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Portugal 🏠 | 23 | U.k. 📍|

[hipster]

vintage

[softwaring]

[maureen2musings]

Out and about

nhodjin

[drxgonfly]

Trees in the Fog (by mlhell)

[sassafranski]

my happy place

[lsleofskye]

The Oregon Coast never seems to disappoint. | timkemple

[saraalexandra22do10]

Too hurt to care

I just don't know where I stand anymore, I don't know my value, don't know why I came to life for....why im I this way, why can't people enjoy being around me? Where did I go wrong? When does this pain and loneliness stop?

There is only so many questions and so few answers in my head...

My head hurts and my eyes are burning from holding on my tears for so long but I can't... I can't take it any longer. There is a lump on my throat from things I never say due to be scared of hurting others, yet...i always get hurt! Ok, I got it! I'm not the skiniest, I'm not the pritiest girl you ever met, but I'm trying my hardest to give out the best in me...but this shit is making my soul hurt! My self confidence is down to the ground just like me...im tired, I'm done!

I have nobody to talk to, not a shoulder to cry on...what kind of life is this, where no one is even able to love you a bit?

This year isn't even going half way through and I've already managed to be misjudged by colleagues, forgotten by friends, lied to and betreaded by my so bestfriend...family? What is that? Does it even exist?! Mine is so good at labelling and judging that they think they are superior and it's like I don't even exist to them! Well...my relationship is down the drain...cant handle feeling another person not caring and placing me last when games and friends become first. When I give my all and all I get is nothing in return apart from a few cute words...words mean nothing they sound in vein...there is no meaning to them...actions don't match them.

People don't realise the damage, yet it's hard to explain what I'm feeling without crying and people judging me for it. Suppose it's easier to smile and live about like that..smiling but empty...giving strength to others but slowly dying inside. It hurts...ohh God...it hurts so much! There is a hole on my chest, I'm empty I'm numb!

[yourlocalmadlad]

maybe some day it will be okay, but for now its just painful

[saraalexandra22do10]

Feel so worthless lately

[sweetaddictionnn]

I’m having so much anxiety rn

[saraalexandra22do10]

😔

[saraalexandra22do10]

Worst then being alone is feeling alone among people...this shit hurts!

SaraJaneiro

[bayareamo-deactivated20190527]

may we attract people with genuine intentions.

[saraalexandra22do10]

Bros before hoes right?

Wrong!

When you get into a commitment with the right girl, treat her right! Give her attention, support her, never make her feel second planned. She will question herself how much is she loved and bruh if she ain't feeling it you will loose her!"

[saraalexandra22do10]

"If he keeps making excuses not to text, phone or see you, girl..walk off and wave him bye. "

[brittanymoontarot]

Crystals & Stones may heal my bones. 🔮🌙

[sakuhra]

[saraalexandra22do10]

#storm