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charon or delta. it/ny/they. Δ:𐂃NB. i'm 20 i draw and think sometimes. beastly

[sapphicidal]

anyhow unrelated to anything else i've ever said i might for real leave tumblr for real because being here sucks. there is nothing for me here. honestly i have thoughts about having this account for like you over 2 years with nothing to show for it. no friends no online presence. another waste of my time! another waste! i am genuinely disgusted half the time i think of people i've met on here and i don't know why. i think i just hate expecting something that i'll never have. everyone will disappoint me eventually. i will disappoint myself most of all. i genuinely hope this is the last post i make because i hate it here. i hate the spaces i've wedged myself into and the people i've tried to latch on to. i'm sure i could have and should have tried harder but christ am i tired. i wish it was easy. i really wish i had kept my mouth shut and i wish for something that will never happen. i wish people would change and i wish i could be interesting enough to care about. but i am, ultimately. i have people who care about me, they just aren't here. i have things i love, they just aren't here. i have things that will make me better, they just aren't here.

i'm like, fine. i'm not going to hurt myself. i just don't want to be on tumblr or be involved with any of y'all. probably not a huge loss for anyone. bye for now. hopefully for a long time.

[sapphicidal]

okay i wrote a really long, honestly needlessly miserably and whiny post. so im going to condense it. i'm leaving for good (hopefully). being away from this account has been good for me. i'm a lot less sad over things that are honestly beneath me. i don't know how to say this without sounding like an annoying, vindictive bastard but my time on this website has been a string of expectations that are either never fulfilled or are abandoned halfway to greatness. maybe it's my fault. maybe it isn't. there are a lot of cases where i should probably try harder, but i dont. it's difficult for me to try. i dont know what i'm doing and theres no guide. and honestly, i dont see any reason to try on this website any longer.

anyways. tumblr is a dying microblogging website specializing in virtue-signaling. ciao!

[sapphicidal]

anyhow unrelated to anything else i've ever said i might for real leave tumblr for real because being here sucks. there is nothing for me here. honestly i have thoughts about having this account for like you over 2 years with nothing to show for it. no friends no online presence. another waste of my time! another waste! i am genuinely disgusted half the time i think of people i've met on here and i don't know why. i think i just hate expecting something that i'll never have. everyone will disappoint me eventually. i will disappoint myself most of all. i genuinely hope this is the last post i make because i hate it here. i hate the spaces i've wedged myself into and the people i've tried to latch on to. i'm sure i could have and should have tried harder but christ am i tired. i wish it was easy. i really wish i had kept my mouth shut and i wish for something that will never happen. i wish people would change and i wish i could be interesting enough to care about. but i am, ultimately. i have people who care about me, they just aren't here. i have things i love, they just aren't here. i have things that will make me better, they just aren't here.

i'm like, fine. i'm not going to hurt myself. i just don't want to be on tumblr or be involved with any of y'all. probably not a huge loss for anyone. bye for now. hopefully for a long time.

[sapphicidal]

saw backrooms w/ my friend and my sister 👍 good movie 👍 clark is just like me

[sapphicidal]

i don't think i wanna change 🙃 for the first time in a long time i feel like i'm right where i'm supposed to be 🙃 you don't have to worry 🙃 she says we don't need to change 🙃 it's okay 🙃 it's just the way we're wired 🙃

[sapphicidal]

saw backrooms w/ my friend and my sister 👍 good movie 👍 clark is just like me

[snowyvoid]

sweetvoice thats clear and looks like bubbles. i wonder what the meaning for that would be. i wanna make some kinda sweetvoice specbio stuff. is there an organ it comes from? do different organisms have different kinds? different noises? can it take different forms or consistencies? etc.

[greetings-from-the-eraser-king]

Benry spits out clear sweet voice and gordons like Tommy what's it mean? Tommy's just like that means he ate soap....those are bubbles

[tieflingkisser]

[hazelnutsummer]

Slimeknight maid au that got out of hands

[sapphicidal]

i think i lowkey might be schizospec

[badthingssometimes]

hi this is a wip i dont think i'll ever finish also outdated because i made this before the update sigh

yes i know its off center sorry lol

[constellaj]

[io-uua]

study i did some time ago

[hebezuart]

chibis of all of my favorite characters for my main blog!! look at my about page on the desktop theme :3

[the-evil-cosmic]

[snailspotter]

Today's snail: Harpa amouretta | Minor Harp

(source)

[jabberdemalion]

Target practice

Speedpaint under cut

[certifiedgirl-enjoyer]

how to not feel like an unwelcome interloper in every single social interaction and context walkthrough youtube

[certifiedgirl-enjoyer]

everytime i try to talk to people i feel like im 11 again trying to be included with the other kids and immediatly being looked at like im the most digusting invasive thing and knowing that im weird and different adn wrong and bad

[roseworth]

interacting with your mutuals that you want to be friends with even though they only like your posts once every few weeks at best