reasons I've cried at work today:
in the parking lot, still in my car, upset I have to go in
walking from the parking lot to the building, upset I have to go in
in the bathroom, mad that I'm here + frustrated that they continue to fuck me over on what we have available
in the bathroom, feeling belittled and worthless after my may end of month sit-down (with beef manager)
in the bathroom, pissed off that beef manager 'didn't see' a res that I wrote a rental card for last night, that I specifically made sure to specify wouldn't show up on today's manifest bc it's past midnight and into the 4th; when I confirmed it was there she said 'well it wasn't there this morning' (it definitely was)
in the back office, realizing I have 4 hours minimum left
in the back office, thinking about my ex being a piece of shit when luna died in september
in the back office, sad about luna dying in september
in the back office, right now, thinking about it again














