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♡ muse google doc ( in progress ) . verses .

in-between visions and nightmares , there’s momentary peace that offers reprieve from the spirit world . when he met aurelia , the whispers relented , either out of fear or scrutiny , they seemed to part way the moment she was near . finding out who she was gave him some answers as to why —— she , an original dark witch . it would have been an opportune moment to barter his troubles away , to ask her to take away a gift he never truly wanted but instead he found a different kind of reprieve —— reprieve from his solitude .

❛ there’s no difference between you and i . ❜

arkin blinks slowly . the graveyard settles into an eery silence that fills the crevices in his mind , and like a gavel falling , the static begins again . ❛ maybe so ❜ he says with a chuckle . ghost of a smile lingers on his features as he reaches down to fix a strewn flower vase . ❛ admittedly , you keep a lot more secrets then i do . ❜ brows pucker as eyes track towards her silhouette . ❛ you have me all figured out , and yet i know only what let me know . ❜ / @llorasirena

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Margaret Atwood, The Animals in That Country; from ‘Speeches for Dr Frankenstein’

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BRIDGE AND TUNNEL S01E01 gigi zumbado as tammy

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Let’s go home. I am home.

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ohisms

𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑬'𝑺 𝑨𝑳𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑨 𝑫𝑶𝑾𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑫𝑬 . ( sentence starters originating from the fourth season of syfy’s ‘ warehouse 13 ′ . change pronouns as needed ! )

❛ what is it ? what’s happening ? ❜ ❛ are you alright ? ❜ ❛ this is wrong . ❜ ❛ you’re putting your life on the line . ❜ ❛ you don’t have to hold my hand . ❜ ❛ close your eyes , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ there has to be another way . ❜ ❛ guess i’m not much of a hero , huh ? ❜ ❛ what aren’t you telling me ? ❜ ❛ i guess i should’ve told you . ❜ ❛ i really hope you can forgive me . ❜ ❛ i would do it all again . ❜ ❛ the world is a better place with you in it , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you didn’t get permission . you rebel ! ❜ ❛ there are consequences . ❜ ❛ right now i wish i was dead . ❜ ❛ thongs give me a rash . ❜ ❛ who died and made you boss of me ? ❜ ❛ are you protecting me ? ❜ ❛ [ name ] said he was gonna tell you … ❜ ❛ you owe me a dinner . a very nice dinner . ❜ ❛ when was the last time you slept ? ❜ ❛ what are you keeping from me ? spill . ❜ ❛ if you need me for ANY reason whatsoever , call me . but only if it’s important . ❜ ❛ we’ve been through a lot . i think we should just lay low & take it easy . ❜ ❛ OKAY , so many questions … ❜ ❛ look at you , having ideas ! ❜ ❛ i have ideas ! most of them are illegal . ❜ ❛ we both know this is about so much more than that . ❜ ❛ real suffering is knowing what lays just beyond your grasp and never being able to reach it . ❜ ❛ some risks are worth taking . ❜ ❛ no . you don’t get to just quit on us . ❜ ❛ this is not a debate ! ❜ ❛ you slept with her , didn’t you ? ❜ ❛ can we just do this & go home ? ❜ ❛ for the record , i don’t want you out of my hair . ❜ ❛ this is not how i wanted to handle this , & you know it . ❜ ❛ there’s no turning back , now . ❜ ❛ i’m not even going to pretend to understand what you’re talking about . ❜ ❛ can i ask … what happened ? ❜ ❛ are you sure you’re okay ? you still look a little woozy . ❜ ❛ it went by so fast , i just … i honestly don’t know . ❜ ❛ i tried to tell you , but you didn’t want to hear it . ❜ ❛ all this anger & hate , it’s not good for you . ❜ ❛ how could you say that ? ❜ ❛ [ name ] , stop . look at me . ❜ ❛ i want to let it go . i really do , but i don’t know how . ❜ ❛ can you feel my heart beating ? ❜ ❛ what did you do to him ?? ❜ ❛ do you have a better idea ? ❜ ❛ forget about me , just save them . ❜ ❛ why don’t you just kill me ? ❜ ❛ take this , & disappear . ❜ ❛ [ name ] wouldn’t do that . ❜ ❛ i don’t see a way out this time . ❜ ❛ i just need you to trust me . ❜ ❛ there’s that smile … i’m glad it’s the last thing i’ll see . ❜ ❛ [ name ] … i never stopped loving you . ❜ ❛ don’t do this , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ there’s nobody there ! it’s just you , it’s just you . ❜ ❛ it’s gonna be okay , okay ? we’re gonna figure this out . ❜ ❛ i want you to leave . go . go , now . ❜ ❛ let me help you . ❜ ❛ you’re in my way . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , can you hear me ? ❜ ❛ what is it ? are you okay ? ❜ ❛ no one is giving up . ❜ ❛ i’m sorry , [ name ] , but that’s not gonna happen . ❜ ❛ just for once , will you please listen to me & do as you are told ? ❜ ❛ you can tell me where it is , or i can find it myself . telling me where it is is the safer choice . ❜ ❛ don’t do anything foolish , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ listen to me . we can help you . ❜ ❛ no matter what they say , it’s a lie . ❜ ❛ you’ve already lost this battle . ❜ ❛ i know you’re in there . i know you can hear me , so please - before anyone else gets hurt , let me help you . ❜ ❛ you know i’m capable of this . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , look , it’s over ! ❜ ❛ this is over when i say it’s over . ❜ ❛ i think this might be the end . ❜ ❛ i killed someone i love . ❜ ❛ i’m trying something different . ❜ ❛ i asked you to leave me out of this . ❜ ❛ maybe just … coffee , next time ? ❜ ❛ you will never lose this friend . ❜ ❛ another stereotype shattered . ❜ ❛ does [ name ] know who you really are ? ❜ ❛ i know what i have to do . ❜ ❛ you warned me . ❜ ❛ oh my god , he’s your ex - ❜ ❛ i don’t think that that’s relevant . ❜ ❛ i think i’ve had this exact nightmare before . ❜ ❛ do you need us to hate him ? because we can hate him . ❜ ❛ i’d really rather talk about this at another time that’s not now . ❜ ❛ i’m not here to talk about my feelings . ❜ ❛ you were always , always lying to me ! ❜ ❛ why do i suddenly want vodka ? ❜ ❛ we can talk about it when i’m dead ! ❜ ❛ i knew i was your type ! ❜ ❛ i know you can do this , come on - ❜ ❛ whatever it is , just trust me , tell me . ❜ ❛ the problem with hiding things behind glass doors is you can see through them . ❜ ❛ i guess you never really knew [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you really wanna talk about this ? ❜ ❛ i’ve been getting in touch with my sensitive side . knock , knock , [ name ] . i’m home . ❜ ❛ poetry sucks , because it doesn’t make any sense . ❜ ❛ it would be a lot easier for both of us if you weren’t here . ❜ ❛ my personal stuff cannot get in the way of this job . ❜ ❛ this is cutting it a little too close . ❜ ❛ i’m a liability … you can finish it up , i’ll wait in the car . ❜ ❛ that’s not even remotely funny . ❜ ❛ there are things that i can’t tell you . ❜ ❛ i’m trying to protect you . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , you never even said goodbye . ❜ ❛ you really want the truth all the time ? ❜ ❛ i was always scared i’d screw up , & it made me screw up even more . ❜ ❛ if i couldn’t make it work with you , then i couldn’t make it work with anyone . ❜ ❛ trust me , these people are not your friends . ❜ ❛ i couldn’t leave without saying goodbye , you’d never let me hear the end of it . ❜ ❛ why does everyone want to talk today ? ❜ ❛ you’re not thinking what i think you’re thinking , are you ? ❜ ❛ we need to stop cutting these things so close . ❜ ❛ you’re not listening to a word i’m saying , are you ? ❜ ❛ you’re relentless . ❜ ❛ how do you know [ name ] ? ❜ ❛ it’s late , you look tired . ❜ ❛ killed by a pirate ? that’s how i wanna go out . ❜ ❛ if i was stalking you , i would’ve known where you were at one o’clock in the morning . ❜ ❛ what would i do without you ? ❜ ❛ this proves nothing . ❜ ❛ you remember me . that’s good . ❜ ❛ i am way past believing anything you have to say . ❜ ❛ i wish i didn’t have to lie to you . ❜ ❛ i want to be mortal . ❜ ❛ what did you do ? ❜ ❛ you took everything from me . now , i’ll take something from you . ❜ ❛ i won’t leave you here ! ❜ ❛ [ name ] knows what i want . ❜ ❛ i have a score to settle . ❜ ❛ you have to go somewhere safe . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , be careful . i’ve already lost enough people that i care about . ❜ ❛ do you have anything else to do but look doubtful ? ❜ ❛ look , i know that you’re worried . ❜ ❛ i just … i need help . ❜ ❛ i’m not gonna let you ignore this . ❜ ❛ i don’t remember much . ❜ ❛ there’s no time . ❜ ❛ how long have you known ? ❜ ❛ you’ve been lying to me for as long as i’ve known you . ❜ ❛ i can’t just leave you here . ❜ ❛ you have to go . ❜

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ohisms

𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯 𝑶𝑭 𝑨𝑵 𝑶𝑷𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑰𝑺𝑻 . ( lyric starters originating from the works of grandson . mature & dark themes are present , tread with caution . )

❛ tell me what you’re trying to hide . ❜ ❛ look me in my eyes , tell me everything’s not fine . ❜ ❛ i’ve got a secret i need you to keep . ❜ ❛ beg me for mercy . ❜ ❛ i’m not so brave , & i’m not so smart . ❜ ❛ i’m doing you a favor . ❜ ❛ i did a lot wrong that i can’t make right . ❜ ❛ i can’t cope . ❜ ❛ there’s no difference between you & i . ❜ ❛ there’s no way of stopping this . ❜ ❛ is there anybody out there that’s paying attention ? ❜ ❛ i try to do my part . ❜ ❛ how did we get here ? ❜ ❛ one day i know i’ll regret it . ❜ ❛ i’m in love with the pain . ❜ ❛ idle hands are the devil’s best friend . ❜ ❛ won’t you help me , please ? ❜ ❛ we might not make it ‘til the morning . ❜ ❛ i’m a sick joke . ❜ ❛ we’re stronger when we’re together . ❜ ❛ it’s the same shit , just a different year . ❜ ❛ i’m terrified none of it matters at all . ❜ ❛ i’ve gotta get out of here as quick as i can . ❜ ❛ there’s a knock at your front door . ❜ ❛ beg me for mercy . ❜ ❛ do exactly what you’re told . ❜ ❛ don’t listen to them , you’re not free . ❜ ❛ there’s nobody that can stop me . ❜ ❛ i’ve got one life so i’m gonna live it . ❜ ❛ i don’t want to move on . ❜ ❛ where the fuck do we go now ? ❜ ❛ my heart keeps fucking up the motherfucking plan . ❜ ❛ i’m done playing games . ❜ ❛ nobody make a sound . ❜ ❛ the higher the crime , the harder the fall . ❜ ❛ everybody told me ever since i was young , i should bite my tongue . ❜ ❛ i don’t know where i’m gonna go . ❜ ❛ i will not apologize . ❜ ❛ i think it’s time for a change . ❜ ❛ get down on the ground . ❜ ❛ sometimes the bad guy wins . ❜ ❛ this is my one shot at redemption . ❜ ❛ i’m looking up at rock bottom . ❜ ❛ i don’t want to get left behind . ❜ ❛ is this what you wanted ? ❜ ❛ i wish i’d read the signs better , ‘cause the writing was on the wall . ❜ ❛ i’m just trying to get used to these changes . ❜ ❛ i thought i had the upper hand . ❜ ❛ one day you’ll understand why i pushed you away as i ran . ❜ ❛ what’s your alibi ? ❜ ❛ i’ve gotta get out of this town somehow . ❜ ❛ the bad’s been slowly getting worse . ❜ ❛ what’s your life worth ? ❜ ❛ i’m still trying to find my identity . ❜ ❛ somebody call the doctor ! ❜ ❛ that which you fear is that which you become . ❜ ❛ does any of this pain have meaning ? ❜ ❛ i was in over my head . ❜ ❛ should we just say ‘to hell with it all’ ? ❜ ❛ i’m gonna get away with it . ❜ ❛ you think that you can stop me ? ❜ ❛ this isn’t gonna be some little fix . ❜ ❛ i’m sick of being an optimist . ❜ ❛ don’t resist the temptation . ❜ ❛ we can all be saved . ❜ ❛ i want to feel something . ❜ ❛ i’m feeling all this pressure , it’s a weight on my shoulders . ❜ ❛ i’m looking for the proof that i’m alive . ❜ ❛ all i ever wanted was a little piece & quiet . ❜ ❛ i am the thing you created . ❜ ❛ i’ve tried getting better , did all of the twelve steps . ❜ ❛ if you love me , let me go . ❜ ❛ you deserve all you’ve got coming . ❜ ❛ i spent my last dollar on a motherfucking cab . ❜ ❛ i’ve got no hope , not a sliver . ❜ ❛ sometimes the good things don’t last . ❜ ❛ i’ll do anything for you , just tell me what you need . ❜ ❛ the goodbye is the hardest part . ❜ ❛ i never thought it’d come to this . ❜ ❛ everything will be okay . ❜ ❛ i’ve done bad things to good people . ❜ ❛ i’ve got no self control , it’s the root of my evil . ❜ ❛ if i were you , i wouldn’t love me neither . ❜ ❛ i keep on looking at the world like i’m an optimist . ❜ ❛ we can’t go back . ❜ ❛ have you ever thought that you don’t know it all ? ❜ ❛ i wish you would’ve called . ❜ ❛ save me from myself . ❜ ❛ nobody really cared , so it never really mattered . ❜ ❛ what’s the point in fighting for a happy ever after ? ❜ ❛ i’d rather drop dead . ❜ ❛ don’t give up that easy . ❜ ❛ i can’t keep my shit together . ❜ ❛ life is a bitch , she doesn’t fight fair . ❜ ❛ i want to live for something . ❜ ❛ i want to die for something . ❜ ❛ this won’t last forever . nothing ever lasts forever . ❜ ❛ i think i need some guidance . ❜ ❛ you don’t have to hurt anymore . ❜

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