he won’t hurt you, besides he was quite sweet and charming despite the rumours which described him as a ugly monster and you wondered if those were made on purpose to keep you away from him and his charms.

Toji parked his car and opened the door for you to get out, ha such a gentle man!!

You both were on the top of a hill, the cool wind blew past you as you blinked in surprise. The beautiful city of Shibuya shimmered below you like jewels, as countless stars lit the night sky. You were mesmerised by the view as you never knew that it was possible to watch so many stars and at the same time the city below it together. It was a view like nothing you had seen before.

Toji: Like what you see?? I had discovered this by accident when I had lost my road at night while returning home.

Y/n: Wow, Toji... It’s unlike anything I had ever seen. It’s so beautiful that it makes me wanna stay here forever.

Toji: Haha... I am glad that you liked it.

Toji pulled out the wine bottle that he bought earlier.

Toji: Care for a drink??

Y/n: Yeah sure!! But I thought you don’t drink??

Toji: I do, but only sometimes. I guess today it is then!!

You both sat there on the bench, side by side, as you both drank alternately from the bottle. You blushed as it was like an indirect kiss, but none of you had a choice since there were no glasses. You both chatted for a while and as time went by you felt just how much he was similar to you and he was far from how those rumours described him. As that day you drank wine for the first time, you got just a bit tipsy and unconsciously starred at his red lips, which looked quite soft and inviting. You mentally slapped yourself for having such thoughts for a man you just now met, it all your sanity left you when you caught him staring at yours. You leaned in as Toji did the same and soon your both’s lips collided, his lips indeed were very soft just as you had thought. The kiss soon became streamy as you just couldn’t let him go, after you had tasted him once. You both continued kissing for a while. It was you and his first kiss, and none of you were drunk, you both were conscious at the moment, it’s just that it felt so ethereal, it seemed unreal. You both pulled out breathless.

Maybe this is what it feels like when you finally find your soulmate. As this thought crossed your mind, you saw a faint red string tied to yours and his pinky finger, connecting you two. He saw that too as his eyes widened with surprise. It was just for a spit moment before it disappeared again. You both stared at each other in surprise, as this tale was told to you by your grandma, that once you meet your soulmate and kiss them for the first time, a red thread will appear just for a spilt second, indicating your connection.

Both if you blushed hard, completely being aware of the legend that you just now witnessed.

Toji: I-I don’t know what took over me, but can I please kiss you again??

Y/n: O-of course you can! In fact I was going to ask for the same thing!

You soon closed the gap in you two, now kissing him with much more passion than before. As your hands started roaming over his well toned body, you craved to feel his bare skin and before your thoughts got the best of you, your phone rang. Both of you nearly jumped at the sound as you rushed to pick it up and again, it was the annoying, Gojo, that man always found the worst times to call you. You hurriedly and angrily picked it up.

Y/n: What the fuck, Satoru?? Why are you calling me at this time?? Satoru: Hehehe, just to disturb you and to check if you are ok.

Y/n: You disturbed me now, happy!? And I am fine so now, goodbye.

Satoru: So I guess you really are on a date with someone, who’s that lucky one!?

Y/n: I’m busy let’s talk tomorrow, I’ll give you the details.

Saying this you cut the call before he could say anything else. Seeing you visibly pissed, Toji engulfed you in a warm hug. His warmth was something you couldn’t quite describe, one needs to feel it, to experience the real thing. You nerves instantly calmed down as his sweet scent filled your senses and you relaxed.

Toji: So I guess, you are my soulmate, I am so glad it’s you and I glad I found you.

Y/n: I am so glad that I found you too Toji. You are the only person with whom I had instantly got comfortable with and on top of that you are hot.

You winked at him as he blushed and said.

Toji: But for me you are hotter. So, can we continue where we left off earlier, or would you like to keep the main event for the later?? Maybe after marriage?

You stupidly blushed at his request. Y/n: So you are proposing me right now?? Not that I mind!! I would love to marry you and make you mine.

Now was his turn to blush as he hugged you tight and hid his face in your neck.

And just like that, one meeting lead to another, the more and more you two spent time together, you loved him even more. Soon you both revealed your secret relationship to your friends, who seemed reluctant at first but soon relaxed around him and approved of your relationship.

Now years have passed and you are leading a happy married life with Toji. He sure did made you quit alcohol over the years, but you both do drink together once or twice a year, on the pretence of remembering its taste. You sometimes wonder, how your life would have been without him, maybe it would have been boring and dry, now that you are used to his never ending warmth. Meeting him was the one of the luckiest things that happened to you in your life and just like that he was great full to have you too in his life. You knew for certain that you both will forever cherish the memory of your first encounter in your hearts as more pleasant moments wait for you in future.

Author’s note: I can’t help but write about Toji, he’s just so enticing. Forever Toji fetish.

[sanchoi21]

Forever Rains

Toji Fushiguro x Reader

Warning: Dark content ahead. It contains a lot of angst, death, reincarnation and comfort. So read only if you are comfortable.

As the sun went down and the skies got darker, you walked on the lonely road, rain drenching your clothes and your bicycle as you walked with it by your side, too tired to ride it home. College life was always tiring especially today. You remembered all the sweet moments you spent with him as you walked endlessly in the lonely night. By now the city lights were shimmering and the cars were moving on road, just like you, tired passengers living their tired lives. Something about the evening and the shimmering city lights in the rain was just so beautiful, that you couldn't help but pause for a moment and watch as the rain trickled down the trees and the lamp posts. This city made you feel better and lively but there were times that you were empty inside, still it somehow helped you to overcome it, in it's own way. Your eyes stared blankly at the road ahead, as they had long lost their light. What happened today was something you never expected to occur. It broke your heart a millions of times over and over again as you kept remembering the same scene, as it played like a broken record in your head. You just pondered on what you did wrong.

You didn't feel like going home, but you still needed to, because you'll only end up getting scolded for being late. Either ways you didn't really had a place to go anyway. The park beside your house was your comfort spot, you could be there alone at night, but as now it was twilight you were damn sure that it will be buzzing with people and children at this hour, so you avoided it.

Climbing the stairs to your house was even more difficult, as you didn't wanted to face your family now, being emotionally exhausted and on top of that your parents just complain about everything, it's really exhausting, but still life goes on. You opened the door and entered the house, slightly greeting your parents. After dinner you immediately went to your room saying that you have an assignment, but that was just an excuse, as you really needed to get things of your chest.

Your dimly lit room welcomed you, soon enough you felt like home because it was the only place where you could be yourself, without being disturbed for quite some time. As you opened the window and curtains to let the fresh air in, your heavy eyes drifted off to your photo. It was your photo with Toji, you had taken it on the day of summer festival last year. He looked happy in it or so you had thought.

Toji was your college bully, but he soon had warmed up to you, saying that you were the sweetest person he ever met. For the time being you two were good friends. You had promised yourself, not to fall for that man, but what could you do but fall for him as he treated you in the sweetest possible manner which you had never experienced before.

Today for the first time in a while, Toji shouted at you, saying that you were nothing but a clingy pest to him which he needed to impress for a bet and that he loved the girl which had known him probably for longer than you did, basically you didn't stand a chance against her. And this had broken you and your heart in a million pieces. Never in your dreams had you imagined that this sweet boy was capable of doing something this dangerous. You felt petty for beileving his lies. He sprouted many things like, how ugly you are, or how he just wanted to get away from you every single time you two were close or how stupid you were to think that the member of Zenin clan can ever love you?? But the insult that hurted a lot was the one when he said, " You were just a bet, a plaything for me to earn money." And that was when you lost it, slapping him hard across the face you said, " Then I am happy to finally leave you alone. Goodbye." Saying this you turned around and left, without glancing at behind to see his reaction, maybe if you did, you would have spilled those tears that you struggled so hard to hold back.

You wanted to believe that whatever he said was just because of the pressure from his peers, but his cold eyes said otherwise. You still loved him though, it was something you couldn't control, but it wasn't a problem to let him go, as you knew, you deserve better. You would hold onto his memory forever, since he was the only person you ever felt close to, related to, someone who could finally understand you., but you knew better than anyone else that he didn't needed you, nor cared for you. Sometimes you still wonder, was all that just an act, because you surely had seen the lights sparkle in his eyes as he talked to you every time. You wondered, did he ever regreted it?? But who were you to think about something he should have told you, if he really did regret it. You didn't mind letting him go as he was the only one you ever cared for loved, so you had wished him luck even though he had wished you to disappear from his life, and you did just that. Even after all these years you still loved him and couldn't find someone to complete you like he did, maybe you'll stay single forever, who knows??

As Toji started at his wife, he wondered, how good it would have been if it was you in that place instead. He deeply regreted saying all those things that day, as he was under the pressure for Zenin clan to let you go as well as the temporary attraction which he thought was love that he felt for that girl. He deeply regreted saying all those things that day, infact he had regretted that very instant, when he saw tears sting in your eyes, trickling to fall down, he hated himself for that. He just wished that he could have stayed longer by your side as you stared at the fireworks at summer festival and many such mesmerizing moments. As he stated at his wife taking care of Megumi, he thought of you, he thought of you when he saw her cooking him dinner, he thought of you when he slept beside her, staring at her face, wondering how beautiful you would have looked in his arms. He knew too well by now that his wife was no less than a demon as she had influenced him to break you apart.

When his wife died due to illness, he thought that maybe now he can confess the heavy guilt and love that he always harboured towards you. But when he came to your address just to see the cremation ashes of you on the table and your photo, he cried for the first time in his life. Confessing to his every sin of hurting you,but you had long forgiven him. He didn't stop crying, until your younger sister handed him a diary, it was your diary. He sobbed, as he took it and returned home. When he read your diary, he cried even harder as he felt you gently embrace him by your words. He came to know what he had missed all along, and that you had never stopped loving him all this time. As he cried himself to sleep that night, with your unbearably sweet memories, he dreamth of you. You both were in a wheat field on a sunny day and he felt as if time had stopped, you looked ethereal in his eyes. As he moved towards you, you gently hugged him saying,"I have forgiven you a long time ago, Toji. I just missed you all along, I am glad that you atleast came today. I am glad that I could say goodbye to you atleast in this way. Don't blame yourself and live your life to the fullest, Toji, as I have always loved you." Toji couldn't utter a word as he sobbed and sobbed in your arms and woke up next morning, wishing that not in this but atleast in his next life you will be his partner and he would make up to you for all his mistakes. He wished for a second chance to feel you, to hold you in his arms again, but the morning sun, reminded him of his cold reality. Maybe just like you, he too would spend his remaining life thinking of you as you did too when he wasn't there, hoping to meet you someday, somewhere.

Centuries later, when you looked at the soaked boy in front of you, standing in rain, your heart skipped a beat, giving you a sense of deja vu. As Toji made his way towards you, his heart pounding, he didn't know what was this weird feeling, but he wanted to make you his and only his this time. He smacked his lips on yours sealing a promise from long ago, to be yours, to cherish you and eventually to follow you to your grave when the time comes. This time around he was sure that he won't let you go, he won't let you be alone in this rain as he will get soaked in it together with you this time around. He or you didn't remember about your past, but the heart remembers the person, as you finally had found your long lost soulmate, in the your next life. Wiping his soaked hair you pulled him closer, in the warmth of your embrace as if you had longed for it all along. As you two made your way home, thinking how lucky you are right now, being beside each other, blissfully unaware of your tragic past but you both knew for certain that these longings you feel for each other are something from a long long ago.

[sanchoi21]

Entangled

Song Mingi x Reader

Warning: Has mentions of smut and sexual themes and this is my first time writing about an idol. I don't mean to be disrespectful so I am keeping the smut part as short as possible, so please understand. Enjoy.

You wrapped your arms tightly around his waist, feeling his abs under his skintight t-shirt. The night air blew past you two, blurring the surroundings as your focus was now completely on your man. Mingi chuckled in his deep voice as he caught your hands roaming all across his skin, his voice was enough to get you wet anyways. First you had met Mingi at the studio, where you worked as his costume designer. One talk always lead to other and soon enough you find yourself in a relationship with him, which he did make public and his fans were ok with it.

Every night after work you both went home together. Being devoid of him for hours on end, always lead you to be clingy for him. Everytime you got clingy, you found yourself entangled with him in his bed as he made up for all the lost time you spent without him. Today too was one of that nights when you craved for him and so did he as now you both were straight heading towards his apartment. He too needed you after being stressed so much about his comeback, now that it was done finally. The night air felt ever so ethereal as you could easily smell his cologne, his scent always intoxicated you as if it was a new kind of drug. Mingi was the only drug on which you could get drunk for hours on end, without actual alcohol being in your veins. He found you in your darkest times, so you being clingy was something he had gotten used to. Mingi haulted, parking his bike at the parking spot in his apartment area. As soon as he got off, you grabbed him by the collar smacking your lips on his soft and plump ones. He responded you by kissing you back hungrily. He was a different person when he was with you, sometimes extremely cute and at other times, someone you could only call “Daddy”. As your kiss got rougher and hungrier, Mingi hurried towards the lift with you in his arms, still with his lips locked onto yours. You didn’t notice entering in the lift as your sole focus was Mingi and his plump lips. Once you reached your floor, Mingi fumbled, struggling finding the keys in his pocket. Once he found them, he opened the door without wasting a single second. Once you both were in, you locked it behind you, earning a chuckle from Mingi. You got closer to him as you swiftly took off his jacket.

Mingi: Someone’s impatient, I see!!

You didn’t reply as, getting his shirt off was the important thing in the world for you. Once you both were out of your clothes, Mingi appreciated your view in front of him. He picked you up and laid you in bed. Without wasting any time you both got engaged in each other’s charms and bodies, as his thrusts got quicker and harsher from his initially smooth rhythm, your eyes rolled back and you almost had a nosebleed staring at his intense eyes and sweaty form. Being with Mingi was something you never even dreamed of, but it was fated and still happened as you were more than happy to have him. Mingi too felt like he was the luckiest man in the world ti have you, as you were the only person who understood him so well. And just like that you spent one more awesome night entangled with him, knowing that there will be more waiting for you in the future. You don’t know how much more longer are you gonna stay entangled in his warmth, under his large arms, but you surely love every second of it, as Mingi glances down at you cutely, wishing you a “Good morning”, in his groggy morning voice which is indeed music to your ears. Just like that you were quite certain that you will be spending all of your life with him, worshipping him and supporting him, as he indeed was your Lord.