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[saraeanwa]

info.　　prompts.　　returned　﹠　written with love　　⤻　　by orion.　　inbox status　　...　　?　　(　x　)　　also at　　killerhubby　　+　　hitfirst.　　rules can be found on either blog.

[saraeanwa]

thinking of jae and spirituality and how she just feels connected to nature, but this connection she feels is so beyond her understanding because the knowledge she has on her family history is so limited.

i do want to explore how it links to her dynamic with her mother, in turn also the dynamic she had with her dad, and how is passing made it so her mother was just so much more protective of her, and she tries to hide things about her family and their history because it might further lead her down a road of vengeance if she knows that many of the tiger shifters in her family were considered warriors, protectors, always thriving for justice no matter the cost, even if it meant taking things into their own hands.

that on top of the secret that jae has in fact taken people down for good, a few here and there, but in her eyes, it was deserving even if it was disturbing to her, how she was capable of doing something like that, but the act of hunting them down felt so ... natural? to her. it was in her instinct to do so, and it is a heavy secret she carries that only her boss at 'the nest' knows of. jae walking a very scary line of feeling kind of like those that killed her father, but she knew her father was a good, hard working man, she knows she did nothing to deserve his death, but his case going cold, never knowing if it was because he was involved in nefarious business (knowingly or unknowingly), threatened to be involved, or if it was a case of wrong place wrong time. jae will never get that closure.

everything from her identity to her past, her connections she feels within her spirit, her ancestors, who she is, human or tiger, the death of her father, the secrets she holds, the family history her mother hides from her, it's all so connected that it feels like a web of mysteries, hidden truths, and lies made to lead her to dead ends in hopes that maybe she will give up and just live a mundane life, but jae doesn't want that. stuck in a push and pull on what she truly wants for herself, and her journey of self discovery ...

[saraeanwa]

me when i post more wlw content and i noticed i got softblocked a lil more </3

[pamrak]

they get it 😩

[saraeanwa]

oh .... jae + gender fluidity meta rotating in my mind ......

[saraeanwa]

honestly i am HUGE on how jae remembers people and how she always has hopes that with every person she comes across, she will remember something positive abt them .... but shes never thought much of how people remember her until it just hits her at random. she wonders if she is thought of or just another face to be forgotten in the ocean of people just living their life. she wonders if to someone in particular, she is something more

[lycanlike]

no, not you. not in years. your finger reach up to touch the area right below where the scar there ended. it was subconscious and you breathe sharply the moment you realize that you've done it. ❝ not in a while. ❞ yet you sound so meek when you speak. all it took was someone pretty sounding remotely genuine to throw you off balance.

[saraeanwa]

　　"　well　...　would it be okay if i reminded you more often?　"　　she realises now she may have touched a sensitive part that lays deep within them, but instead of digging her fingers in to feel the tender soreness⸻　　she will simply remember this feeling　﹠　cherish the vulnerability.　　"　i think that you're just so pretty, but i want you to be more than just pretty in my memories. i wanna know everything about you, if you'll met me,　"　　a heart to heart, if the moment allows for it, all while fingers drum against the cool surface of the bar, a whispered jazz to fill the half-empty ambiance.　　maybe a drink would help take the edge off.

[saraeanwa]

momma jae ......... very protective of her kids all while allowing them to experience life. but one thing she doesnt want is having them growing up too fast, she wants them to be kids while they're kids, teens when they're teens, and adults when the time comes. she would want them to experience every single instance of life how it should be

[thuganomxcs]

Ah, rent-a-girlfriend. The very expensive way to take a girl out all so one doesn’t have to feel the sting and burdens that come with loneliness. For Yusuke it was soo he could get his mother off his back about him not taking anyone out. She never did say he’d have to make any type of commitment, but if he never has to hear the ‘you’re in your early twenties you should be dating’ speech for awhile then he’d put the yen on the table in exchange for some peace.

But surprisingly enough the little breakfast date went off without a hitch, the woman was beautiful, nice and he hoped he never bored her during the date, as Yusuke, of course had stories under his belt to tell. For this time he shared the few stories of him finding a cat that belonged to an important figure in the yakuza, and there was also the story of that time he helped a little girl raise enough money to help her sick relative.

Both rather far-fetched, so it was up to her to decide whether she’d believe these stories to be factual or just him playing himself up. “I’m not really in-line with how this works..am I allowed t’ ask what your hobbies are??” He spoke softly with both his hands tucked in his pockets. There was still time before the official hour of their date ending so he decided to take her out on a walk once the bill at the diner was paid.

None of them knew it yet, but somewhere not too far away from them fate was going to intervene in their little date, however, for now, within a Yokohama’s little league field, there was a team doing practice drills before their big game. Their coach was missing, but their team captain was ever vigilant of them getting their training in, and so he called for the team to have a little mock game among themselves as a way to practice for the real one.

liked for a job with yusuke / @saraeanwa

[saraeanwa]

　　this was a nice change of pace, far form the grandeurs of fancy dinners, a not-so-subtle way of her clients flaunting their endless wealth　﹠　poor taste in suits, with jewellery that looked far too tacky. it felt natural, good, she smiles without needing to pretend, her laughs are sweet,　﹠　she finds herself so naturally drawn into wild tales, many which she chooses to believe simply because life was too dull not to find admiration in intriguing experiences. she realises now that these are the moments she wishes would last longer, for those seconds to last minutes, even hours of she could.

her stroll is casual alongside him, soft hums in sing-song fashion, pausing the moment he spoke. first, she gazes at him, then she laughs, far from it being in mocking fashion, but rather at how cute it was to ask such a thing.　　it was utterly endearing,　　"　you can ask me whatever your heart desires. i promise i don't bite,　"　　a promise she intends to keep, always having been so few that have chosen to inquire about the one that pretends to be something cherished for a living,　　"　i'm an open book, but a lot of clients tend to ignore that,　"　　a confession she would usually bury in her heart, but never deep enough for it to matter, but for this moment, she chooses to be more vulnerable than she expects to be. the breeze always welcome, cooling her from the warm sun that loomed above them both,　　"　though, do expect me to be equally as curious about you. i love knowing all the little details, you know.　"　　

[saraeanwa]

　　"　no way, i can't be too pretty for you,　"　　a sweetness like no other in her tone, how she approaches them, now with her arm snaking around their waist to bring them closer⸻　　their hips bumping against each other,　　"　it sounds like i can't keep you all to myself　...　"　　she usually isn't this starved, but raven stirs a hunger that lingers deep within the tigress. a sweet, delicious soul,　﹠　jae wants a simple taste of it,　　"　when that's exactly what i want.　"

@wantdawn,　　(　unprompted　)　　...　　" you're honestly, truly too pretty for me, jae. i'm so weak. " raven turning into a lil' puddle from a peck from miss jae.

[saraeanwa]

jae rubbing her cheek on you like a cat, and it seems rly sweet until u realise that you just smell like her perfume now and she likes that bc it means she claimed u <3

[yoobiins]

they’re so normal ab this… their heart is beating so fast, in love…

[saraeanwa]

　　feeling quite mischievous, a hand gently rests upon their collar, slender digits slowly crawling up to settle on their pulse, that beating heart⸻　　feeling every beat, the warmth of their skin,　　"　did you like that?　"　　her voice is soft, near a whisper, leaving the trace of her touch against his jawline,　　"　all you have to do is ask, handsome.　"　　

[saraeanwa]

　　auggie　﹠　jae were never strangers when it came to the nightlife, more attached to the hip than ever, it would become an even rarer sight to see them apart. drinking together, dancing together, giving each other looks that went beyond what they claimed to be a simple friendship. she wouldn't admit it, but she had spent a considerable amount of time picking her outfit with only one thought floating through her mind,　　i hope she likes this look on me.　　she fidgets with the clasp of her heels, too tight, too loose,　　"　uh, yeah!　almost done just⸻　　ugh, struggling with these heels,　"　　﹠　her freshly manicured nails didn't make it any easier⸻　　but her knight in shining armour comes, gorgeous as ever, as all she can do is sit, watch,　﹠　feel the soft brushes of her fingers against her leg. the attempts she makes to not think to heavily on the moment are all for naught, the blush that creeps up to her cheeks, how gaze avoids the other's face, but how dare she avert her gaze entirely?　she peers at those diligent hands, how gently they treat her.

it is only for that moment, that jae finally musters the courage to meet her gaze, peering up through long lashes, a look that makes the tigress look far too innocent. she blinks once, twice, slightly parting her lips to utter her soft　　thank you,　　but she is swiftly silenced by the sensation of their lips together. her face burns, cheeks hot, the blush she dusted on her cheeks earlier now darkened by the redness that rushes to her face.

"　a-auggie　...　!　"　　taken aback by how shameless she is, but that is exactly what jae adores about her⸻　　the confidence to do whatever might go through that puzzling mind. caught up in the moment, she is brought back by the realisation that time doesn't stop for them,　﹠　she definitely wants a good spot at the bar before it gets all too crowded,　　"　oh, yeah, let's go.　"　　

@crimestruck,　　(　unprompted　)　　...　　after fixing her hair auggie steps away from the mirror to find jae. “ are you ready yet ? ” she calls out as she exits the bathroom , finding the other woman in the living room of her apartment , adjusting her heels. “ i’ll get it. ” the brunette insists , dropping to her knee to fix the clasp of jae’s heels. once she rises to her feet , big brown eyes could have swallowed the smaller girl whole. “ hm. ” auggie hums , gaze lingering on jae’s lips. “ that’s a nice colour. ” a slender hand snatches her cheeks between her fingers and her thumb , keeping the tigress still before auggie leans in , wiping her lips against the other’s. the moment is fleeting before auggie pulls back , rubbing her lips together to spread the colour around. “ thanks. ” she grins down at her , dimples pressing at her cheeks as she did so. “ let’s go , huh ? ”

[saraeanwa]

I LOVE WRITING WLW .................

[saraeanwa]

i forgot to log back on here ........................ anyways i have NOT forgotten abt miss girl i was simply on my other bloggie

[saraeanwa]

okay but jae in lingerie and idk i think she looks even better bc you get to see her her tiger markings in all their glory

[saraeanwa]

oh miss jae has always been a major enjoyer of clothed sex ......