150904 toppdogg showcase in london
scissorhands!hansol voguing ft. beatboxing hojoon (sry for vertical filming im the worst) | [DO NOT REPOST WITHOUT CREDIT]
this is very overdue but im still processing that day, so yes, this is my (very long) fanacc of the day i went on stage with toppdogg and fucked up a game of charades
alright so we got there super early expecting a queue for soundcheck, but it was deserted so we left and came back, it wasn’t until 12ish did people actually start to turn up, me and my friend were 14th and 15th in line!! jazzy, of course, were running extremely late so soundcheck didn’t start until 4:30 (an hour after schedule) but oH MY FGODOODODO it was amazing it was so so weird seeing them in person!! as soon as they started i burst into tears it was so overwhelming
jenissi was stood next to nakta a lot so he looked tiny and that was cute!! they performed annie and keep smiling, i screeched so loud for jenissi i am so ashamed of myself!! also, it seemed that nakta!! my son!! had the most cheers during soundcheck!! they were amazing of course, literally flawless from the second they began to the second they ran off stage
next came queuing up for the actual concert, we already had seats so we didn’t arrive until about 6:15, and i count my lucky stars bc not even ten minutes later jiho and byungjoo ran out and began their ritual pillow fight in the middle of the street!! they were so fucking cute i have videos that i’ll be posting shortly after this! at one point jiho came within a foot of me and i actually couldve melted fjdfjjkdjkf
so that was good!! ok the concert, we were front row so super close, all that separated us from the stage was a couple of meters of random space and the barrier, they played topdog on repeat for about an hour lmfao UNTIL THEY CAME ON they showed a cute lil around the world video and everyone was freaking out, again, the crowd would explode everytime nakta came on screen
then they came on and performed annie ;w; it was fucking asbhjefjksdfkjkjsd SO FUCKING GOOD AHHH i was crying and yelling and screaming it was so good!! nakta and jenissi were the ones to get the most screams, and initially from the start jenissi seemed kinda overwhelmed by it? like he wasn’t expecting it my baby!! after annie, they did introductions and i was TRYING so hard not to just stare at jenissi but i couldn’t help it and he noticed me, gestured to his own shirt and waved ;w; (i was wearing a jenissi shirt) so i fucking freaked out becauSE KIM FUCKING TAEYANG JUST WAVED AT ME i couldnt keep eye contact with him i was sweating my face off
honestly the concert was such a blur, i cant remember the setlist all i remember is them fucking KILLING it every single song (there was a few mic problems but they handled it so professionally, another member taking over or helping them out) as it went on, you could see how shy jenissi was at the support he was receiving, he would be try and hold back smiles every time it was his part and fans screamed his name, it was fucking amazing im so fucking happy!! also their faces as the crowd held up the “forever with toppdogg” banners during cigarette was amazing they looked so happy? gohn honestly looked as though he could cry omg
rapper line was so SO AMAZING they fucking killed it and sangwon looked so fucking hot i need to pray for forgiveness. wizard was also cute af jiho shook his booty
they showed the first half of the haunted house vt and oh my god my babies i hope to god they upload it on youtube at some point because i couldnt focus on the second half too well
and that is because after the vt, it was time for the fan games and me and my friend had been taking before, discussing what we would do if we got chosen, but of course with 500+ numbers i didn’t expect to be picked
OH HOW I WAS WRONG
the members had to chose numbers, and when it came to jenissi’s turn to choose a number, he was like “my birthday is august 2nd so i’ll choose 82″ and low and fucking behold, thats my fucking number (it didn’t even click that it was his birthday when i got the number, i cant believe out of 500+ numbers i gOT JENISSI’S BIRTHDAY MY BIAS MY BABY)
so i freaked out, jumped up yelling tHATS ME THATS ME and i heard a few members go WooOOW hahahah and i went up on stage in a fucking daze because what the fuck!!! a exchanged terrified glances with those fans already on stage, who looked seconds away from death themselves hahaha
i think was greeted by pgoon, hansol and yano (honestly i was seeing stars at this point i cant remember much) while the mc explained the game, saying we had to split into two teams, so me and two others walked to the other side of the stage to join the team with jenissi, yano, jiho, nakta, pgoon and bjoo
immediately jiho came over to me, took my hand and pulled me into this shoulder bump thing? i was confused but i just went along with it hahah, he then proceeded to shoot me with his fingers and i just giggled like a fucking IDIOT!!! and then yano came over to me and did the exact same thing, but instead he just held up his two fingers and thumb (think jj project) and gestured to it, and i was like what the fuck hahah i wasnt thinking straight at all and while he was doing that nakta surprise hugged me from the side like OKAY LET ME FUCKING LIVE FOR A SECOND BOYS?!?!? NAKTA IS SO FUCKING TALL IM IN LOVE when the hug was over lmfao yano was still doing the fucking finger gun thing!! i copied him and took his hand for a shoulder bump and he looked happy enough lmfao!! i looked over to jenissi and he bowed like an absolute sweetheart!! he seemed super shy though hiding behind nakta ;w; a bunch of people were still yelling for him and nakta so they gave a lot of fanservice towards the crowd!! OH and i made eye contact with bjoo and smiled and he did a thumbs up so cute ahhh
while the other team were doing their thing, jiho came over to me AGAIN and was hella persistent with that damn finger gun/shoulder bump thing, by now i was a fucking expert and it seemed to satisfy him as he and yano happily exchanged one themselves
when it was our turn, we got in a line
jiho > me > nakta > fan > jenissi > fan > yano > bjoo > pgoon
so initially i was like what the fuck im dealing with jiho he’s gonna make me do the stupidest shit omfg
the first we had to guess was girls generation (not that i’d know this by the action jiho did lmfao) instead of the genie pointmove he was supposed to do, it instead looked like he was trying to be michael jackson? like you know that kick thing? it wasn’t as graceful as snsd lmfao so i watch him, and then turn to act the exact same thing to nakta but im a fucking loser so i couldnt do it right LOL but instead of putting me out of my misery, nakta then asked me to perform the move again, holding up his finger and saying “one more time?” (i hate u shin yoonchul)
the move somehow turned into a sexy move down the line so we got that wrong lmfao!! NEXT, the word was monkey, ape or gorilla ?? one of those
jiho expertly mastered the gorilla hop thing, and i watched him, regretting having ever set foot on stage because oh my god i was so embarrassed kjrdjkfsdlkl i would never do tHIS MOVE TO MY OWN FAMILY NEVERMIND 500 STRANGERS + TOPPDOGG
(me scared for my life as jiho hops around)
but i thought fuck it, and put my all into it and did the damn monkey move, and i heard very distinctly a member burst out laughing behind me!!! i later find out it was fuCKING YOO SANGDO he LITERALLY DOUBLED OVER LAUGHING AT ME I QUIT!! looking back on the video i can also see hojoon clapping WHY AM I LIKE THIS!! nakta then said to me “animal? animal?” and i shamefully nodded haTING MYSELF AT THIS POINT LMFAO
again, the move somehow turned into a weird sexy dance move??? idk how but it did omfg
both teams hadn’t guessed a single word so it went to the tie breaker!! our team was first, and the word was hiphop (again not that i’d know by jiho’s action)
he tapped me on the shoulder, i turned, and i watched him take a few steps back and then SWAGGER TOWARDS ME?! i honestly have never been more confused and it clearly shone through in my face because he smiled super shyly omfgdjfgjk
ok so this is where i really fuck up omfg, nakta turns and ATTEMPT to do the same thing but INSTEAD it comes out like this weird, drunken stumble?!?!? i still cannot believe the look of absolute disgust and confusion nakta gave me i will never ever forget that!! ok so while that drunken stumble was going down the line, jiho came right up behind me and WHISPERED HIP HOP IN MY EAR!! I REPEAT, SHIN XERO JIHO WHISPERED IN MY FUCKING EAR!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE IM SO SHOCKED I MANAGED TO STAY STANDING OH MY GOD and i turned to him and i said “yeah, i did not get that” and he says “no?” and pouts like a fucking cutie that i giggled and he smiled fjdkjfjkdjjkdfghjk!!!!
i then started to profusely apologise to nakta for messing up the game omfg but he was a fucking sweetheart he was smiling and laughing and shaking his head going “its his fault its his fault!” while pointing to jiho lmfao!! blame jiho!!!
while the other team were having their turn, i apologised to nakta and he did the same “its his fault!” to jiho, and jiho smiled and bowed in apology ahhh my sweet!! then yano was hovering around mumbling “good job, good job!” to his team and i was like GOOD JOB YOU TOO!! and he did a thumbs up ahahah
the game ended, the other team won because i fucked up wHEY (tbf theirs was open the door so like??? super easy) (not that im bitter) and they won toppdogg t-shirts, and pgoon came over to our team and handed us our consolation toppdogg bandanas nice!! then we all said our goodbyes before the picture!! nakta came over and hugged me again and i thanked him and he smiled, then jiho did the same and oh my ffffucking god
when jiho moved out of the way, i saw my sweet prince, my glowing angel kim taeyang fucking WAITING FOR ME WITH HIS ARMS WIDE OPEN he was literally welcoming me into his embrace im not fucking kidding it was the most romantic shit so i giggled like a fucking loser and went to hug him and he hugged me sosososo tight ;w; and i mumbled a chorus of thank you’s and i love you’s and he smiled that beautiful smile of his (u could tell he was still so shy omfg)
then we went to get our photo taken, hansol took me and tried to get me to sit in the front??? and i was like LMFAO NO FUCKING WAY and i backed away and shook my had because nope that was my line (again, im a loser) and hansol just giggled and put his arm around me to lead me to the back n then he stood next to me while the picture was being taken ahhhh proof (i look terrible fml but HE LOOKS CUTE AS A FUCKIN BUTTON!!)
okay and then as we were leaving the stage, pgoon went in for a hug and wHY THE FUCK NOT he smelt amazing fml and then yes, so ends my stage experience with toppdogg!!
they then showed the rest of the haunted house vt thing and yeah, i couldnt concentrate!!
the rest of the show was lit af, especially the last two songs (eschatology and cute girl) when they told all the fans to come up to the barrier and it was fucking amazing!! everyone was jumping and singing and dancing and oh my god!! i yelled for kidoh bc that boy didn’t get enough of my love and he saw and waved eeehhjredjkfdk eheheh i had eye contact so many times with so many members it was honestly a fucking whirlwind of a concert!! the fanchants were so fucking loud, the crowd was loud and honestly the support they received at this showcase was beyond overwhelming im so so so proud of them!!
then came the hitouch and photo op, the hi touch was literally a brush of the hands but it was still cute, i thanked them all and when i got to jiho lmfao i did the finger gun thing and he smiled and did it back!! amazing
the photo op was seemingly uneventful, we just managed to thank the boys again and exchange bows as we left!!
we then waited for the bus to leave and to see them off so there was quite a few (maybe 50) fans waiting around the bus and when they finally got on, a bunch of members turned on the lights so they could wave at fans, i did a heart with my hands to hojoon and pgoon and they both returned it!! amazing amazing!! then the bus drove away and you would think the day was over but lmfao no!!
we walked back to our hotel (which was about a 2 minute walk) and what do we fucking see?? the fUCKING TOUR BUS PARKED AT THE ENTRANCE so we’re panicking like wtf omfg we just wanna go to our rooms?? so we acted as casually as possible and strolled into the hotel past the staff and toppdogg without making any eye contact because we wouldn’t want them to feel uneasy knowing fans were at their hotel!! and they looked tired af so we wanted them to get in as smoothly as possible without screaming fans bugging them
AND SO ENDS 150904!! BEST FUCKIN DAY OF MY FUCKIN LIFE
only the next day, hansol posted this on ig
IN WHICH HE JUST SO HAPPENS TO BE WEARING THE CHOKER WE GAVE HIM AT THE SHOWCASE AHHHHH
he then wore the choker at the paris showcase
(cr to owner im not sure where this came from im sorry let me know if anyone knows!!)
i honestly could not be happier that he liked it because we rly worked hard on buying gifts we thought the members would like and ahhh yes ;w;
so that concludes my fanacc of the london showcase! its very long and im sorry but yes! thank you so so much to toppdogg for giving me such an unforgettable experience and i can honestly say it was the best day/night of my life
i love toppdogg with all my heart and i couldn’t be prouder of them all ♡
[JENISSI]
I had a good day today thinking that I was together with all of you. Thank you very much, I really mean it*
Sleep well~^^
T/N: He wrote it in a cute way.
Happy birthday to my sweet bundle of sunshine, Kim Taeyang! I love you lots and lots and I'm forever thankful that I have come to love you as both a person and an artist. Your talent knows no bounds and I am so excited to see you grow as a composer and performer, I will be with you every step of the way. Thank you for always managing to make me smile, I miss you, I love you, and I hope you spend your day with those you love. ♡
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