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@sarah---walker
I’m sick of waitin’ around here–standin’ around and waitin’ for things to happen. There has to be a way off this island, you comin’ or not?
I’ve been feeling this way since the moment I stepped onto the island. Or came back to life, that is. If there was a way out, I think we would have already found it. I’m not sure that there is.
I know exactly what you mean. But I think everyone wants that.
I – re-really? I’m not sure – I don’t know – really? You feel something for me? I guess there’s only one way to find out, huh?
Yes. I guess that means that I do. I don’t know how it’s even possible because I’m not supposed to feel this way for you. What way is that?
Sure, Sarah. What’s up?
I’m not sure what this even means but the other night at that party....I felt jealous when I saw you kissing all those others girls. I don’t know why but I guess this means that I must feel something towards you, Chuck.
Do you ever feel so lost and out of control; that you don’t even know how to live anymore? I don’t know….
Yes. That’s exactly how I feel right now. Speaking of, can we talk Chuck?
Yeah so I have heart. Like theres some letter and the dead come back and I got a letter so I just had to see it for myself.
I didn’t get one of those letters that everyone else got. Which probably means that I died. And that’s why I’m here....I can’t know for sure because my memory was wiped away.
That party was something else.
You look angry?
Why would I be?
get to know me meme: [5/5] relationships: chuck bartowski and sarah walker “It started with a guy who worked at Buy More. And then, one day, an old college friend of his sent him an e-mail that was filled with secrets. And then the next day his life really changed when he met a spy named Sarah, and he fell in love.”
That party was something else.
Sarah —
.....Chuck.
That party was something else.
Why couldn't that be something that I didn't have to remember?
"Yeah, this definitely doesn’t feel familiar.———-“
What doesn't?
“Are you going to stand there and stare or are you going to tell me where I am and how I got here.”
I would but I don't even know myself how I got here. But I'm sure it has something to do with bringing the dead back to life. At least that's what I've been hearing.
This is just my luck.
The words Sarah spoke were the last words he wanted to hear. That she, Sarah, was making up the love she had for him. Deep inside Chuck knew these words were untrue. Still it felt like a knife went straight through his heart. If a heart could shatter, his did, and it was scattered to pieces all over the flow. He was absolutely gutted. It wasn’t Sarah’s fault either; he couldn’t blame her for not believing him. If her memory was too far gone, was she? Would he be able to get her back? Sarah, his Sarah, woman of his dreams; would she ever look into his eyes again? All he saw was a cold version of the one he loved. A serious version of his wife, yet he still loved her.Â
Every single fiber in his being loved Sarah Walker. From the moment he saw her in the Buy More - he knew, and he had gotten the girl. Finally. Chuck had won. Until the moment her mind was wiped away. Sarah was taken from his, slipped through his fingers, to become this shell of a person again. Probably empty and alone. Breathing slowly, Chuck tried his hardest not to say a word, to allow her time. To process everything. The two - they had a past, and it was big. There was no way he could possibly explain it all in words. Especially without crying like grownup baby. Of course, he could still feel tears, but he needed to be strong. For her. It was always for her. Always. Everything he did was because of her. Sarah, she made him a better person, a better version of himself. To put that into words? Chuck still had hope for them. And he would never give up.Â
Yes. Morgan even married us. Casey was there, Ellie and Awesome, my mom - everyone we’ve ever had a bond with. Sarah, we were married, and it was the best day of my life. Besides asking you. When I asked you to marry me - it was easy, and we knew - we were meant to spend the rest of our lives together. You and I, us against the world, we’re a team. His heart was going wild as he expressed his feelings towards their relationship. Truly and deeply they were meant to be.Â
Sarah Walker, you are the love of my life, my soul mate, my best friend - I love you more than anything. And I’ll always believe in us. I will always love you with all of my heart —
If I have to wait for you, I will. I’d wait forever for, Sarah. If I have to recreate every perfect moment we had together — I would, and there’s no doubt you’d see how much I love you.
The more Sarah stood there listening to Chuck speak, the more she was questioning herself. What if he was actually telling her the truth? What if they were married and somehow - in another life she had loved him? She didn't see how it could be impossible. It wasn't. But she was also not going to sit there and listen to him when she knew that she couldn't remember anything. It wasn't fair that he did this to her now when her memory was gone. If he loved her as much as he said that he did, he would give her time to process all of it. And maybe she hadn't given him much of a choice before not to tell her what was happening but she wanted to unknow everything now. She didn't want to know how he could have possibly been the love of her life. Because it didn't matter.
None of it mattered. Not anymore. Not when Sarah couldn't even recognize the person that she was or who she had become for that matter. Her mind was all over the place and as much as her heart was telling her to believe this guy, this person who had managed to make you smile the first time you saw him, she couldn't. And it wasn't because she didn't want to but because she couldn't. Chuck couldn't have been the person she had chosen. He couldn't have been her husband or the man she had picked to spend her life with. He was just a project. He may have been her partner but that's where it ended. Their relationship had always been a cover up and that was the way Sarah intended on it staying. That's the way she would always see the both of them as. Nothing more than a cover. Maybe there had been something more between them; something that Sarah didn't want to admit but she couldn't let herself believe it. If she remembered Chuck and what they had, it could have been different but it wasn't. She needed to deal with who she was now.
If you honestly believe all of that, then that means I must have done a good job at convincing you. Because you and I, we've never had anything. I may have pretended to love you but that was only to get close to you and to find out everything that I know. Sarah wasn't sure if she even believed half of what she was saying but she couldn't let herself get close to this person. For all she knew, he could have been lying even if in that moment he was making her feel things. Things that she had never in her life felt before. We're nothing, Chuck. We never have been and I'm sorry if I made you believe something that was never there. You need to forget about me. And everything else that you've made up in your head. In her heart, she didn't believe that he had made it up. And she definitely didn't believe that there was nothing between them but she couldn't take that chance to believe that there was. She couldn't take that.
No. No. I don't want to hear any of that. I don't want to keep listening to you tell me that you love me. Because if you did - you wouldn't have let me die. You wouldn't have let Quinn wipe away my memories. I don't even remember who I am anymore, Chuck. And the fact that you tell me that we had a life together....A life that I don't even remember having? Makes everything all that much worse.
Tell me. Tell me how can I trust you? How am I supposed to believe that you aren't just lieing to me right now? Tell me how any of this possible.
