Jun 30
okok so i need a bit of advice (this is something i need to decide myself but i rly cant..)
ok so my sis invited me to her bday that will take place at some uhhh trampoline center (??? i have NO idea how to translate that shit)
and uh. there will be over 30 ppl. THATS THE PROBLEM...
i could hide somewhere (ive been there once and i remember some places where i could try to hide..)
but also it would last for 2 and a half hours..
i wanna go to eat the cake but at the same time i dont wanna go at all...
#nihil yapping#also to mention my sis kinda hates me#like not rly hates but maaaaybe dislikes me but its more like envy yanno.#remember the post about my fam giving up on me? well her parents want her to be PERFECT#so she envies me a lot for my freedom#uhuhuuu#also i domt have a gift but look ik not the type to give gifts#so i dont rly think its bad i can just ask my mom if she can gift her 20€ or something.#that if my mom will be in a good mood...#but yeah i just need some advice on what to do because there wont be anyone i know and i probably wont be able to text anyone cuz-#theres a horrible Internet there...#aughhh but the cake...#if it wont be TOO sweet.#i never go to anyones bdays but im kinda being forced rn cuz 'theyre my family' NNO
