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[echoes-of-a-memory]

So this is the Justin who has been sexually harassing Gao Zhun and being obsessive over him. I'm not at this part in the novel yet, how did he even find himself in Dr. Fang's office? Dr. Fang must have orchestrated it all. Or could it really be just a coincidence? He gave nothing away during or after this conversation.

What would a man like him even need therapy sessions for? He's a monster because he's clearly not disturbed at all by these violent rape fantasies he's having about another person.

In fact, he's proud of them, and it seems to amuse him every time Dr. Fang lifts his gaze from his notepad and stares at him silently for a few seconds before continuing with the questions. I think he can sense that behind that professional mask Dr. Fang keeps on, he's actually a little disturbed by his answers and behaviour.

By the way, Justin is played by the same arrogant actor from Episode 2 who wanted to snatch the role of Gao Zhun from Zhang Zhun.

But got rejected by Zhen Xin who didn't want anyone else but Zhang Zhun.

So Director Chen offered him a different role instead, which we now know is the role of Justin.

Well, he stormed out in anger right after this. We all thought he had rejected the role.

[scarefox]

I seriously love the transitions between the actors real life and their fictional characters movie life! They always make it look so seamless that it melts into each other for a moment and that tells so much about the actors at the same time.

It always tickles my brain when stories about actors do that.

[scarefox]

Asks the serial cheater after wanking over this guy's picture with his girlfriend still on the phone 🙃 (besides the fact that they technically had more than once sex already off cam, but hey~ that was just rehearsal, practicing for acting, straight guy things)

Boy, shut your face <3

[echoes-of-a-memory]

"I care too."

You heard him loud and clear, Sir. Don't pretend.

He's so adorable. He should smile more.

[scarefox]

Amazing City names in here

[echoes-of-a-memory]

Is he refusing to give in because he genuinely knows that it's problematic to kiss someone who's drunk when you're sober, or is it just that he's sulking from jealousy because he found Zhang Zhun in someone else's arms?

Look at that face. He's really too cute for words. I'd kiss that forehead.

[echoes-of-a-memory]

He got like this because he saw the chafed skin on Zhang Zhun's inner thigh, which was caused by him. And when the director asked if he wanted to continue with the filming, he shook his head no. He already cares so much.

[echoes-of-a-memory]

He said "no" faster than the speed of lightning, and he said it with such emphasis. He looked surprised and a little embarrassed at his own reaction.

Zhang Zhun makes him feel like a teenager experiencing puberty for the first time and also maybe like his heart is beating outside his chest, so he thinks it might be the same for every other man who gets to breathe near Zhang Zhun.

[echoes-of-a-memory]

It's crazy how he's basically initiating the 'What Are We' conversation with Zhang Zhun, knowing very well that he's got a girlfriend back home.

[juliawvicker]

[juliawvicker]

[scarefox]

not them ending the episode cliff hanging us with the fictional couples dramatic moment while the actors are still in questioning, denial and high tension stage too

[bengiyo]

I'm watching Deep In, and I am obsessed with the way this actress playing the bad girlfriend/ex in their toxic BL says "Charles."

It's like he leads the X-Men and is on some bullshit again.

[natdeviantrat]

he slept on the sofa

i'm your dr. fang

[respectthepetty]

The director within the show was crazy for forcing these two to stay in a room together, but the man clearly has an eye for the scene because the lighting going from red to pink as they stepped out from fantasy to reality was spectacular.

And making the barrier between them erupt with their feelings was another genius moment.

Because it was clearly different than the hard red line being formed between the doctor and his ex.

Then, their emotions overwhelmed them as the water surrounded them.

But all of this, including 🎶The Blinding Light of Love🎶 are all the actual director's doing, so bless Liu Jun Hao for having the vision.

[heretherebedork]

You know, this show is... absolutely doing what I expected it to do. Oh, toxic Chinese BL. I love you.

[scarefox]